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Saturday, November 28, 2009

hmmm this always happen. when i do nothing special, i have nothing to blog.

ya, i did not go to the prom.
what else...

i can't remember.
this is going to be very messed.


holiday activity plans are screwed. why? just because i am really lazy to go plan things.

i have strangely became attached. but no. that guy is not who everyone expected.
我总觉得我好像骗了人,也骗了自己。

<|9:46 PM|>


Friday, November 20, 2009

should i get a job to occupy my time?

should i?

i don't want to go around saying i want to get a job and at the end of this long break i did not get that job. sounds familiar?



i've completed one item on my must-find-a-way-to-complete list.
that is one pathetic item. it made me think about some things though.

i can't seem to find that list...

arh well but some of the things on my list seems to be most likely ruined by the raining season. i can't do them now that is rains every afternoon.
such a spoiler...



why is there things we do even though we know the outcome might not be desired?
why is there feelings you cannot control?


oh wells.

<|8:13 PM|>


Friday, November 13, 2009

*clears throat*


IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! (in a low pitch like a that guy in the exam hall this morning...)

who was that?
i have no idea.
but when the OAS was being collected, i heard the sound of ripping paper.
ripping of entry proof?
ruisi did that after that...



i got ambushed on my way out of the exam hall. got my papers snatched only to realise i have made yet another stupid mistake.... yes those kind you really want to strangle yourself for because it is so easy. i thought i chose the answer correctly, then i look again. really want to go #*&#$%( wth wth wth WHY DID I CHOOSE WRONGLY!!!


anyway, 2012 was quite cool. i mean the visual effects. but there was some part really lame. like the ending about the cape of good hope.
how when an aircraft crashed into the window (it can't be glass), there was a crack but no water came in.
sadly i seem to have epic fail memory when it comes to names. did i mention i cannot remember the names of the main characters? there was only one name that registered in my brain and that was gordon. the guy that sadly died. it was really weird how he could fly that mini plane when he barely knew how to fly planes.
well, the fat billionaire(i doubt he could still be one if each ticket was 1billion euros) that looked so irritating at the start died. but he saved his children so he is a good father?
rich people get to save their lives first. life is never fair.

i realised when i entered the cinema that i had no idea how long the movie would be. 157 minutes like omg omg. i endured it although i moved a lot... it was cold. i mean my legs felt cold... only to realised it was raining outside. zzz
barely anyone in the cinema so it was quite ok. 10.45am movie afterall. who comes out so early to watch a movie?
but somehow, how come almost every time i happen in a group with mr han it seems to rain/drizzle. somehow i have no idea when it did not rain!!! i cannot remember... hmmm.



haha the outing was quite disasterous in the end. that is when you have 8 people with 8 different minds.
apologies to dasao. don't want to say jane but hmmm. the word dear is giving me goosebumps all over again. oppps...
you never know, maybe i would be saying that next time. oh wells.

<|9:20 PM|>


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

need to push that food picture down...

many days has passed... and look! the end is near. i nearly wanted to type neigh instead of near...
spamming forums has changed my style of typing. oh and i suddenly started making random "friends" on facebook.

haha, friends... reminds me of today's hcl li jie wen da about people with an invisible mask... and how some people who smile to you may not be your real friend...
scary.

today's hcl papers made me rather upset actually. some things i rather not talk but it is just all bad memories.
gong han on excessive gaming and using of the internet... well it just reminded me of that ason who fainted while playing the computer... an incident 2 years ago. wow?

i wrote question 3, the continuous writing. had to write it to feel a little better.
it was a true personal experience just with the characters swapped and the end result twisted. it was rather strange all the things we did last time to salvage the situation. out of the ordinary. the whole misunderstanding was some joke. it was rather sad though.
hopefully the touching story can score more marks? i was amazed by my own ability to write 1 whole page without flipping the dictionary even once.

who cares about today's physics mcq anyway? we can all bang heads for the silly mistakes we make but it won't make any difference.
A1 for physics? i still think so =DD




oh the =DD is just funny. i link this to da ge and da sao. although i was thinking if should call them dad and mum since like 1 and a half years ago at suntec mr han called me his daughter...
LOL
sad that da sao can't go this for this friday's movie. 2012 was my choice actually... i like such kind of movies! ^^
but yes i can bug mr han if there is the need. hopefully i do not need to right?




i have the ability to change topic very quickly?

the other day i had many dreams some nights ago. there was one random dream of me driving an F1 car in the rain and someone crashed into the back of my car... if that has a meaning to it i should check it up.
but the second dream kind of came true? i mean the meaning of the dream.
that dream was some chalet... i could not remember if it was a HM one or a DL one or something else. my dream did not make sense as there was some friend of mine who was having a chalet next door to my chalet! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE! that chalet had a door sharing to my chalet?!!?! -_-"
that friend had a fever after going WWW and ran over my chalet to steal my bed for the night...
i checked some meaning of dream book and that dream meant that something frustrating will happen and will lead to a quarrel.
something slightly frustrating has happened but where is the quarrel part? haha...




going to slack some more ^^

<|8:09 PM|>


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