*The future awaits us~*

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

argh, not feeling too well now.

boo hoo. this persistant headache is irritating. thanks to it, i could not do anything constructive today.
hell.

<|7:59 PM|>

Monday, September 28, 2009

life is better not having to refresh refresh and refresh on hostream.net.
yes, channel 5 was much better.

when the national anthem was sung wrongly, i was feeling like something was weird.
end up really something was sung wrongly. tsk tsk.

the championship battle looks more like among the two brawns already. vettel 25 points away. considering he needs 26 to win the title and button cannot score any points.

30 points max up for grabs, possible? quite hard.

alonso up on the podium kind of says that they do not need to cheat to be up there?
glock was like some kid refusing to let go of his trophy even when taking the photograph on the podium. haha.

i remember various incidents.
rosberg accidentally passed the white line while exiting the pit, he got a drive through for that.
vettel getting a drive through for speeding in the pit?
alguersuari 'did a massa' by running off with the fuel rig still in his car. so weird, the lollipop man didnt even raise the lollipop. that spoiled the fuel rig and affected buemi's pit stop.
sutil battling with the slow alguersuari hit the wheel and went into a spin. worst still, he picked up the innocent heidfield when he accelerated out from the spin. ouch? fine of $50,000...
oh and there was the yellow flagged time when a debris was sitting on the driving line, a brave marshal went to pick it.

strange enough, when i went to school this morning, i heard something funny.
very funny.
"massa drove off with the fuel rig again!"
i could not resist to turn around and say that massa was not even present at the race, how to drive off?
LOL.

next year, i should be going to buy the ticket for the walkabout on saturday. although i feel like volunteering for the race. maybe next time or the long future.

meanwhile, i would like to see the race at suzuka because i heard it is another of those greatest tracks.

but i still have to study. T_T

<|4:52 PM|>

Friday, September 25, 2009

wahahaha this is the F1 fever~

ok, i actually wished i had gotten the pair of tickets to the formula one night race.

i believe i will get my chance of watching it next year?

a pity. i wanted to go over to marina square/suntec to immerse in the atmosphere, but it was a little too late for it.

yayaya

amaths debrief.

this is probably my most xin tong paper. 10marks of serious error carried forward.

hmmm, paper 1 i could have gotten full marks if not for the wrong sign i wrote in the first step. 4 marks down.

paper 2 was more ridiculous.

I COPY QUESTION ASLO CAN COPY WRONGLY.

then all the rest below was marked wrong. only given 2 method marks. 2/8...

6 marks just fly like that, HOW PAINFUL!

there is another one that i blurrly used the y-value instead of the x-value when i was integrating with respect to x. LOL.

3 marks for that.

i think there will still some stupid mistakes i made in that paper 2 but i cant remember them. it was the worst amaths paper i did in a long while. too stressed?

nope

i can withstand the pressure. =D

but this prelim 2 was the best overall average examination result in this 2 years.

YES YES THAT IS THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL!

yeea yeaaa yeaaaaaaaa

-gone nuts already-

i'm losing that feeling when i do anything that was related to 36.

haha, i just suddenly remembered that just now when checking the average marks i got for the past 3 exams...

good job joan =D

<|8:48 PM|>

Thursday, September 24, 2009

FINALLY SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE!

rejoice!

oh my i still cant believe it.
all 3 subjects we got back were all better than i expected

for physics, i think this is the highest i have scored for a science paper?
i was so surprised i got all the calculation questions correct!
a pity that i did either instead of or, if not maybe 1 or 2 marks higher.
hehe
i must have wrote too many food and cool for a question that i wrote fool by accident.
"keep the fool cool longer" -_-"
mrs cheng wrote a haha there.

ok nevermind.

emaths was not that terrible. i didnt read a few questions properly, end up minus a few marks here and there.
enough said before more people come and kill me.
YES YES YES! I HIT THE A* TARGET!
just wonder if amaths will score lower than emaths this time. hmmm...
=x although emaths paper 2 turned out better than expected, with 3 marks given free for the typo error in the question paper, i really hope amaths paper 2 will be better...

really.

OMG i can finally declare A1 for bio!
after a long long long long long time~~~
there is hope. the fact was i was not really serious while studying bio which included the fact that i did not study finish.
IT WILL BE BETTER WHEN I DO STUDY FINISH!
=D
even though the paper does not say that for now, i can get one more mark so it is just nice.

now what?
chemistry is the worst of the three sciences. strange. i definitely got some serious business to do about it.

in conclusion, L1R5 12. it finally improved =D

<|7:16 PM|>

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

EPIC FAIL!

today was sooooo ridiculous!
laughed like mad and felt very fustrated at times...

*bite gums bangs head*

wth wth wth wth

WHY!!!!

i passed every section of the hcl paper other than the li jie wen da.
and i failed overall...
i failed because of the 排 i didnt write. lost 1.5 marks for that.
T_T
wasted wasted.
that cursed 49.75 thing. WHY!!!!

then for chemistry, it was another ridiculous sight.
why was the A1 gone?
i had to blindly write carbonflourochlorine when i could have just written CFCs.
and a couple of other crazy things...
about 10 marks plus of those careless/last-minute-dunno-why-go-change kind of nonsense.
scary...

i dont know what to say. indeed, that chemistry paper was relatively easy.
at least i know i know my work already. i think.

just hope physics will be better.
according to what i felt, it should be.
presume another A?
emaths too ba. just no A*?
zzz
we will see tomorrow.

i really hope we can end school at 9.45 on friday. =x really.
i wanna go marina square =)

<|6:19 PM|>

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

i'm posting again. just stayed a little too long on the computer.
efficiency is low at the moment and i am really dozing off.

hate it.

actually, i suddenly feel better that i am able to understand what the teacher was talking about during today's ss debrief.
afterall, i can safely said that i have part of the ss knowledge in my mind now. revolving with ehist trying to flood through.
then comes the bio facts which was making me a bit light-headed. i mean the giddy already.

however, i am still not done. i am supposed to complete all my study notes this week.
but then, i still got my ehist corrections to do.
those corrections were basically those purpose/tone ones that i cant quite see.

i apologise for my violence today. yes, i can be that scary. i've been worse and it wont be nice.
seriously, my tolerance level is quite strange.
sometimes can, but i dont know when i can just flare up.
i remember i punched people in the stomach before for irritating me.
so dont test my anger management.

<|10:05 PM|>

really mixed feelings about the paper.
firstly, felt so pissed that my summary failed ALL BECAUSE I LACKED 10 LINES OF THE PASSAGE I WAS SUPPOSED TO SUMMARISE.

screw me. i am just so blind. in fact, that contained 7 points a contrast to the 12 from the 41 lines that i summarised only. *bangs head*

on the brighter side, i did better for the C&V part.
although so, i still wasted one mark when i wrote 4 words instead of 1. the question was:
what does fashion rely on? answer in one word.
i wrote "it relies on change"
THE ANSWER WAS "CHANGE"
how sickening.

compo was ok. although that was still not good enough, it was done without the memorising of phrases from ms kwek's list. =D
situational was alarming. 5 question requirements? i saw 5 numbers. 2 with double ticks, 2 with one tick and one cross. and i thought there was only 3...

ss was worse than i expected. did the easiest yet most unpopular question and could have done better.
ehist was just the same as usual.
overall, my seq skills and sbq skills are on par. i just hope they can both be very good =\

tomorrow got the sad sad sad hcl paper debrief and we will be getting back chemistry.
i kind of did that paper with half a mind, writing weird things and illogical things. i still believe physics will do better than chemistry. =\

my head hurts.

<|2:18 PM|>

Monday, September 21, 2009

the other day while on the bus along mountbattan road, i spoted a odd looking heavy vehicle on the road. there was 3 of them and on them was come metal boxes.
on a closer look, i can see the words BRAWN GP!

i suppose those were the team's equipments that are going to be moved to the team garage.
sadly, it was not the car.
because if piquet's accident, many articles have came up in the newspaper this year. compared to last year, it was more more and more.

at least this time i can watch the race off the tv and not have to feel fustrated when the online stream gets banned. =x

anyway, these few days i have been recieving a couple of smses from some random person. i dont know who that person is but i only know he got my number from isaac.
-_-"
that person things i am isaac's girlfriend!
and why?
i am his only female friend???
wow i suddenly feel so honoured...
this thick skin person was sending things like "isaac said he misses u"
and then he asks "do you miss isaac?"

extremely bored person heh. i just want to suan him if i can. but i dont know anything about this weirdo...
lol it is just so odd.

<|9:36 AM|>

Saturday, September 19, 2009

there is this serious lack of time and i dont know why i am still here.

did some serious planning for my revision guide and i realised how little time i have if i want to complete all the chapters for the o lvl.

tough luck because i have to try to wake up at 7am every morning that i dont have school.
i dont want to become a serious book worm and lose my other life just studying only.

back to mugging now...

<|12:04 PM|>

Thursday, September 17, 2009

physics physics physics physics.

"If two bulbs share the same potential, the bulb which draws the greater amount of current will glow more brightly."

if V=IR, and the V is constant, then the one with the lower resistance draws the greater amount of current.
eh?
so what on earth is going on?
until now, i just realised that the one with the higher resistance will be brighter...

actually, this becomes a highly debatable question if you go search it.

but whatever is the case, this paper is more or less ok. partly screwed because i have no idea what happened...
how did i get the answers for the first 2 questions opposite from so many people. i must be losing half my mind.
i'm confused.

i was screwing up some things here and there too. @_@
heng this is only mcq. doesnt hurt much =x

<|4:46 PM|>

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

today was strange.
or at least, i dont know what i was even doing this morning...

WAS I IN THE WRONG FRAME OF MIND TO SHAKE MR R CHIA'S HAND?!?!?!
i must have been.

omgomgomg. my brain was barely even working for the first 1 hour of the paper. took a long time just to pass the first page...

today, for the first time since the start of the exams i could not stay awake in the morning. i was wake up, snooze, snooze, snooze... AH 6.30!!! scurry and got ready for school.
maybe it is just this LONG LONG examination period that is killing my mood. i feel so tired these days...

all of the sudden, my emaths and amaths grades are being shaked vigorously. both paper 2 were not ideal at all.
and for emaths, despite getting 73/80 for paper 1 i am still not satisfied.
it just made my "target" out of reach after seeing the paper 2.
i'm quite clueless.
i need at least 91/100 to reach that A* thing. please i dont want to get suan-ed
but its suppose to be that if i cant get it, no one can. eh? they always say it.

amaths paper 1? i heard i did really well. but it was not the best. congrats to the one for beating me to it by half a mark? i really dont know because no exact value was told. heh. nevermind.
but i need roughly 89/100 for paper 2 to reach that A* or something like do better than emaths like i used to do. after all, its 44% and 56% not 50/50
after today, i would say hard.
first time i didnt have enough time to complete checking the paper. not even sure if i completed the whole paper. i mean i might have left some blanks.
this paper felt really long winded...
strange answers that made no sense at some parts. i just feel happy that i was able to solve the geometrical proofs one without much problems.
ridiculously attempting to find a remainder from something freaking long. x^6 to 7 @_@ long division should have been the case but it seems confusing.

feeling too tired to revise my physics for now. should be sleeping in till 8+ tomorrow morning. but I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT NOW!
i really mean now...

<|12:53 PM|>

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

OH YES!
bio seems good eh? i hope...
i hope i can get the distinction.
all of the sudden i forgot the name of that boy from cr that fainted while walking to the toilet.
he looked really pale when he got up and was walking quite slowly. this is actually odd as people usually walk really fast. indeed, in a while he was on the floor.
in another few minutes i saw him running back to his seat... ???

chemistry. scams. i dont know how i fell for the tricks again. carefully scrutinising every part of the question and it still happens.
at least 5 marks are gone already.
we will see if i can still get A1 for chem afterall.

ryan chia has been going tsk tsk tsk at my classmates. i have not seen him do that at me. is that a good sign???

amaths paper 2 tomorrow and i must do well.
not just a must. i will.
and physics paper 1
and bio paper 1!

i dont know but after today's bio paper, i feel better and got a bit more mood to study.
that maths paper 2 was such a spoiler. screw that. boo hoo.

<|4:51 PM|>

Monday, September 14, 2009

#%)(&$*(@&$(@&$#%

screw it.

and that.

and tomorrow will be too.
though i hope not.

nevermind.
eh, physics was SOOOOO much better than emaths today. i really hope i can get A1 for this paper, if not the hard work did not pay off.
it was a hefty sum of luck as the topics that did not come out were all my weak topics...
probably physics will score higher than chemistry this time. maybe, maybe not.

EMATHS WAS OUT OF THE WORLD!
I NEVER SEEN A PAPER THAT HAD SO MANY ERRORS..
HELL HELL HELL
i just could not believe the sight of the paper.
the number of mistakes to correct, the number of mistakes that were still present in the paper. what else can i say?
i am so speechless.
waste of time, screws my train of thoughts.
i will definitely see many careless mistakes because i could not focus thinking of the weird things in the questions. i didnt even want to check properly because i will end up staring at the weird things.

so all i did was close one eye and handed in my paper.
there goes the A*. it flew away when the one i wrote on my hand faded away.
there they go. gone.
wth is this. argh.

*strangles something in a fit*

tomorrow's biology will be quite doomed. i only finished about 8 chapters so far. @_@

<|7:29 PM|>

Friday, September 11, 2009

have not updated in a long while.
i mean one week.

many things have happen this week. truth unravelled, with more skeletons in the closet...
then again, i felt like i have been spying.
on my own cousin.

but but me first!
anyway, my right eye has been rather dry these days.
kind of swollen or something. its red at anytime of the day. T_T
i try to resist and not rub it.
eye drops not working. might need the doctor =/

MY COUSIN, THE ONE GETTING MARRIED HAS THIS NICE HDB FLAT!
quite enthu la. its 2-story. so nice. comes with furniture and i tell you, if you hear it was renovated 2 years ago, its quite hard to believe.
everything just seems so new. the sink in the kitchen is exactly the same as my kitchen's one. hmmm...
but anyway, its quite nice. $550k?! a spacious 5 room flat, newly renovated, i think it is worth ba.
a bar counter and many mirrors @_@ nearly see wrong when went in.
but its next to the big monsoon drain outside... i dunno really good or what.

i got new additions to my collection of second hand things.
a 5-year old tablet pc.
and some never wear before clothes...
this happens when you have an older sister.
i bought new earphones anyway. $42.. eh but it comes with a pouch so i still thinks it is ok. have not tried using it. u know i should reconsider calling it new earphones because it is the first one i bought. all previous ones are either my handphone one or my sister lend one. @_@ see what i mean!!!
this week, i went out more than the times i normally do in a month during the school term.

today went to the comex at suntec. i'm still getting some weird feeling when i pass by certain areas at suntec. previously i could still vaguely remember what i did at previous occasions. its just those flashbacks, memorable ones.
we bought a webcam, my earphones, a hard disk, 2010 antivirus, ROOMBA 530!
lol that roomba 530 is some vacuum cleaner that cleans on its own. i mean its a robot. neat? saves the hassle of spending time cleaning. but it is noisy. just that we didnt realise it at comex. the place was noiser...
at the comex, there were those buy and get freebies thing. end up my sister got the 4GB thumbdrive that was a freebie from the antivirus thing. all i got were the free mcdonalds and kfc vouchers. ehhh?

anyway.
i never knew my cousin was such a person desperate for love. thanks to that david i finally got hold of her blog link. it solved the mystery behind why she never appeared with her mum after may or something. we really wondered what happened behind all those doors. all the things we never knew.
wow but i never knew her parents were SO supportive of her getting a boyfriend at the age of 14. awww, i sound jealous...
and i dont understand all the counsellor room thing. nevermind.
all i know is she really wants to become 21 and move out? what will happen if the truth is known?
i dont know, but will know in another 6 years.

falling in love, the feeling...
i cant quite explain but i know it just comes there and then. uncontrollable

<|6:50 PM|>

Friday, September 04, 2009

oh no. i dont seem to like shopping still.
i think i tried on over 10 pieces.
and my mom thinks the skirts i took were long.
then the sales later went to get more for me and it was like shorter and shorter. @_@

>_<

seriously things i like dont suit me. and its terrible when it comes to sizes. my long upper body does not help too!
new clothes. but i can only start wearing on my cousin's wedding day.

the first wedding of my generation, quite interested because i never really get to witness weddings. only once, which i was only 4... my memory tells me i cant remember even attending it.

they bought a house already and we were invited to their house on sunday.
we bought them a gift for housewarming and its a wedding car figurine.
the figurines there are nice. but once i see the price tag... $50+ for just 1. sigh.

i realised i made 1 mistake for the emaths paper already. i actually forgot to check my answer for that question then after the paper i suddenly remembered it!!!
the rest of it was ok. just the last question, so many people got different answers! so how?
aiya, add in some things that never present properly... i still can get that A* luh FA.
that is not the objective though.

i'm tired for walking for hours...

<|6:43 PM|>

Thursday, September 03, 2009

SAY NO TO STUDYING TODAY!

hehe, took a nap in the afternoon. quite in need of it anyway.
too lazy to study emaths anyway. i mean like do TYS all that...

and i just remembered that tomorrow will be the last day of term 3.
until i think mr soon mentioned it then i remembered.
seriously, i have lost track of time. takes a while to even recall wad date it was.

my mind is already drifting off.
firstly, i almost went crazy trying to study ehist and chemistry for the last 6 days.
@_@ till i get nightmares of it, waking up in the middle of the night. cannot get back for proper sleep either.

imagine my september "holiday" turning into that last 6 nights...
horror thank you.

i'm already better than others who have geography tomorrow.
wahahahaha, i only got emaths.

man i need to go out to relax one day. T_T

its not common to have someone with many things in common.

<|8:12 PM|>