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Friday, July 31, 2009

omgomgomg.

TODAY WAS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY

it was no joke at all that 3 teachers walked into the class one after the other within a few minutes...
that is for 自作主张 and calling another teacher in for lesson because another teacher was not around. @_@
it was freaky.

emaths paper 1 and hcl paper 2. try doing both in 2 hours. ~_~

BUT WE GOT SCAMMED!
because of yongkhai feeling it was impossible to complete, he called both teachers and dang the minute that 2 hour time was up. we managed to get emaths off...

but then, what about those who did emaths first?

so screw.

anyway, my brain was too fried to do any work until now. seriously, it felt like it was overheating... like short circuit and i went a little crazy.
i mean, it gives the feeling that u have 2 tests to do in 2 hours and you just got the notice about it but you have not studied a single thing about it.

and i seriously need to do something about my forgetting of words nonsense. how?

micheal schumacher will be driving the F60 in singapore's grand prix. so wow? racing legend leh. but at least massa is fine now, an evidence of the importance of helmets.
haha.

>_< finally got the maths paper by paper ten year series... and physics 5 year series...
i finally feel the o levels nearing!!!!
86 days.

<|6:49 PM|>

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

oh great.
i guess this is what early bird catches the worm mean. or the more kiasu you are the better the things you can get.
i so worry...

...

WORRY AR!

i was actually quite shocked when mr soon asked if teenagers worry too much. that was because I WAS JUST THINKING IF I WAS WORRYING A BIT TOO MUCH LAST NIGHT.
how coincidental...
but after today's oral, i think cmi le la.
or was it because the teacher phrased all the questions in a way that ms kwek's oral methods all could not work. @_@
i heard mr soon was really conversing, not we do all the topic. he even cut people off (eg. kiathui)
i only know i skipped words by accident, CHANGED the words by accident...
but there was a more obvious evidence that i was nervous. i said good morning instead of good afternoon.
ya but i felt i would end up going to mr soon, and i really did.

oh as i was saying before i started talking about the oral thing. its ten year series... another reason to go @_@ because... today the school bookshop just got it. and today i went to parkway's popular to buy the other subjects... GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!
WTH YEAR BY YEAR ONE BY DYNA OUT OF STOCK?!?!
anyway, cant wait till yongkhai is done collecting the money, its faster buying it myself.
provided still got stock la.
cchms book shop only got chemistry...
ok la, not so bad, i managed to get my hand on the last amaths book. but then again, i was only considering to buy physics, chemistry, amaths and emaths. so i left physics, chemistry and emaths to buy.
=x

that sounds mad...

YAY! finally can sleep early~

<|6:12 PM|>

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

ok finally i can say that ctrl-F5 worked.

just felt like typing out the things i want to do after the o levels.
i can only say that what i want to do is a little different from many people?
AND IT DOES NOT COME WITH GETTING A BF.

ok that was random.

i want to:
go cycling/roller blading at the beach with friends... (i dont quite know who will do that? oh wait RS)
meet 413 again.
go out more often but not to go shopping.
get back to my gaming life.
say what i should have said last year. (hmmm...)
if possible, go overseas. but i dont know where. so ya.

i had strange dreams that seemed to joined the wants from above together. so that was why i wanted to type this.

oh wait, if i stay here any longer, i will die tomorrow!

<|5:28 PM|>

Sunday, July 26, 2009

ok so after one week of not logging into blogger, the entry box part is working fine. maybe because i am using firefox today? i dont know. eh wait its not really fine actually.

anyway, did quite a lot of work this weekend. quite ready for the tests this week.
in fact, there are only important things this coming week. so not so bad.
OH and i have my left ankle bandaged again. its freaking stubborn and irritating.

HCL test on tuesday, i am already ready for tian xie han zi.
chem test on wednesday, was ready last week so going to revise a bit tomorrow.
PRELIM ORAL on wednesday, gasp. no 10 minutes preparation time, i hope i dont start stammering again as usual. when i get a little nervous, the words that come out of my mouth just gets jumbled a little and sometimes make no sense.

after slacking a bit on saturday evening, i decided to watch the qualifying for the formula 1 hungary race. it happens to be the first qualifying i watched from start to end. and it was so chaotic. yellow flags and a high speed accident. and the timing display system failed. lol?
a flying spring from reubens's car hit massa's head. he apparently blacked out a while before gaining some control of the brakes. he still ended up hitting the tire walls and the impact was great. so ouch. he had a fractured skull. i wonder how that happened since he had a helmet. he had an operation overnight and is recovering already. hey, at least he has about 3+ weeks before the next race. but i doubt he would be allowed to race then.
the new jaime guy? i cant pronounce the algersuari part if that is the spelling. hei-mi al-gay-shuari. no drama tonight for him.

tonight's race was quite dramatic.
alonso was leading till his really unfortunate pit stop. he exited the pit and some part of the tyre just flew off. soon later the TYRE FLEW. oh wow, the car could still run on three wheels...
but at the end, hamilton won. so like after so long he won again...

next race in valencia which i dont know where in europe it is.

talking about the september holidays...
oh i tell you there will not be any holiday. unless someone asks me out, i would always be at home. sad. i mean its highly unlikely anyone will ask me out. even so, I GOT A PRELIM TO PREPARE FOR! so ya, no plans other than studying.
hey, although its good that we are getting extra time to study. but with teachers day in the middle and 1 week of september holidays, its quite a torture. sigh. so not prepared.
great so it is exactly 1 month away. o lvls 3 months from now.
*breathe*
so stressed. i might not be able to make it to where i need do.

i'm not an all-rounded student. so why do people think that way? at the rate my grades are deteriorating, i'm already prepared for the worst. i guess people dont see things the way i see them... =(

<|9:55 PM|>

Monday, July 20, 2009

blogger is so distorted today. 0r maybe its just me.
today just proves to me that i have not studied hard enough. why do i always feel that my efforts are not even given the slightest recognition. geez.

and because of this, i'm in the mood to do maths again. crazy ya? if you understand me you would get it.

it just makes me miss the people who makes me feel i exist in this world.
how sad.

<|6:05 PM|>

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i can no longer stay coherent.

hmmm, its just another year that i watch the fireworks for the ndp celebration in a bus around marina bay.
this year there are many stars, circles, loops... the loops and the circles resembles planets...

oh wait...
just reminds me of the total solar eclipse. its suppose to be the longest solar eclipse i will witness during my lifetime eh?
6 minutes and 39 seconds
how cool is that?
but obviously it would not be very long in singapore right?
i dont know la.

oh and for the pft thing. i say fail. whatever happens.

i cant convince myself again this year. uh no way no way. last year i had no idea why i agreed. 4DL and racial harmony day...
the freaking attire is sooo hard to wear can. and the idea that it was my grandmother's sarong kebaya just made it worse.
i will continue to consider but ultimately, the external factor that always make me change my decision does not exist anymore.

the dream last night was weird. performance, competition, SCHOOL, phone call, DATING, dangerous expedition, COOKING...
it made no sense. how they ended up stringing together. and such werid dreams always happen on friday night. i mean after the long busy week i can finally have a long sleep to have such dreams. oh wow.

why is it that no matter how hard i try for my languages, it is still not hard enough and nothing is improving.
should i just give up on improving it and instead go for the other subjects? I TOTALLY HATE IT! and there i have people rubbing salt all over this wound.

maybe i seem to show all the wrong emotions at the wrong time. thank you for screwing me up. (that sounded so cliche)

<|9:51 PM|>

Monday, July 13, 2009

all just wishes.

i guess i am also one person that does the wrong thing at the wrong time.
arh wells, amaths? who cares for now.
i shall just get on with my other subjects.

its going to be a tragedy.

<|7:55 PM|>

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Oh~ Friend 我对你的想念. 此刻特别强烈如此遥远.

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