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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i probably lost my mind/soul now that school has reopened.

aside from the new canteen stalls, price hike, new vending machines... pretty much has been the same.
oh of course we have teachers starting to breathe down our necks and counting down to the day o level starts.
what we know is, it is 117 days left...

i dont know but i just cant seem to be myself the minute there is school.
want play, some part of me stops me from opening the program
want study, some part of me stops me from opening the book...
want to stay awake, even a whole bottle of tea cannot do so.
want sleep, immediately can sleep -_-"

school drains a hell out of me. even if i were to play some game after school, i am highly likely to doze off while playing...
i mean, it is not as though i have been burning midnight oil. i've been sleeping at 10+ after the 10pm news. waking up at 6 or sometimes 5.30 if i have not completed something.

sigh

i realised how much sims 3 has thought me. things that books or people would not normally say. but i still have the figure the right from the wrong...

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Monday, June 29, 2009

we wasted 3 hours in school. doing nothing constructive.
3 hours because all 3 lessons the teachers did not come to school. although we had some sort of pe where it was free time...

i didnt expect that to happen actually. if i knew this would happen i would not have came to school at all.
i could have done more work at home than slack in school until 12pm.

oh look, the new attendance machine... so when are we suppose to start using it? and how? so we played a bit with it after school. i tried out and it said bye bye. haha.

one freaky thing about today is you see people wearing masks around... and i also saw students being fetched home by their parents. i wonder what happened...

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

i am probably going to be in trouble tomorrow.
physics, PE, ss tutorial.

i have not completed the powerpoint presentation. i hope to complete it within 1 hours tomorrow. fingers crossed

PE!!! I GOT A RERUN AND I HAVE NOT HAD ANY TRAINING.
on the other hand, i have done a lot of housework and such that i actually lost some weight.
zzz, obviously when u have a sister who keeps complaining of not enough time.
my mom and i were joking just now that she probably has no time to clean her hostel room when she goes to uni in october. oh wait and she will not have the time to cook though it is the fact that cooking is cheaper than getting the hostel to provide. i remember i had to cook for her when my parents were out and she was too busy to go out for dinner...

i have many incompleted homework. chemistry and physics have many blanks in the worksheets/revision papers. i didnt complete all 5 of the comprehensions. only did 2.5...

so how?
bio have not even look for the worksheets which i have no idea which it is.
and not to forget what homework i could not remember existed.
it is so likely to happen.

not comparable to others actually. i only went out these 2 days... so counting the number of days i was at home, i dont see why i didnt manage to finish it...

i'm such a slacker.

oh sadly, our half day with concert became 3 hours of lessons because of H1N1.

if only life/schooling could be as simple as life in sims 3. another random imagination.

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i probably missed a lot of things that was originally planned for the holidays.
didnt get to go on the pur3storm outing...
didnt get to meet the 413 gang. afterall, poly has started school.
didnt get to play sims 3.
didnt get to complete all that was tasked. now that is terrible... MY HOMEWORK!!!

i'm probably going to be "murdered" by the teachers... not on the first day of school, but likely the second and third day.
booo hooo.
and the english project is in soot. i have only received 1 email.
but it is not from the one who claims he will not shirk responsibilities!!! screw that TYK.
maybe it was just because i forgot to set a due date, but please la first english lesson need hand in... when do you think i need the work to be sent to me?

aiya. chemistry killed me yesterday. those 4 revision papers. gave me a hell with those electrolysis and metals questions. so i failed to self study them. oh and there was one of those questions which i felt i could find the answer in the bio textbook. eutrophication. o_O

THEY ARE STILL NOT DONE WITH THE KITCHEN. wa i eat da bao food eat until sian le.

4 more days till school reopens. i wonder what the situation will be like. and the race goes on.

i believe that i will be able to get better even without your encouragements.

<|6:41 PM|>

Thursday, June 18, 2009

L1R5 raw score of 8...
will i reach that in 4 months time?
and it is all because i need to get a scholarship to study in university overseas. when in the first place i have no intentions to study overseas...

26th october. english. the paper that could jolly well break the whole 8 points target thing in 1 fatal blow.
to get that 8 points, i need an A2 for english. something i have not seen in a long long time.
haha, then i had to suddenly remember the english project on SOB. -_-" how are we suppose to get it done?
those pencil lines of words of motivation, good to look at when i am feeling unmotivated. ^^

i hope i can get an A1 for my combined humanities. i promised myself not to find the easy way out and spot topics as it will suck terribly. i remember cases of people being killed by the paper just because they studied more on a certain chapter than other chapters. that chapter they studied did not come out at all. sitting on a B3 at the moment and i know A2 should not be a problem.

left 4 out of 5 of my other subjects. plenty of memory work and practice. hcl is just out of the question.

done enough amaths and emaths for the holiday. doing the 5 english compre practices that ms kwek gave. then i will complete the hcl homework, do physics homework, 4 revision papers for chemistry and start on bio. =D if i still have plenty of time after that, i will compile my revision notes for ss...

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

oh did i mention about going out for dinner yesterday?

ya, and we started buying many things since my sister will be going overseas to study in october. since it is supposed to be GSS or something. we bought a mini fridge too...
total bill + dinner was like ~$250!!!

haha, i dont know how lucky i was with that jackpot machine. since we spent more than $250, we had 5 chances. $50 for 1 chance.
i won 4 out of the 5 tries. o_O
3 x $5 voucher and 1 x $50 voucher.

SCARY
but hor, i think they could just be considered as useless. that $50 one is goldheart voucher. the $5 one i dont even know what shop it is.
LOL so who wants it?

anyway.
i dont really like this holiday. everyone around me is so busy, away, or out. i am stuck at home feeling bored.
it feels weird, but
ALL I WANT NOW IS SOMEONE TO TALK TO. zzz

<|10:49 PM|>

Friday, June 12, 2009

A SUPER RANDOM POST

finally some peace and quiet time in the house.
although i dont really enjoy the idea here...
well, lucky for ruisi who was not at home on tuesday...

renovation of the kitchen. the owner's decision actually. it is freaking annoying since the kitchen is the place where food is cooked. i mean, if you understand what i am trying to say.

zzz, the drilling and all the dust flying out. i kept myself inside my room trying to do my maths homework but it did not work out too well. too noisy.

anyway, bruised my left hand yesterday without knowing when i bruised it. a bruise of the size of a 10 cent coin. -_-" pathetic.

finally a proper dinner for me this week. tonight going swensens for dinner to beat the heat, also because we got vouchers for free sundaes.

sigh, planned to watch terminator salvation with edward and isaac next monday. unfortunately, edward will not be free for many many days. then isaac going kuching next wednesday. edward asked me go watch with isaac but ugh, it defeats the purpose of the outing. but aiya failed liao. its hard to get these poly people out. they are just toooo busy.

funny dream last night or rather this morning. a school canteen scene. where i was trying to avoid someone and that someone just grabbed my hand. -_-" and i slipped and fell in the dream. dui lian one. but the freaky one is who the someone is!!!
hahaha.
well, failed secrecy. the mr 36.

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Monday, June 08, 2009

hmmm...
the june holiday has officially started.
unfortunately, i dont plan to keep it as a holiday.
it shall be monster session with the books where i will officially become hardworking.
HOPEFULLY.

from now on, mugging for the o level.
i will be DILIGENT and complete the chapters that have not been completed on my own first.
of course i will complete my homework too. zzz, i dont want any incomplete homework when i return to school.

wont be blogging so often. afterall, i dont have much to update about. maybe after the guild bbq, or the malay wedding, or the brokenexile guild outing. that is if i even get to attend them...

yesterday i was left at home alone for lunch. wanted to go down to parkway for lunch at subway, so i can have the cookies for tea. but the freaking rain was SO random that i decided not to go. that rain was so short but so light although the wind was so strong.
strange strange.

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Saturday, June 06, 2009

this is late as i forgot to complete this post...

photos i took during the class outing on 1 june. hmm, we were supposed to visit the henderson wave but we eventually stayed the whole time at vivo city. quite disappointing you know, i didnt come for the outing just to stay at vivo city.

if i know, i doubt i will even go. oh and if i even decided to go, i would have left my house 1 hour later... i mean they were soooo late and we continued to wait and wait and wait.

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