*The future awaits us~*

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

the day was ruin by 2 people. ok make it 3 because i am partially at fault for letting these 2 people ruin my day.

my phone was "raided" by kiat hui in the morning. i bet he was hoping for find messages from *** which i can sadly say that it would never be possible.
instead he saw messages majority from ruisi, clara, ason and weiding. he got stumped at the name ason. hahaha.

bleah, some things are not worth mentioning anymore.

i thought it was over, but why does it hurt so much?
i guess i was just deceiving myself all these while.

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

yikes, that sec 1 junior of mine sticked his tongue out at me!!! wthwthwth

i feel way behind time at the moment.
not accomplishing what i should have done.
how?
someone needs to pull me back to studying. please please please.

anyway, i received an extra mark for my chemistry paper after the extra marks given to everyone because of 1 error in question.

dang. i need to rush now.

<|7:48 PM|>

Monday, May 25, 2009

i miss you guys so much. so much.

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

the funny things about memories.
currently, i am starting to miss my brokenexile mates. thanks to the unexpected message from the "champion" ason koh. i mean just all of the sudden, i have been talking to them again.
edward, isaac and ason. the only ones i kept in touch after the guild "disbanded".

haha. cool but i kind of miss the 2 maple anniversaries i went. memorable in its own way.
hmmm...

didnt do much this weekend. wrote a bit of ss and slacked the rest.

watched the monaco race as you should have expected.
i mean that i dont care about maple 2x when there is F1.

street circuits are interesting eh. but then this year it was less accident filled. NO SAFETY CARS!?! i mean WOW! such action makes me excited =x

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

bio scored higher than chemistry... HAR WHAT LOR!
physics was really disappointing.

aiya. only bio hit the target and only 50% effort was put into it! opps =x

anyway, lesson starts tomorrow.
after we get back that ehist paper...
i dont know la. kind of worried for ehist. but i dont expect great marks since i kind of neglected some of the topics. barely studying much. so ya, will i even hit the average marks?

was walking out after school today when i met mdm mag. hmmm, i agreed that some people just do not deserve those cca points with such a pathetic attitude. attendance? dont crap lor! want ask about attendance, i know the best.
seriously, i was still quite upset over the team lineup thing.

but now, i feel much better?
that sounds bad, but they deserve it!!!

<|8:56 PM|>

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

o_O

2 months ago i remember hurting my ankle.
last month it started to hurt when i was running for the 2.4

today, i finally visited the osteopath.
apparently the tendon on the ankle was hurt. but not at the part it was bruised.
hmmm, i can still run even with my ankle wrapped. =D
but i rather wear slippers!
eee but the medicine is like 3 tablets 3 times a day?! ITS BLUE IN COLOUR!

anyway. chemistry paper was a big disappointment. if it was upon 100 also never meet my target. dropped 3 grades. quite a number of silly mistakes as usual.

tomorrow getting back physics, bio and amaths!!!
minus the middle one, i should be happy with my marks.
but i bet they never meet the targets again.
really a big joke eh?

<|7:29 PM|>

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

laugh laugh and more laughing.

careless mistakes?
too many to count!!!
and they can be very hilarious.

we wrote our testimonials today. i got carried away writing the front part until the back part just got shorter and shorter. i dont know what i was doing today.

till date i have not failed a single prelim 1 subject. well and i doubt i would be failing any subjects!

SO YAY! one step closer to my targets which i cannot seem to reach.
although no fails (i'm 99% sure already), i failed to hit a single target i set for prelim 1.
what a joke.
but i think such targets allow me to score higher than before.

anyway, have not been able to have a good night sleep. weird dreams that involves hospitals and accidents.
i dont know why am i so disturbed by the people involved.

been off from studying and back to some gaming. which i started having terrible luck with it -_-"
but i should be back to studying soon. i feel a little weird slacking around.
there is only a few people left for me to talk to online anyway.

i'm giving myself to the end of o lvls. after that, i will speak the truth, if it still exists in me...

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

i feel so clueless, what am i supposed to do now?

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Friday, May 15, 2009

oh what is my problem...

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

PRELIM 1 IS OVER!!!

somehow, it makes it feel as though o level is over.

BUT IT IS ONLY PRELIM 1!!! dread it. there is more, more and more.
not forgetting the extra weeks in school. T_T

in fact, i feel more relaxed during the exams than on normal school days.

at least it is over for now. today's bio paper was SO much better than i expected. surprisingly, i am currently ranking the possible grade for this paper with what i would most likely get for chemistry.
wait, now that sounds very scary. the more i think of it, the less confident i get.
i guess, by the time i was doing the mcq for bio, my brain was already on sleep mode. i mean at the last 5 minutes, i was already blurring out.

nevermind. mixed feelings about getting back our papers next week.

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

the weekend has not been well.

too long actually. slow.

2 and a half subjects left. i only left 1 subject to study. the one i barely touched... erm yea, i really dont know why i even wanted to study bio.

so sian.
screw it all.

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Thursday, May 07, 2009

CHEMISTRY IS SO SCREWED!

OH RIGHT.
chemistry is all about trying. zzz so the spelling says.

sadistic teachers give sadistic papers. i should have expected a lot of organic chemistry to come out. too few calculation parts to appease me. =x
i am not at all confident about getting good results this time. but i do not rule out the possibility of getting A1 for chemistry. still hoping for it. although it was so much under my target.

amaths was a little disappointing. i thought i didnt have enough time. then i rush the paper. finish in like 35mins. check and check but i didnt have enough time to finish checking.
last 5 mins for the last question. end up i realise i dy/dx wrongly!!!
walao that whole question affected by that 1 dy/dx. managed to save 3 marks within the 5 mins.
T_T 2 marks. if only i could calculate that turning point. sigh.

i can never seem to try to get perfection in such exams. careless mistakes are hell lot of problems.
only amaths paper 2, physics paper 1 and 2 and bio paper 1 and 2 left.

not hopeful for bio paper at all.
long weekend ahead.

<|4:42 PM|>

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

omgomgomg

i dont know what is wrong with me. it just feels like my brain refuses to settle down during the examination. i dont know why i can get 2 different answers when i look at the questions the first time and the second.

ehist was a little ok. i only studied stalin and read a bit of the rest of the topics. last night, my brain was not awake even though i stayed up until 12am. stange enough. or at least it rejected any attempts at memorising.
i got my facts wrong. so i am not sure if i can do well for ehist this time round. surprisingly, i wrote more than ss. guess i didnt have too many words flooding my eyes during the ss paper where i was already @_@ when i saw the sources. at least i am hopeful that my combined humans would score at least a B4. well if it does not happen then... if i can even get a A... my reaction is obvious.

chemistry paper one. the setter of the paper was such a sadist. i lost 5 marks already and about 10 other questions that i was uncertain of the answer. its terrible...

i guess i just need some sleep. my head hurts even while typing this. the heat is so terrible again.

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Monday, May 04, 2009

woops. the predictions were right.
every single chapter, in the correct sections.
but the actual fact was that the chapters were predictable.
so i claim no credit. but i didnt really believe my predictions in the first place, felt that it was safer to study more. no harm done. but i always LOVE the first chapters of both ss and history. i mean the chapter that is tested, not the background thing.
=D

man, emaths paper was @_@
it was not hard. actually it was easy, but how do u do a paper without a protractor and compass.
oh and i think i didnt bring my brain into the exam hall.
so you get it picture. although i tried to fake a bit, nearly succeeded but i was careless. instead of minus 26degrees from 270degrees, i add 26degrees to 180degrees.
pathetic. careless mistakes exceeded the ones i planned to allow. that is only 1 paper. paper 2 on wednesday. argh.

BUT I MUST PASS SS THIS TIME!!! I MUST I MUST I MUST!!!

no more room for mistakes...

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