*The future awaits us~*

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Prelims 1 officially starts tomorrow!!!

I FEEL SO SCREWED!!!

not enough time + tired + not focused = disaster

nvm. but heck, the clear pencil case rule thing is so weird.
themomether checks -_-"
sudden changes in weather
aircon examination halls

it feels different without your support. it is just so weird

i dont seem to be able to get a peaceful night of sleep. too stressed?

<|5:18 PM|>

Monday, April 27, 2009

AHHHH SWINE FLU!!!

who cares about *** or mmr already

just at this time, i suddenly feel that life is so fragile once again.
i'm quite speechless already.

/randoms

<|8:54 PM|>

Saturday, April 25, 2009

i've reached the point i do not want to step into my room because i am absolutely tempted to lie on the bed.

sigh, these few days i can just lie on a bed a few minutes and i am already asleep.

too tired, seriously.
i need a break. although i have scheduled a break tomorrow from 8pm to 10pm(=D BAHRAIN) it wont be enough.

PRELIM 1 STARTS ON WEDNESDAY!!! DIE DIE DIE

<|10:08 PM|>

Thursday, April 23, 2009

why is so many people getting sick?
i think it is the erratic weather.

AND AND AND
talking about weather, last night it was seriously weird.
the strong wind around 11.30pm last night.
i heard it was throughout the whole of singapore... scary?
its scary the way you hear the wooshing sound and violent swaying of trees or anything outside the house.
my curtains were flying to the point as though it would hit the fan soon.

wonder if it will happen again tonight.

i am bored...

<|7:49 PM|>

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i dont believe it....

ok sometimes it hurts trying to help people. badmouthing?
maybe i was wrong here and there but if you want to look at it from the wider perspective, my reflex action actually helped him. you know, i really have that piece of mind to report people who cheat during tests, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY DISTURB ME.
i dont know why am i always faced with such situations. but i have learnt that taking the short cut would not help youself in a long run. instead, it puts you into more harm/danger.

zzz, WHY ON EARTH IS ARE SUCH PROBLEMS GOING ROUND AND ROUND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

it really irritates me.

on the other hand, 5-items was fine other than for some problems...

<|6:28 PM|>

Monday, April 20, 2009

4DL WINS THE SWEDEN QUIZ + FASHION SHOW!

and the prize is 42 packets of kinder bueno! (i took 2.5 packets)
and 2(maybe 4) tickets to wolf, an european union film festival film.
but the sad thing is the screening of the film will be on 9th may, saturday, 9.30pm.
hey that is in the middle of the exam and also quite late... 95 minutes film, which means by the time it ends it would be like 11.05pm? vivocity is far...

yongkhai joked about asking me to watch it with ***. but duh i rather watch it with *** than watch it with yongkhai.

the quiz was fairly simple. i only didnt know 2 questions. then i was super lag for the first 2 questions. then we started the crazy pressing of the button. hmm, afterall yongkhai knows everything. the sec 3 class was the funniest, didnt even know that there was a quiz at first...
the sec 1 was too competitive, "quarrelling" with each other while revising for the quiz. but we won them in the end.

the dancing and the fashion show thing is quite interesting.

phototaking and 5-items tomorrow, how it will be fun~

<|8:19 PM|>

Friday, April 17, 2009

was not feeling too good during the bio test this afternoon.
i dont know what exactly happened. was reading the questions then my mind totally went blank. it started swirling and swirling. with a little bit of difficulty breathing?
this easy test has been wasted.

freak. 2 correct answers corrected to the wrong ones. i mean my mind started shutting down after the first page. by the time i came back to it, i could not remember anything.
like i always say, it would not be surprising if i passed it well. i mean i expect a just pass.

left school with yunqing, mayvis, jyening, huimin and yongkhai.
we saw 3 poor little kittens abandoned in a box with milk all over. polluted milk.
and the "find the kittens a new home" mission started. *cough cough*
that took 2 hours actually. from going to provision shop find a box, get (UHT)milk for it, walking back to school trying to find help...
eh, the kittens made a mess. peed on me, poo-ed on mayvis. ewwwwww... they made my hands stink. they still stink until now. opps.
they clawed like mad and kept sinking their claws into our flesh.

some girl i did not know saw us carrying the kittens and stopped to ask if she could have one. i hope it is having fun with her...
shevons took the other one. the one i kept carrying was actually not popular but mayvis kept hugging the last one. too attached to it already eh?
she took that last one home. bringing it again tomorrow during CIP. i hope someone is willing to take care of it. someone somehow.

i really dont know what to do now.
my mind is in a mess and nothing seems to be going well.
grades slipping like nobody's business.
i have no idea how am i going to survive till o level.
i need an instant break from school.

i seriously dont see how we can have enough rest and study well at the same time when we end so late now and then. yea, study for prelim 1 while trying to study for a class test. it just gets worst.
neh, i declare my PFT as gone case already. i kept thinking about what happened yesterday but i only know the teachers kept asking me if i needed st john or not. and that felt dejavu.

<|9:02 PM|>

Thursday, April 16, 2009

eh wth?
today was totally terrible.

bleah, representing 4DL for the swedish quiz which i have no confidence on. ya guessed it ba, with yong khai that "wikipedia". for countries, i am only good with flags. had an obsession with flags when i was much much much younger....
somehow, the image of the chinese quiz thing comes to my mine... oh no.

the emaths test just makes me a bit scared. i am not sure if i can to very well, not confident to get the full marks. i dont even know if my bonus marks question is correct... most likely wrong. but never mind.

2.4 run was WORSE. i practically conked out. how embarrassing. i have no idea what happened. the weather was nice but my right leg was in a bad condition from the start.
oh dear, it looks like it will be endless reruns. i think, this year i will not get anything...

<|7:55 PM|>

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

easter lunch with my relatives was interesting. i mean, that was such a small amount of people who turned up.
i guess that is why we ended up eating buffet at an italian restaurant inside of the usual jade room. the buffet was really omg lor. i'm not sure how much it cost for 9 people because i didnt get to take a look at the bill.
hmmm, i realised that there are so many things i have not experienced and woah i finally feel older again. =D

family photoshoot today was chaotic. well, we thought we didnt have to attend frc but we still needed to anyway. so we were practically late for frc eh?
its terribly warm to be wearing the tie and walking up and down, squeezing too...
we were quite clueless about what was happening anyway...

tests and tests... sigh, so much to complete so little time. so what am i still doing here?

i dont know if the feeling is still the same...

<|6:45 PM|>

Saturday, April 11, 2009

oh dear.

i've got plans to neglect this place as much as i can until the holidays or after prelim one.

currently i am desperate to get back to my studying style/mood from last year. seriously i cant seem to remember how it was like. it just came naturally.

almost 18days left depending on how u count it.
hmmm... i do not seem to know the topics tested for a few of the subjects.
i think those subjects are emaths, ss and ehist. if i am not wrong.

zzz, i'm currently stuck with maths. =x not good not good. starting on others soon

watched slumdog millionaire today. missed bits here and there. but i still wonder why it was supposed to be NC16. hmm, my cousin was so crazy when someone blocked her view. i guess that happens when you are not 16 yet?

a crazy sized durian cake. i think 5kg? but we only ate half...
hehe, happy 77th birthday to my grandmother! =D

easter lunch tomorrow with my father's side of relatives. erm, italian restaurant eh?

<|6:00 PM|>

Saturday, April 04, 2009

oh the heat here is overwhelming...

ITS TERRIBLE!!!

hell eh? staying indoors is still the best idea. if only i had aircon to enjoy.

haha, but i did have an hour and a half of cold aircon on friday. zzz, at the sick bay.
it sucks to have your nose bleed 2 x 30 full minutes early in the morning. and why did it bleed? i have no idea. it just bleeds without any notice. tsk tsk tsk.

mass choinging physics this weekend.

it was an eventful week. good and bad.

<|2:20 PM|>

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

you cannot imagine how much mess i face at the side of me every morning. my classmates are like garang guni leh. look closely and you can spot a POA textbook. like wth? what is the use of it lor!
but all hail mrs cheng. she successfully made them clear the pile. except that the books still exists... they just moved it to under their table. wow?
it changed from this:

to this!

anyway, a new member of the class... i do not know how it came about, but it used to sit in yongkhai's father's car till the day he brought it to class. it's one unsightly creature...

today is april's fool. it's freaky. firstly it was quite chaotic. lol. i mean the bigger the trick gets, the bigger the failure.

we failed in the swapping classroom part.

but our teachers got tricked one by one.

today actually passed quite fast.

bio lesson was spent laughing and laughing at the funny things mrs low kept saying. well, we started on reproduction in humans. *cough cough*

its funny how she starts saying things that comes to her mind. like what test pH as it may help determine whether the child may be a female or a male. oh right, hitting the jackpot...

i cannot believe i took a 30mins bus ride home. it was a terrible jam along mountbatten road nearing amber road towards parkway. i think i left school around the time of the accident. not sure how long it takes for the civil defence force to get there. i mean, with the fire engine, ambulance, police car, blah... i watched them zoom across the road while i waited for the bus to come.

man, that accident was @_@

a sbs bus 31 and some van. they crashed head on!!! like how did that happen at a turning?

then because of the slow traffic, a mini bus got hit by a car. barely much dents but they spent so much time quarrelling and taking photos in the middle of the road. traffic further reduced to a crawl. 1 lane left leh. zzz the passengers on the mini bus looked like tourists heh.

but yea, i still find that major accident weird. how did it happen???

<|4:01 PM|>