HMFD HMFD!!!
ahh~
heard got 3 cases and 2 suspected cases waiting to be cleared. 1 isolated sec 1 case the rest sec 2. from same class somemore.
no good no good...
will school have to close for a period of time?
yet someone, still doesnt know how unhygienic it is to use ur hand and rub people's face.
i'm on a dao-ing spree.
it is quitevery irritating ok.
today's ehist paper was relatively ok. spent about 25 minutes on the SEQ part. hope can score for that section cause i am never confident for SBQ, and will never be. i had quite some understanding for the questions but failed to phrase it so that it answers the question.
but most just didnt really answer the question. propaganda, propaganda, could help using these words.
for the SEQ, the structure of the question was just weird and unexpected. i could answer all of them(failed to link back again) except 1 of it which was on a international police force. i could not remember anything about it.
nevermind, its over and i should not dwell on it.
i shall start studying for emaths and mass chiong my 3 sciences. wooo~
then we will be free again!
<|10:33 AM|>
first time taking ss paper and guess what happened?
after continuous writing for 1hour 30 mins, i still did not complete the paper. it was like 50% of each section had questions fully completed. so it was 2/4 and 1/2
mixed up in points and practically repeated the same points over and over again.
so disappointed with myself.
the paper was not hard, just too little time to complete. maybe i wasted too much time thinking of how to phrase. in fact, the sentances i wrote did not make sense cause i didnt string the words properly.
if i cant finish ss paper in time, ehist leh? die together?
forget it. i will do them to the best of my ability.
but now my arm is aching even worse than after bowling -_-" sian
<|10:50 AM|>
PANIC!
i'm panicking not because of today's amaths paper but about tomorrow's ss paper.
amaths was......
ok, or should i say well done?
i was actually giggling during the paper cause it was something that i wanted, a paper where i knew how to do all the questions. maybe not all, there was one, just one small part of the paper which i didnt know if my answer was correct.
the question where modulus, quadratic and linear graphs and inequalities were combined.
my answer was x>1 and my sis says it should be correct
not sure if my answer is correct and i hope i didnt leave some pencil markings on the paper while checking.
when i went around asking my friends how the paper was. their idea of the paper was totally the opposite of mine. not my fault leh...
there should be careless mistakes i could have made despite the 30mins of checking time i had. 1hour 30mins of slow and steady work.
just praying...
pray, pray, pray
came home at 3++
studied ss until 4+ but only completed the driving forces of globalisation. memorised!
haha, no big deal la.
then my mom came and ask me, "help me fight zakum"
dont know why i agreed when i have a test with loads of memory work waiting for me.
wasted 2 over hours on it. looks like i got to compensate by studying overnight. maybe until 1am?
then tomorrow will be chiong ehist till mad. finished understanding LON but not full memorising. and the others? a bit a bit
bio test was... E8. disappointing actually, very.
physics participation marks was 6/5. what a joke... i got 5/5 for the workbook. and 1 more mark for helping mr chia write "seen" on the workbooks.
MUG HARDER!
6 down 6 to go
wow, halfway thru le!
my dear friends, bear with it, it wont last long ^^
<|6:41 PM|>
this was the sky the morning of the english exam. one giant sized white cloud in the blue(cloudless) sky. the funny thing was that cloud kept lighting up and thunders could be heard. strange...
today. started my mugging at like 10am and got disrupted by yunqing's 27mins 27sec call. actually no diff de, my plan does not go by incoming or outgoing. so ya...
studyed a mixture of maths, ss and ehist all the way till 4+ (like now)
when i completed amaths and actually started doing the coordinate geometry worksheet for emaths, i got really irritated with the calculator.
it needed bangings before it could work, and banging it is not a good thing.
so to solve the problem i decided to change the battery- better choice as compared to getting a new calculator
took about 15 mins digging for a suitable screwdriver to open it -_-"
my first reaction was... wth
AAA battery sia, not the usual flat batteries used in thermometers.
i took out the battery and examined it to only see the expiry date at july 2008.
so i guess all calculators bought around the same time as me(eg classmates), should change the battery already. afterall, it is definitely giving problems.
see the maths ws under my hand?
<|4:39 PM|>
finally, i completed revision for a maths!
or should i say i just got too lazy to continue. i did revision exercises for chapter 1-5 le.
not touching maths TYS cause it is so not helpful that the related chapters are bundled together which includes the back few chapters. got very pekchek after attempting log questions.
dont use maths olympiad as a reason for why i should do well for maths. different case ok.
but i believe i will be extra alert to not fall into stupid traps.
like hey! i always tell myself that but how many times was i careless? dammit i dont trust myself. anyone trust me?
today was chem revision lesson. which we only got back out tests. so glad with my grades for the 2 tests.
20/25 for chapter 5,6,7
20/20 for chapter 8,9
yay! i broke the no A1 for chem part. but of course, people commented imba and more imba at my grades.
only then did i realise that the chapter 8,9 test was uploaded a long time ago with the answers! i downloaded it but didnt print and do like what i wanted to back then. -_-" how lame
practically slacked from 3-6 and this is not good.
got to put in more effort into studying tomorrow. (like it would be true again)
i love doing these kind of things (hoho)
<|5:55 PM|>
DIE~
haha, higher chinese was SUICIDE. can puke blood leh!
fail le la T_T
a lot of things that happened after the exam seemed to be related to the chinese paper. dang...
food, hygiene, blah and blah
went kfc with qianhui, sylvia, meixuan and lydia. when we just got off at the bus stop, i commented that surely got cchms pupils or someone we know. indeed.
i guess i could not be wrong at these kind of feelings.
when we stepped in, we were... stunned by the amount of cchms pupils we saw. hmmm...
some were mugging for ss, other just eating.
smelly chicken, fatty meat, raw meat, bad hygiene practise... all, not good.
change oil once a month? change oil once a week?
the hair part is already scary enough.
haix, i guess that is why we should always eat at home. outside food is never safe.
i will definitely think twice before eating fast food again. seriously, lets take slow food(lame joke)
haha, change of study plans since i am unable to get last year's ss/bio/ehist mye paper from my seniors. how come they dont have it anymore??? i so dont believe that.
i shall finish a maths soon and start with the other subjects with... EMATHS
1 topic a day? though emaths concludes the mye, it has the most topics. 11 i think.
shall i plan a study timetable? well yes.
25/4- amaths + ss
26/4- amaths + ss
27/4- amaths + ehist
28/4- ss + ehist
29/4- ehist + bio + e maths
30/4- bio + emaths
1/5- bio+ emaths
2/5- chem + emaths
3/5- chem + physics + emaths
4/5- chem + physics + emaths
5/5- physics + emaths
6/5- emaths
7/5- emaths
8/5- slack and rejoice!
almost equal time for all subjects. fair and square(other than maths)
A1s come to me! =D
~mugger
<|4:43 PM|>
english was... ok
my composition was an extremely lame one. i chose the personal recount as i felt it was easier to write.
comprehension was... suicide?
the summary part was really screwed.
maybe i will be able to do well.
rather cold day today, i might decide to bring my jacket tomorrow if it is cold in the morning. argh
i need to chiong revision for chinese(compo/compre)
maybe that would take an hour or so.
the weekend would be maths and humanities revision. more of maths, but if i can complete A maths tb revision exercises by today, i may plan to start on ss.
i would be happier if he talks to me
*continues to mug*
<|4:13 PM|>
mug hard my friends!
hmmm... suddenly remember about the word mugging last year. i remember the download part. what was junrui's word for mugging? i cant remember. who cares~
today was rather slack. first lesson was free period, english was at computer lab, maths at library.
then after recess was chem test which was still managable... except for the question on the number of moles in the calcium ethanoate thing, i asked around and all had a diffrent answer!!
chinese and physics were just all revision and i was dozing off.
much better than during maths olympiad training that time, i just put my head on the table... and fell asleep for a while. OMG LA
>_<
i've gotten my priorities all wrong. tomorrow is english yet i'm still doing maths. maths seem like never ending cycle of practise and more practise. dang... is it practise or practice? i'm such a noob at english. to think my language was improving, it is actually not improving at all.
i dont know why it feels so assuring that i'm studying hard...
i feel so out of place again.
<|5:44 PM|>
actually i dont have much to blog.
bio is just hypnotic and it is really difficult to keep awake. within 5 minutes almost everyone would be x_x already
midyear exam starts this thursday, but why am i still online?
who cares
maths gets my mind off some things =\
jyening dont think so much la, my totally meaningless words become extremely meaning filled thoughts. ha
my finger still bruised after saturday, i rubbed it a lot already lor. but it still hurts.
i'm desperate to finish revision for A maths and i'm like halfway through the chapters. of course i still got 2007 MIDYEAR PAPER!!! wooo~ so happy la
tuesday=PE day!
but we playing softball and it is so not soft =)
<|8:04 PM|>
hmmm... suspicious... very
i'm like $18 poorer after lending my classmates money to pay for the o level chinese exam. quite a few actually forgot to bring the $58 and i didnt have to pay cash, so ya...
my wallet has only $1.85 now!
>_<
class fund for the tea appreciation class got robbed today. and there was this whole plastic bag filled with money! picture the scene of our chairman holding money at his face like a fan.
richass
physics SPA test was a scam. why didnt i even think of using masking tape for the height? sigh, maybe i should have just acted helpless.
i dont know if i should be aiming for any class ranking this midyear. i havent topped any subjects up till now(someone will comment about this) careless mistakes causes me to get B or below for most of the subjects.
i'm trying to evaluate my progress, which is almost no progress
english? i'm quite surprise i'm getting lesser and lesser red marks on my compositions. i would usually have a lot of circles and lines as my language has always been bad. >_< shall not slack off the 1100 words book. compo should be fine but compre might not be...
for chinese? it is just my limited knowledge of words... and today's chinese compo test seemed quite hopeless again. i wrote like quite short, not a lot of descriptions and i kept flipping the dictionary like an idiot. i'm that lousy. compres are always fails
maths? my so called best subject. practice and more practice will do the job. i hope i wont be so careless, and i also hope i can finish the paper on time. i think i need 2007 sec 3 midyear amaths and emaths test paper as a form of revision and i will time myself. but but, where should i get it from? seniors maybe
chemistry? not too bad... in fact i'm happier that calculations in chemistry is so much more managable than physics. i'm weak at the explaination part. need more practice. revision in school next saturday morning.
bio? mass suicide of brain cells. but luckily we got labour day holiday before the paper, so extra time ^^ but i'm still an idiot at application and explaination. spare me brain juices
physics? just definitions and formulas should be all i need. other than chapter 5 which requires some extra memory. pray i have lesser careless mistakes again.
ehist and ss? plain memory work for all that content. maybe some extra reading up from the internet would help. i said MAYBE! SBQ is my weakest cause i never seem to be able to do proper compare and contrast between the sources. inferring is slightly better. SEQ is just being naggy =D
i need a lot of help actually. i shall try to aim for top 10 in class. i really do wonder who is going to take the first place. is it yong khai? or yunqing? or some unknown person that will be totally unexpected?
lets pray its me (giggles)
JIAYOUS AND GOOD LUCK ALL!
<|5:51 PM|>
cant believe i didnt post yesterday, but it was nothing worth anyway =\
i was actually confident for my chemistry test...
but but but, it was a total disappointment, i didnt even check finish and all the careless mistakes were BEHIND!!!
freak la, questions that were easy to get marks...
thats 5 marks down... how can?
bio was not any better... had no hopes for it and now, totally game over.
i didnt really understand about the guard cells part(didnt attend lesson) and understanding for this chapter was quite... pathetic. yes, that is the word.
today was extremely boring and i could help but lay my head on the table every now and then. green tea did not wake me up either.
speaking of green tea, it reminds me of recess and that weird incident. dont know whether i should laugh or remain shock.
i just cant believe someone would actually pull the canteen table together so that the class can sit together. but they gave some sort of impression that they were chasing us away when they did that. but of course the uncle didnt allow them to do that.
my goodness, i turned and stared at like dunno how many of them at the table for that few seconds and quickly walked away.
tomorrow my lessons suck. end 2.15. then 2.15 to 3.15 physics debrief, 3.15 to 4.15 history makeup lecture. uhhhh
how i wish mr lee will let us off early tomorrow or else we will starve tomorrow
please mr lee >_<
<|8:22 PM|>
every time i hear the phrase "but i thought"
i immediately think of the song 我以为
nice excuses actually
黄品冠 - 我以为 <--------- my "bro", similar name ^^
你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为 只是我以为
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却输得那呢绝望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
bunch of words =D
haha, i was wondering why my leg was hurting when i suddenly remembered what happened during pe.
the front and back of my leg(knee) got hit while playing floorball
me=acidic -_-"
<|9:32 PM|>
tsk tsk, so disappointing...
was actually hoping to get back english today but never lor.
nevermind, my grades have past the midpoint(maths) of the rollar coaster.
look, all those i expected to do well did badly and all those i expected to do badly did better than expected. ?! topsy turvy
i'm prepared for more fails, yes fails...
starting with bio!
then it shall go back up, right?
like how many times have i attempted to comfort myself like this?
haha
what are the chances of thinking of a person suddenly and within the next minute you see that person?
joseline says "a million to one"
errr?
then today was the one in the million
a feeling that cant be expressed?
maybe
apparently i'm desperately trying to remember what have i forgotten today... i just cant seem to remember >_<
<|8:47 PM|>
BAAAAAAZAAAAAAR!
hahaha, i think it was quite cool la, despite of the rain...
at first it was really hot and tiring to go around the school. and i was really bored sitting at the steps in the concourse heading to the classroom. even 10 mins seemed to take forever..
i lost my chop and sort of abandoned my post due to some miscommunication.
i went to find food -_-"
the rain was so cool and the feeling was just fantastic.
i felt like taking off my shoes and walk and yes i did it.
walking in water while wearing tights... just so nice, but cold...
i got really wet walking in the rain. see this:
flooding in cchms was never that bad before. the dnt block that side i heard it was knee deep!
4DL's dunking machine which spoilt(i heard it was because of mr ryan chia)
there was one part where they had 5 or 6 boys inside the so called jacuzzi. i wanted to take it but they started splashing water and the water almost overflowed!
my shoes which i felt so xin tong wearing it and getting it wet. accidentally took it but it was quite nice actually. see the blue slipper? its BIG!!! owner of it has a big foot XD
ptq's classmate actually asked if i was his sister! i was like o_O said no, and started joking that i was... i was peter pan, so same surname what!
my outfit was quite cool after that. but i dont know why some of my friends asked if my legs were painted. had people asking me why i was dressed like that. asking if i was an elf. and one complaining i didnt look like peter pan.
walking around barefooted was actually fine to my feet. the skin is quite thick and used to pain.
at one point i kept getting chased out of the game stall... but when i eventually came back after a long while, IT WAS EMPTY!
NO ONE WAS THERE AND OUR THINGS WERE LEFT THERE!
how irresponsible! but it didnt look like there were shifts
food was not so fantastic, i didnt play a single game other than the dunking one! and that was really last minute.
my classmate's friend had a quarrel with a 4DL guy and they put a lot of money together to dunk him. like wow! but then i asked if i could help dunk them. and was also talking to tian qing, so he said ok to dunk him. he didnt sabo another 4 guys, and i had the go first---- dunk him!
scary, and my aiming was very bad, the ball WAS bad! it was soft and made throwing hard. yk was counting for dunno what reason, and commented that i took 9 trys before getting it right.
for that moment i felt sadistic, but i felt really bad after that.
9 is a nice number ^^
<|8:06 PM|>
for some reason i didnt have lunch 2 days straight...
i was damn upset when i saw mr han, jyening, yunqing and erin eating kfc on our newly bought tablecloth.
getting it dirty/oily even before the bazaar. brilliant.
and now they complain its torn and want a new one.
NOT SATISFIED THEN GET IT YOURSELF!
watching them feasting from the start till the end. and only when they could not finish, then they attempted to offer to others.
get how i feel?
as though i was transparent.
i know i know, i'm insignificant
and someone actually complained at the fact i didnt help with painting.
erhem? i didnt even complain in front of you all how angry i was.
it was not that i didnt help la.
was not too happy already because of my costume la, and i really dont give a damn. i really want to improvise but why am i not allowed? not satisfied then scold me all you like
then when i came back to class, i had my scissors missing. HOW THE HELL DID IT GET TO 3EP?
geeees, i wonder
i regret being so enthu and trying to contribute to the class. i should have just ignored it or give the role to jyening when she wanted it.
it just sucks
<|6:04 PM|>
today very very very tiring...
went out for all the weird things and then also went out have dinner.
seriously i was like some very obstructing lamp(dian deng pao)
hahaha!
*aherms*
walked around for dunno how long and how many rounds... then make my legs damn suan lor!
jye ning u owe me!!!
i so kind pei you eat your "last" meal.
then you both drink mocha smt that time i pei you leh!
haha, i was walking around aimlessly and you....
forget it
and for this my knee started hurting again, see la...
yes i know i speak very weirdly ^^
<|10:13 PM|>
sigh,
i guess i should not have interfered, i should not have, but why did i?
ignorance is bliss (yea right)
~~~~~~
today really didnt feel like doing anything, and i kept wanting to sleep in class but i never did. at most rested my head on the table.
softball was fun and so many of them were around there catching aeroplanes eh... i've been helping jyening catch but none for myself.
timed-compre was managable and i hope i will get higher than the last one.
going home was terrible, my shoes were soaked and i dont believe what jyening has done.
i so dont trust you!!!
<|7:36 PM|>
1 in 4 passed the retest of partial fraction.
or so it was claimed to be as mr han only marked 4...
which means if it is like this, 27 fail, 9 pass.
wow! this is bad!
haha, i'm now taking part in my class's game stall!
i'm like part of the dressing up as a fairytale character!
woo hoo!
i'm a peter pan!
i would totally enjoy myself!
its fun and luckily i got shade! no standing in the sun for me!
the others got:
cinderella-mayvis
snow white-huimin
witch-jiaxin
fairy godmother-liyan
tinkerbell-jacquelyn
peter pan-me
BAD SENIORS!
<|6:14 PM|>
physics, chem and maths together is fatal.
wasted a lot of brain cells trying to complete all the worksheets given.
been getting ws before others. but i think is quite lucky la, can make use of weekend to complete them.
this is what i call fully utilising my weekends, and i really need the practice.
i'm still considering to find assessment books for the other subjects like chemistry and bio. i might consider to get more questions for practise... indeed i must be mad.
like what i wrote in my english discursive essay, examinations cause stress and unhealthy competition between students.
zzz, some things are getting really out of hand and i am really worried.
i dont want misleading messages, i dont want help. i just want it to come and go naturally...
<|8:02 PM|>
jjd- jiang jian dan
vvd- very very difficult
what nice abbreviations
today was chaotic, science-test-science-test-science-test...
loads of movement and rushing, but it was quite fun.
physics extra lesson was quite trashy. dunno how many hours listening to mr chia's explanations with yunqing. but now i scared i kena picked on, and being picked on in front of 3 classes is a BIG no-no!
argh, everything is just so screwed...
despite a retest for the partial fraction, i add together also cannot pass. i mean like it is going to be something common throughout the whole level.
my keyboard so lousy, the alphabets printing wearing off... its like z, a, s, d, c and the arrow keys other than down.
reason, keys often used for playing ^^
hehe
please do not think so hard just to find out who i like =D
<|7:26 PM|>
went school all tired and bored.
was not really responding to people, all i went was "orh, ok..."
but seeing my senior made me laugh and wake up from my daze. wow, what a good way to start the day!
then i was energetic the whole day and happy too.
i've been asking the teachers what chapters would be tested in the mid year. then it was like very very scary!!!
bio until chap 8 or 9 (now at 7)
chem until chap 10 (now just reach 8)
physics until chap 5 (i think)
actually, i cant remember all the rest. should be up till now what we learnt, plus 1 or 2 chapters.
very afraid i will screw up still...
chiong ar!
<|3:33 PM|>
hehe, i'm getting a bit paranoid...
a weeee bit too much.
nothing indeed.
after school was fun! joined the few sjabs at the hall on duty for the wushu competition thing.
they were playing and fooling around. but someone looked emoish though it seemed so enjoyable. hmmm...
i came to a weird conclusion that some sjab people love to molest each other. seriously!
the places they aim for... very ERRRRRRRRRR
made me really afraid around them.
poor them have to do duty for so many other days during this wushu competition thing.
*smacks head* surely fail the history test i took today. blanked out the first 5 minutes. 10 minutes how to finish?
i hope that matter will be over soon.
<|7:40 PM|>
没有人 萧亚轩
爱
想起来太哀伤
像今晚的天上
淡淡的半个月亮
我的爱
远在地平线以外
梦太短
遗憾又太长
爱
最迷信的信仰
拯救了寂寞啊
却掉进更深迷惘
我一个人
走在回家的路上
为什么
找不到方向
眼泪已冰凉
忘记了眼眶
所以无论我怎么去想也无法
想起你的模样
原来已没有人在我的心上
哦心房
像午夜地下铁站
最后只剩下
一片空空荡荡
没有人等没有人一切都只是
虚无和枉然
原来都是我编织的奢望
从来没有人来过我的心上
我只是你中途过站的地方
眼泪已冰凉
忘记了眼眶
所以无论我怎么去想也无法
想起你的模样
原来已没有人在我的心上
哦心房
像午夜地下铁站
最后只剩下
一片空空荡荡
没有人等没有人一切都只是
虚无和枉然
原来都是我编织的奢望
从来没有人来过我的心上
我只是你中途过站的地方
从来没有人来过我的心上
我只是你中途过站的地方
this song is like stuck in my head for the whole day.
argh, suddenly i feel like sitting in a corner of the class...
but corners are BAD, especially at the back *tsk tsk*
screw me
english timed compre retest was...
shiok shiok!
but shhhhs, skali get into trouble.
i'm so demoralised, dont know why i havent been able to draw something well recently. my creativity is limited, i only succeed in still life. boo hoo?
jyening said i looked more like the one who needed to go to the sick bay.
kiathui said my eyes looked scary today... (i was crying, bet no one realised)
haha, i'm desperately trying cheer myself up.
its just the weather luh =\
<|6:18 PM|>
[[ADORES<3]]
green tea
cats/kittens xD
my friends
0wNaG3
BrokenExile
Achelous
CaiHongTulip
Pur3HearT
275196
[[DREAM COMEING TRUE]]
[[THE CLOSE ONES]]
4DL class blog
Christy
Joseline
JunRui
Mr Han
Mr Lee
RuiShan
RuiSi
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