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Sunday, August 31, 2008

its hard to start revising.
i mean even doing revision questions are hard...


hmmm hard,
ITS HARD BECAUSE I CAN BARELY REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT THE SUBJECT.



walao,
i wanted to do some revision questions from the textbook for amaths today.
it was for chapter 1-5.
and i cant believe it.
I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT I HAVE LEARNT!
nooo... 2 questions in 1 hour. how pathetic.
looks like there is a need to start start from scratch.

that is seriously crap.

and it is not only for maths. DUH
its every subject.
except one.

i still managed to retain most of the memory work for chem. thankfully.

got very irritated having to flip the textbook over and over again.
i just ended up sleeping the afternoon away. =x
i cant help it when the bed is just next to the table...


21 days till the first paper(SPA)


oh ya, forget about seeing me online often.
online also only for few minutes.
haha.
the fact is, i'm spending more time tidying my things than studying.

oops
/heh

<|9:13 PM|>


Friday, August 29, 2008

i felt very busy today.


first thing in the morning flag raising was weird with upper sec infront of lower sec.

helped mr chia and mr lim put cushions on the teachers chair. it was mad, my hands were practically going numb trying to hold 3-4 cushions on each hand. after letting go of it my hands were like shaking...

oh talk about shaking...
the grand audi was SHAKING! while sitting on the bean bag at the staff lounge (blowing aircon), we could really feel the effect of all the stomping of feet. shake shake shake. sec 4s are always that enthu since it is their last year.
honestly it was a little freaky.

after sitting around for a while, we felt it was time for us to go down to the grand audi to join the rest for the teachers' day performance.

it was not much actually.
a performance by 4JT, dance by a handful of teachers and another by some councillors... and a few more. haha
then while the teachers were going up on stage for some cake thing, we had to go help carry things.

seriously, i think the teachers got a lot of things sia.
there was this hamper with a bottle of coke at the top. i nearly dropped it when i tried to carry it. it has a very high centre of gravity leh...
and i saw a box of birds net! omg.
also got some household appliances there.

but i'm not too sure what they did to it.
while we were at the LT1, there were people bringing in 3 cakes.
3!!!


i guess for all that, our $1 each didnt look like enough.
or...

o.o

<|5:41 PM|>


Thursday, August 28, 2008

HOLIDAYS!
YAY!

rejoice!!!

hehe

teachers' day cum ACES day tomorrow and it will be a half day.
ACES means all children exercise simultaneously... hey does that mean we are still children? LOL

arh but nevermind. i'll be going out for lunch tomorrow after school and maybe a bit of shopping. shop what?
the usual stationaries and TYS as my mom is paying.
and my mom is a bit nuts with free/discounted things...

i never felt so guilty before. and man it sucks! today was scary~

time to clean up my room. =D

<|3:53 PM|>


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

it is RARE that today i went home after school without sleeping before starting work.

ya la, i'm a pig.

believe it.

haha, i really feel that anytime is also suitable for me to do maths, just not before and after a meal.
and my memory is working at its best from 8-10.30pm.
10.30pm onwards, studying is useless.

then again, before 8am is not good either.

yay, this is so cool.




went parkway after school with jacquelyn and yunqing.
slacking away eating there... hmmm...
i had this urge to go library and study but never went in the end. i would like to imagine what would have happened if we really went.
LOL.

time for full memory run with chemistry.
lots of love~ (sick of writing this in those notebooks...)

<|8:00 PM|>


Monday, August 25, 2008

hmmm,
today is healthy eating day!

wait but i never saw much healthy things being sold today.

i'm serious!!!
they had external vendors coming in to sell popcorn, kachang puteh, ding ding tang, cha ye dan...

i never saw the link to healthy eating here.
i mean who could?


you want to know why i am so competitive?


because that is my motivation.
so if i dont have a person to be highly competitive with, i end up competing with myself.
sounds a bit schizo...

lack of competitiveness = lack of motivation. lack of motivation = no drive to study. no drive to study = do badly. do badly = ...
aiya you know la.


haha, then i start to remember once that i did a quiz and the results say i have high schizoid personality disorder.
omg?
sounds scary.
but ya, i found a new competitor so...

OFF TO STUDY!

<|6:24 PM|>


Sunday, August 24, 2008

no matter how long it seemed, everything had more or less past really quickly.
it felt like only recently we just came back from a holiday, and now it is almost the september holiday le.

i think i'm like super paranoid as such little things...
but the case is EOY is coming soon.

i know i got many tests this week. or maybe not a lot la.
got hcl, amaths, chem...
ey, like still got something that i cant remember...

and dang, i forgot about bringing home my textbook to study hcl.

omg i'm so tempted to start my exam-studying frenzy.
i'll never let myself sleep late even one night before the exams just to study.
i dont know why i always do this every MYE/EOY. but the effect is good.

i'm going to slack somemore this afternoon to watch the rythmic gymnastics team finals. then at night still watching beijing olympics closing ceremony.
see la, only after the olympics finish then everyone can study in peace.

for now i'm a little mad and restless...
haha

<|12:33 PM|>


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

oh goodness.
i'm lazy to remove my photo so i shall just try to push it down with a long wordy post today.


today was quite crappish.
haha,
postponing our tests on and on.
today till next wednesday.
tomorrow till friday.

but it is starting to feel a bit freaky.
end of year is like 4-5 weeks away...
and we just had to receive our exam timetable and debrief timetable today.
zhifei, liumeng and i started highlighting the papers related to us. happens to be a lot lor.

SPAs and all those, total 14?
from 22/9 - 8/10
the sequence of the papers are still acceptable. no 2 killer memorising subjects on adjacent days.
the 2 maths very well spread up.
everything is just nice.
i'm so satisfied.

then i look at the debrief schedule and realised 13 october got sec 4 graduation ceremony. o_O
all sec 3s have to attend... it just feels wrong.


got back the emaths test today with nothing more or less than the expected grades.
slacked around in school the rest of the day before going parkway with yunqing to meet mr han for dinner.
omg, i dont know how many times i waited for people le. i think the time i spent waiting for people can add up to a day. (i think)
haha, but dont feel bad ok mr han. ^^


man, i really think i am getting rather random.
many things around me start looking wrong.
oh DEAR!!!
i failed to make it long, so i deleted it...

<|9:39 PM|>


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

=D

i'm in a good mood today!

slacking times and all is just so relaxing.


last night, my dad was being a bit crazy. he saw some advertisement in the newspaper about sale of some house near bedok reservoir. it was some dunno what aquarius thing. my dad wants to go see that house or something, and my mom says that cannot afford go see for what.
but seriously, he didnt know where it was and i dont know why he went to call bedok police station instead of checking up the street directory.
but ya, why call police station ar?


we had our last creative arts lesson where i tried to complete, but failed to do so.
only managed to paint the hair and the hat. and later i still have to fix the hat...
i did not realise it was so out of proportion until i took a photo of it.
oh and dont mind the skin colour since it was virtually impossible for me to mix skin colour properly...
do comment.


and compare it to:
-deleted-
i feel i looked much better when i was younger. right?

ok i still need to fix up the background. the paper very chiam chye liao lor.


ended school earlier today because ms yee had to go for the oral thing as a time keeper.
so we went chem lab to practise titration!!!

haha, i managed to remember every sequence correctly and did it without problems.
so i should be ready for the real spa thing. HOPEFULLY it will be titration.

went pizza hut with jyening, jacquelyn, erin, yunqing, yongming and kiathui.

look at the mess we created. paiseh, forgot to rotate the photo.


tomorrow got chem test and i havent started memorising all the solubility and reactions. think i will screw it up tomorrow. and errr... luckily i had the previous test to support this coming the test the most likely lousy grade.

man, i still want to slack somemore!!! ~_~

<|4:43 PM|>


Monday, August 18, 2008

after staying up all night until 3am last night watching gymnastics individual apparatus finals, i only managed 3 hours or sleep or less.
coming to school with a headache, hungry and very sleepy. in fact i could not concentrate during lessons either. luckily not a lot of brain work needed.

haha, talk about being hungry. my stomach was rumbling through the night and i could barely get back to sleep because of it. breakfast was not filling.
so i had to go down for recess...

it did not feel right.
i dont know how to put it into words but it was just a little out of the ordinary.

maybe i'm getting a slight after effect of the conflict.
seeing those guys, occasionally the harsh words start flashing in my mind.

but something actually made me feel at ease.
i dont know why.
simple gestures can make a difference.

and yongkhai i dont quite believe the HLY part...



i got an artwork to complete and a tingxie to study now. yet both also i dont want to do.
T_T
nooo not again!!!

<|5:13 PM|>


Sunday, August 17, 2008

oh man,
sometimes i cant differentiate facts from fiction.


i dont like arguementative or discursive. i suck at them, i always screw them.
and there are people who make it seem so easy. oh even the teacher... she says writing such essays is like talking to ourselves.
i cant seem to do it somehow.

i can barely stick to the topic when writing.
and i never seem to be able to state my stand.
tell me about the number of arguements i have lost lor.



i'm so off track.
i got a tingxie, chemistry test and physics test to study for.
a friend essay to write (i hate this topic!!! especially at the moment)
self portrait to paint


all these is just a passing storm right?

<|12:35 PM|>


Saturday, August 16, 2008

ok i shall make this snappy.
i mean i wish it could be lor...


left my house at 1.35pm heading to tampines safra...
took 40 then changed to 28. but hey, I REACHED THE BUS STOP FIRST. and at 2pm sharp! i was very punctual =D

sat there waiting for the others, then it started raining heavily.
my legs were wet and it was freaking cold waiting 30mins there, seeing so many buses go past.


finally we headed to the bowling alley, only to realise we were unlucky.
the whole day cannot bowl there cause of all the competitions...

yunqing and i ended up playing psp. then i was the noob who couldnt even figure out how to start the game, let alone playing it.
i used yengfai's psp. he had a few games which i only knew 2 of them. there was patapon and that chopping people game(some warrior game) i played at mr han's house.
but i only knew how to play that chopping people game.

the boys played pool. exploiting the machine by the way.
but after a long while we finally decided to take a cab down to kallang leisure.
5 people, 1 cab. 3 boys, 2girls.

SQUEEZE!
2boys and 2 girls behind.


jiahao and yeng fai played that warrior game in the taxi




the noisiest pair in the taxi.




yunqing was very sian...




these 2 boys are difficult to seperate. they act like gay partners in class lor.

a bit like gang walking though...




ate donuts while waiting for an empty lane in the bowling alley.

rather costly for only 2 games. but ya. i managed to thrash junhong once even though i was playing with the house ball.
managed >100 for both games ^^
the ball was straight until cannot straight anymore lor.
another thing was that i could not slide, so i had to step at the last part.

noisiest bowler was jiahao as the ball kept banging straight down hard on the lane.
with the strikes and spares, we were too excited to even sit down.
junhong was trying to teach yengfai and jiahao how to bowl properly.

i tried to bowl with my left hand! for 1 frame i at least managed 4 pinfalls! x_X
the nail on my thumb chipped a little. but nevermind ba, still ok.

after that i had to go home for dinner. the road was empty!!!

for like 5mins and then the bus came.
slow ride home...

<|8:02 PM|>


Friday, August 15, 2008


one picture says it all...
=D
oh and i just had to yawn during the first lesson to be called bored by the teacher. amaths for first lesson leh, somemore i didnt have my paper on the table. nothing to see... and liumeng was desperately trying to cover her paper =\
at the moment, SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS WOMEN TEAM MAKES IT TO THE FINALS!~
oh yay~~~
congrats sia!
hehe
first medal since independence wor.
walao, i wanted to watch the women all round individual finals for gymnastic leh.
delay until liddat =\
today's bio test was quite funny. mr leong starts by telling us it is very hard, then he writes on the board that it is easy.
...
but ya, hopes to score. targeting 80% if possible.
1 week of some revision everyday. good job liao lor.
then today's mock physics spa was crap. didnt know how to answer the questions. then yongkhai was my desk partner. zzz
today was quite enjoyable because it was fun!

<|6:11 PM|>


Thursday, August 14, 2008

i got this horrible feeling...
then again i hope it is wrong.


bio test tomorrow.
pe tomorrow.
physics mock spa tomorrow.

it just seems so scary and busy.
and unlucky for zijing whose birthday is tomorrow.

the week is nearly coming to the end again. everything feels rushed.
so little time, so much to do.


so happy to be back home early today, but ended up lying around watching the gymnastics men all around finals.
dont know about going bowling tomorrow since lessons end rather late.

last year, things seemed more normal. just, not now.
slightest resemblence indeed, the newest nickname of mine.

<|5:40 PM|>


Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i feel like a total hopeless person.

i'm trying my best to do the horrible cmap thing.


gave up like dunno how many times.

haix, but i still have to do lor. no matter how...




the current issues happening are quite overwhelming.
and now i have so many windows open on the computer while i try to complete my work.

friday is packed and packed. saturday still need go to school!



it is getting harder to keep awake in school these days...

<|8:27 PM|>


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i have not complete any homework today...

that is up till 6pm only.


i nearly could not make it to my house after school today.
just outside my house, there are deep holes dug up by bulldozers in an attempt to change and waterpipes.
i had to walk a longer way to my house, around the bulldozers.

then there was another one that almost rammed me.



tomorrow it is going up to our doorstep.
HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO GET INTO THE HOUSE???

the air is filled with so many pollutants that are equivalent to smoking(links to bio)...
especially tar! that will cause blockage in the air sacs and reduction in gas exchange efficiency. the dust particles trapped in the mucus lining the airway cannot be removed.

I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!!

i feel torn apart now. in fact, i'm the one tearing myself.

i dont think i have anything i can say now...




nearly forgot:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANHUI!

partner where are you???

<|6:13 PM|>


Monday, August 11, 2008

i was finally out of the house.
for lunch that is...

lunch was at crystal jade kitchen at parkway.
not exactly fantastic i say, inclusive of the waiting time and bad service.

the reason why we went there was because some uncle gave my dad a $50 voucher thing.

hmmm...
we had the usual dim sum and ordered a plate of rice and a plate of noodles.
that was it.

the most horrible part was that we made our orders first before the people at the next table came in. but, they got their food first!
hey, that is so not right...

then there was the pan fried carrot cake that came 15 mins after we ordered and hurried their order. at the same time we ordered the pan fried yam cake that didnt even come after 20mins.

brilliant service indeed. attempting to clear up without realising we still had orders.

1 whole hour spent just on a simple lunch. @_@

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


on with studying again. after hours of sitting in front of the tv watching the olympic games.
it can be rather interesting to be watching these matches. even boxing leaves me baffled how the scoring works. in actual fact, i do not have any idea how the scoring works for many of the sports.
been watching mainly the diving ones and the gymnastic one.

haha, should keep the television off and hurry up to complete my revision for respiration which i was suppose to complete last night. =x

woopsie! i'm almost done luh, just left with 2 more minor sections. then i will do a bit of amaths...

tomorrow i must chiong finish physics. but i cant seem to remember if there is something on tomorrow...
there is right? i need someone to confirm it.

argh.

<|3:57 PM|>


Sunday, August 10, 2008

oh great,
when i have all the free time to do some quality studying and homework.


then i realised i didnt bring home one of my homework!

zzz, so please stop talking to me about physics mindmap.
i didnt bring home my textbook and the worksheet.


guess what i can do now is study for the upcoming bio test on respiration.
grrr...

<|12:16 PM|>


Saturday, August 09, 2008

my nose has been running nonstop since this morning.

and it includes a whole load of sneezing.


zzz, plus my nails and skin cant seem to be cleaned...

horrible

<|11:19 AM|>


Friday, August 08, 2008

today was horrible de extra horrible.
*warning: extremely long post*

imagine if i left the house at 7am... today left house 6.45am and reached at 7.10am, see how long we took? it was jamming all along the way.
didnt stay with the class for long, then went to find mr chia. actually we didnt know where to go, but luckily i saw max, could ask him for mr chia's number. it was quite obvious the chairman of the class has form teacher's number. =\ gah, max's really has artistic talents...

from the start of the first runner, time seemed to pass extremely quickly. when the first girl came in, we were all stun tio. and i had to shout for ting wei to come. total chaos, and we had no idea what we had to do with the position paper at first. so when we figured out, everyone followed our way of keeping the paper.
tingwei came up with an idea to stick masking tape and writing on it "please write your name and class then put it in the box -->" which obviously no one looked at it. and those that came in kept leaning on the table the laptop kept shaking...

the wind was so strong the paper were flying. i also took a long time trying to record the positions because i'm lousy at using the laptop. luckily it was mr chia's laptop(tablet) so not as ma fan as jyening's one. haha, there were also inconsiderate people who did not write their class or down making our job harder.

first to start, first to finish. but the problem started at the sec 3 girls. wah seh, ended up talking to people since i know a lot of them. then when eeling and beeleng come in. @_@ they were writing their name when eeling suddenly collapsed on the floor. was made to give her my chair to sit. and then where did the chair go? i dont know... so i had no chair to sit... found a way to leave the laptop on the table edge while i sat on the bench. extremely dangerous seeing how violently the table jerked and shook. wah i had to strain my back and arm just to record the positions...

it was a rather slack compared to those running luh.
joined them after we were done only to stare blankly at what we were doing. my arm was already suan and i had to raise the board high high and swaying left and right. there we saw mr han doing dramatic actions with the song in the background.

after everything, mayvis and i walked a long way from that place to marine cove. seemed like 4+km in total distance, and we walked as a rather fast speed for 40mins. settled down at the crowded mcdonalds for lunch. randomly walked around and visited a 20cents toilet.
sat around the beach area to take a few photos...





it took almost forever for it to be 3pm. spraying time was 1 hour and 50mins. i dont have a clue how to managed to complete our work. instantly, i felt useless and had barely anything to do. got dao-ed 3/4 of the time.
in an attempt to be perfect, this is our outcome. a very messy/cluttered piece. i managed to repair all the leaks on my cat can...




air was horribly polluted and my nose was getting sensitive, so i used the mask most of the time. halfway i took it off and i was sneezing a lot of times.
the area was quite small and squeezy.


the worst part was the wind factor. at one moment the wind was so strong the boards toppled twice. on the second time i was helping to pick up the spray cans that rolled away on the first topple. mayvis and dillian were bending down too. and when it fell, i just forced my hand out to stop the board. it didnt hit them, but they hit each other... that attempted to stop the falling board caused my right hand to be even more suan. grrrr...

cchms won 2nd place. i meant cchms team 2, not team 1... and i was in team 1. we did not know at first which team won, but it was still a great attempt out of the 13 teams... good job. now i agree that a picture speaks a thousand words. you dont need a lot of words on your art work(hint hint blink blink) as it already had many meanings. indeed, the top 4(3rd was tied) all had very little or practically no words on their work.
they each won a borders gift card of $30. not much difference to me though.

when we were leaving i looked at the cardboard with the names/school/title thing of my group. i was really irritated when i found out my name was not on it!!! wah i dont believe it lor... T_T


the walk home was long and lonely.




the horrible effect of getting spray paint on yourself:

something that cannot be washed off. had to scratch my nails to get rid of some of them. the other parts cannot scratch. so how to remove ar? last monday i got some orange paint on my nails and i could only get rid of it yesterday...


there were some things i wanted to do but failed to do so.
i did not have the courage to do so. what i planned to say could not come out of my mouth. screwed up the little chances i had. oh yes, and that is not the first time...

i felt so distant from you today. but why?
every part of me is aching now...

<|7:03 PM|>


Thursday, August 07, 2008

the sky now looks very threatening!!! HOW? will it rain tomorrow?
i dont know...
but i do think it would rain tomorrow but not in the morning. then again, it might not rain...
LOL

today's chem spa was chaotic. all the salt preparations~
lead(II) iodide is apparently toxic!!! and look at what we did! lots of fun making it actually. by mixing potassium iodide and lead(II) nitrate. yellowish solids that looked like paint. haha



then that suppose to be copper(II) sulfate before evaporating to dryness. at first when i added 1 spatula full of copper oxide, erin was saying it is really excess le. but i added another spatula full before stopping. and whatever happened... what was added was not really excess! then our solution was chao diluted. so we could not get to see the blue crystals at the end also because we did not have time to complete. copper oxide and sulfuric acid = copper sulfate and water.

jyening and pearlyn were preparing the sodium chloride salt with hydrochloric acid and sodium hydroxide. could barely see the salt though.



tomorrow's cross country! i really wonder what it will be like. i dont even have the slightest clue what they have prepared to win the most patriotic class award.
and sadly i cant join the class after cross country for the outing.

my stencil:

the giant size cat that was even bigger than the girl mayvis drew.



2 extremely random photos i took on tuesday.





haha~
i cant wait to see mr han wearing 3DL class tee! (hope he is)

<|5:24 PM|>


Wednesday, August 06, 2008

i have no idea what i did to my ankle. all i remember was when i attempted to squat down to pick up my bag, i felt pain in it. up to now it is still a bit sore.



half the time i dont know how i could persuade people to go/do something, and like at the same time i am persuading myself.
i dont really feel like taking part in bowling interclass leh. it feels slightly like a waste of time, and money...
then why did i agree to go for cross country? i was just trying to persuade mr han into going for cross country and in the process i promised to go. no intentions to run or even walk by the way. i'm just too lazy. and there was that chance to not run/walk but i failed to grab the chance. haix, now what am i suppose to do?

carpark F2 is like so damn bloody far from my house, then still need consider marine cove. between 12-3pm, what can i do? i really want my rollerblades!!! so what are the plans for after cross country anyway? care to share with me?


bowling training was horrible. HOW COME NO SEC 3 GIRL GO FOR TRAINING! WHY??? walao, if i know i dont go le lor. first time bowling with the sec 1 this year? then coach was trying to split us to the lanes but dont know where to put me at. he didnt comment about my footwork nor my release. didnt attempt to correct me anyway. but when i saw him looking at the other bowlers, he did try to correct them. but i still feel i sort of inferior to them. zzz...

occasionally, i can get rather random.
bear with me.

<|6:39 PM|>


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

today was very very slack.

first time this year that i never seriously studied for a ting xie. i mean it should be... then really quite crap la, adding extra strokes and missing some parts. what i wrote was mainly quite close to the correct word but still wrong. die liao le lor.

for creative arts i am actually doing something i quite enjoy. i plan to use salt in the background. i hate the eyes, i can draw everything else ok but the eyes. screwed it everytime. hence, that is also the reason why i rarely draw human or animals unless i dont draw their eyes part. haix, one day i should learn...

today's netball interclass was quite ok. i'm seriously better being a WA or WD which i usually am when i play. i cant defend well, neither can i shoot. had intentions to pin up my fringe during the match but left it in my skirt up in class. everytime i turn my hair starts to cover my face and so on... the sun so blinding that at some parts i was not clear where the ball was while trying to defend. i think i'm to be blamed for that last minute goal made by opponents. and there it was 8-9. we lost by a small margin. it did not look like the usual game i played, the feeling was not what i expected. but seriously, i never played as a GD before...

good news for myself is that i dont have to go for health check tomorrow. i wonder how they choose people to go for the check. but i have this feeling my spine got a bit of problem le. but then i dont need to check so ok lor, next year my turn again. haha.

signing open borders is apparently not a very nice thing. maybe just today, everything did not seem right. it looked more like a father bringing daughter go for dinner. ~_~
at least i bought a present for my dearest partner at last, 1 week before her birthday. was actually quite clueless on what to buy, but the salesperson actually gave quite good suggestions. then again, i'm not very observant about what people like =x
i can be quite hopeless at times.

tomorrow got cca!!! but quite lazy to go leh.
i want slack somemore!!

<|9:01 PM|>


Monday, August 04, 2008

at the moment, i can only say sec 1 life was considered the biggest joke in my life. thinking and looking back at what i did in sec 1, inclusive of the holiday before that, i can only laugh. and laugh, and laugh...
i dont know who had to remind me of it... who???

i was so immature and foolish, and did many things without thinking through. worse still, my blog still contains those horrible memories. the funny thing is that i actually cant remember what i actually did. hmmm... still thinking why i came to chung cheng.
and there was the point i went on maple forum to find some people in chung cheng that also played maple. only made friends with 2 people--- tian qing and joel ng. then what happened after that ar? after i made new friends and all...

then my memory fails and what happened was rather forgotten.

suddenly it felt that my life before sec 2 was long forgotten. at least i only remember some parts here and there. i was looking at my primary school class photo(P1) and i cant even recall the names of most of the people. also, i was viewing the other photographs i kept. the feeling is just weird...

haha, dont talk about the depressing history. shall talk about the current issues.

yesterday i watched the day after tomorrow. there was this rather deja vu scene of the many many tornadoes. apparently i had a similar dream twice(2 totally different occasions) of that scene. weirdest thing was that i never watched the day after tomorrow at all, not until yesterday. o_O freaky...

today's 3 tests are quite screwed. for history i wrote some weird things that contradicted my point. then english essay was total disaster, dont even know what i was writing!!!
emaths test was relatively easy. just that i got quite distracted during the test. end up i didnt get to check finish my whole paper. as i typed the calculator to check my very last answer, i spotted a VERY LAME calculation error. WTH LOR!!! just at that moment mr chia ask us to stop writing, so cannot change answer. that would be 1-2 marks gone so far.

i heard from ms teo that a maths test was quite horribly done. making things seem more depressing. not looking forward to getting back any of the recent tests now. how how how???

finally, after so long, i am now able to get a bit of time to rest. life slowed down a little and i am feeling rather happy. seventh month this year is quite screwed too.
within the first 3 days, my neighbourhood has already 3 funerals. one related to the one down my lane, a neighbour that i had practically forgotten---jeremy lim's sister. i never saw her before, even after living here for about 7 years? quite amazing ba. i could not believe it happened...

wednesday got health check. it was suppose to be a selective check, but i dont really know what it meant. it seemed like the whole class is involved, but i think it is quite ok ba. i need to dig for my health booklet now, and it is suppose to be with my passport. somewhere.

haha, tomorrow is netball interclass. didnt realise it was SO fast. it is the last match of the day, at about 5+pm with 3HM. i wonder who is playing. and sometimes i do wonder why i actually felt like playing. a bit rusty with ball games le, and i have one point to say, i got butter-fingers... die?

oh most importantly, i got a date tomorrow! dinner date! i actually asked a guy to sign open borders(he say de). it is just that i didnt want to eat dinner at home tomorrow, so go out eat and shun bian pass him things and collect money! guess who this guy is. LOL =D

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Friday, August 01, 2008


last saturday after amaths lesson when we were waiting at the bus stop to go parkway for lunch.


some days ago(tuesday) we received some brochure about national day celebration. zhifei, liumeng and i were folding hearts out of it. and when zijing was sleeping...




bet she actually knew about it la. quite hilarious.

at the end of that day, she took the hearts and placed it at her eyes to pose. so cool~





hey, it is already the seventh month. i didnt know lor, at least i was too busy with other things that i didnt realise at all. not until mr chia mentioned how some people were like hungry ghosts trying to snatch the extra chocolates. haha you should have seen quite a number of people burning things already.

someone said she would fail, but she got 18/20 o.o
finally got back chem test. as expected =D and i am going to heck care what people say can. i studied and was prepared for the test. tried my best in the test, so of course there are no regrets. i'm trying hard to build a stronger foundation on my sec 3 work after seeing how my seniors are coping.

PE was spent doing maths. i didnt want to try to rerun my 2.4km because i'm sure my timing wont improve. weather was very hot too, and i ate chocolate before that... running would be not so easy. good side was, i had already passed... makes no difference le lor.

every lesson was practically used to study amaths. everyone found ways to prepare. including solving the questions first(!!!). ok i didnt mean to do that, just that yijue was asking me how to solve...

felt quite scared during the amaths test. occasionally peeking at the clock to make sure i got enough time to finish. practically rushed my way through the paper. and hence, that must be why i had 10mins of time to check... proving became the easiest part already. i just dont know how i became able to spot the way to prove overnight. hard work paid off? actually, if my workings were not much of a problem, and not much careless mistakes. <-- believe there will be some somewhere. be positive yea?

i dont know what to say about the classtee. M was just nice, and dunno why so many bought S... the tie is sooo long~


after school went parkway with joseline to eat icecream... erm ya, actually just wanted to buy vanguard for my stencils.
while leaving parkway, met ahma(yuling) and eeling.
and an unknown person(4DL girl) said hi to joseline. we just stopped for a moment and i asked joseline if she knew that girl. and yup, nope she does not. its really weird. i really can believe the whole 4DL knows joseline. hmmm...
walked a bit out and saw a group of chung cheng students.
while crossing the road i met my ex-classmate/neighbour and we said hi...
then jose and i parted and i went popular to but the vanguard.
and there was another group of chung cheng students...
while walking to the bus stop, i met ryan tan and his friends.
(!!!)
at the bus stop, or more like i was on the bus le. i saw....... ptq and his classmate at the bus stop. -_-"

its a friday afternoon and freaky things can happen.

the before and after of our icecream-



still very busy lor T_T

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