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Thursday, January 31, 2008

i knew something was wrong, didnt know it would be that serious.



there still aint anyone i can confide in and i dont quite care.

...
never mind

<|4:57 PM|>


Wednesday, January 30, 2008

woo...
today was siao de lor...
i was very sleepy and bored but after school was much better =D

kept stoning the whole day...
after i ended at 1.45, i went down for lunch before taking the chem test at 2.15. and i had chicken rice for lunch ~_~
chem test was ._. i think i die la... totally cant differentiate distillation and fractional distillation. so i hope i will pass AT LEAST!!!

rushed over to 2DL for maths olympiad training... we started with indices and surds which i remember from jyening the dunno what worksheet(from tuition i think). i was totally lost and anything related to numbers could not get in because of today's maths lesson related to alpha and betha thing... 1.5 hours past really fast ^^

joined sylvia they all that were having comp training. but when i went there they were slacking so i stone somemore... only was waiting for someone to go home with me.
from 4.30pm to around 5.30pm i was flipping maths textbook, physics textbook, help sylvia with chem, talked, eat and played the rubiks cube... finally we could go home!!!

someone was "peeing" on people's leg with the help of a waterbottle. then went bakery to sit around while waiting for the seniors to eat their cup noodles... we were watching tv and making weird comments. yada yada~

took 40 home. the end.

i had chicken rice for dinner! like OMG la! then i put the chilli damn spicy... now stomach weird feeling lor...

=\ i wonder if the bowlers realised i was not there for training. that is because mainly they dont really care about me. but i am glad i dont have to face the guy that insists jaywalking is dangerous...
i think the sjab people are nicer ^^

<|8:25 PM|>


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

today took bus 10 to school... bus to school was boring and i started talking about studies after secondary school...

during english jyening wanted to go sick bay then i also wanted to go ^^ so i pei her. yi jue followed after that... yi jue looked so innocent when jyening was thinking she was pregnant(x_X how could it be?) because of what what what... but it reminded me of what ruishan said last year.
PE was like much better lor! it was frisbee and i was kind of good with it because i played before just cant remember when i did... >_< primary school i suspect. before the lesson end mr khoo made everyone catch one of the frisbees he throw. so when i was my turn i heard something like "this one pro must throw difficult de" =x but it was somewhat more easier?! uhhh...
maths nothing much. just got homework...
hmmm...
what happened during the chinese test ar? i cant remember =\ all i know was i was copying a hell load and i had a terrible neck ache... and i dont have much confidence to do well.
english again and we did news in class!!! but we watched them like last year leh. so we slacked even more again.
chemistry passed too quickly! and i really feel we are slow.

nooo... we had yan jiang jiang tang ke after that. and when i came down for lunch, the hm-ers already eat finish lor! so bad... happens every monday also!
i was chewing gum and daydreaming during the jiang tang and kept hearing moans for behind me.

bad jyening wants me to sit with yongming and she sits with yijue! so bad leh, yijue's seat is like at the window. how can you do that to me jyening!!! >_<


hehe, tomorrow =D

<|5:21 PM|>


Monday, January 28, 2008

yay! ^^
today's bio test was relatively easy!
and i heard from my friend in bn that the tissue is root hair and explanation is about active transport.
oppps, just leaked the question... but this makes me confident to do well this time round =D


aiya nothing to blog leh...

<|5:14 PM|>


Sunday, January 27, 2008

its good to know we can enjoy the CNY holiday! cant decide if it should be considered long, but at least can enjoy and slack without worrying about having a lot of tests when you come back... (that always happens everytime)
but i still expect loads of homework!!!

halfway through bio as i have finally completed revising on CELLS. next up is MOVEMENT OF SUBSTANCES which i will study with the powerpoint mdm hasni uploaded. hmm... i was looking for my ballpoint pen when i suddenly remembered i left it with jiaxin! i hope it is still around and not gone forever =\
meanwhile i shall do writing with the very bulky looking pen with a doll on it. also got it at taiwan ^^

i think we are luckier than other classes? some have more than 5 tests next week but some has lesser?
but its the teacher's turn to suffer while marking when we are off on holiday.

good luck all for the pile of tests and homework you have!

tomorrow is monday, monday = end late. no one likes it right?

<|10:16 AM|>


Saturday, January 26, 2008

bleah, today was so fun despite spending 8 hours in school!
haha, thanks to my friends! =D although it was like only a few hours/minutes... lost track of time while chatting...

i guess some boys have exceptionally bad memory?
tsk tsk...

so ya, the only weekends free and available before my birthday for outings with friends are like... 9, 10, 16 or 17 feb... but 9 and 10 feb might be hard since its the CNY weekend. i still dont like the thought of CNY...

but with 18 feb on a monday, it is really horrible!!! i heard it is total defence day celebration, which i dont like it if IPP comes with it.

i think i am really weird, completed zhou ji first when only next monday(not this monday) then need to hand in. and i have not started the rest yet. mass mugging tomorrow! hope i wont like go all stressed tomorrow...
i went on maple today all stressed and went off like so happy la =D

thanks my dear friends, pei me next time ok! it was just what i needed ^^

ps. dont tell me my birthday present ok xD

<|9:34 PM|>


Friday, January 25, 2008

>_<
too many things to do recently, study for tests, homework, bazaar by the lake, i&e poster.

came to school today feeling like i was sleep walking and it continued the whole day...
went down for recess like very tired la. first i helped sylvia fold some paper thing... hmmm... i saw a part with "ong," seems like a person =\ did not feel like buying something to eat so i ate off people's food. thanks zuo hong for letting me finish your food.

screw it, been doing badly for all my recent tests?
like for maths, expected no A1 but never expected a B4... is not because i never study(i never what), is because i made loads of careless and i did not have time to check and finish. so... you get what i mean?
got like only 20/30 for the english featured writing test, and my script was only marked today as mr lee missed it. >_< i know i'm bad at english...
ss diagnostic test? i have no idea what i wrote cause i just crapped a lot? or something like that...
then today's ting mo was just as idiotic... i learn what, got come out la, but with extra words added to it, making me get it WRONG! then is simple words which i cant remember... bet i get about 60~ for this time.
T_T tsk tsk, i'm a sad person now...

birthday celebration, where we made use of jia hao... tsk tsk, the 3.2kg cake did not feel like 3.2kg at all... either that or i was much numbed. bad choice of spot for lighting the candles... it was really windy at that part and it was really hard to light the candles!!!
i think we should have went to the canteen leh, maybe it would be easier to find people to finish our left over cake which was like 1/4 of it... so wasted leh!

this sux... so many things to do next week, staying back like every day or for like cca?
bazaar by the lake still stuck eh?
tomorrow 8am going school again.

despite doing the i&e poster myself, i got sacarstic remarks which really pissed me off. want me hand draw? draw what? the one who suggests it should do it la! say no use lor.

events for next week:
28/1: submit i&e poster thing, bio test chapter 1&2
29/1: chinese test, chinese writing mass lecture
30/1: chem test, maths olympiad training
31/1: physics test
1/2: english descriptive writing test, bowling

>_< unable to concentrate in class due to the disturbances around me. really feel irritated leh...

i believe no one 3DL has not seen the nasty side of me, i really want to change my bad habits leh... thus i have found something to write for the zhou ji...
sigh

i'm really feeling down and there aint someone to talk to... T_T

<|6:21 PM|>


Thursday, January 24, 2008

i was adding my classmates on msn and i got rather sianed cause i half suspect some didnt have msn... added one from the top one from the bottom and again and again. added about 9? missed out those that i know dont have... think i skipped some but heck care la...

blanked out in the maths test, a bit of headache and i lost like 5++ marks because i was a bit not focused? didnt read question properly for some of them... or keep seeing the wrong thing. -_-" screw it, tomorrow getting back.

today was release of o level results. 1 10A1, 2 9A1, .... dunno le... went with sylvia, qian hui to see. only to realise joseline was there walking closer and closer to the front.
all i remember was my senior from 4RP 07 got 5A1! *claps* bowling de, and also played maple. =D
next year is my turn to really sit there and see the touching moments... *coughs*
>_< E.T. only got 15 points for L1R4 =\ thus i have no idea what he will be going to do...

yea, stucked with the I and E poster thing... dont have an idea on how to decorate... can i put some bags of money? i still dont understand why it has to be in A3.
the boys had a brilliant idea on de-saturating the class, so soon mr mcdonagh is going to arrange us in a way that mixes everyone up.

stupid bazaar by the lake, and grrr... seriously, there is no word in that paper that mentioned i and e rep having to do anything. and our vice chair does not what to do anything.
never to consider him as a vice chair =D must thank me for being so kind xD. but it was kind of going no where? went around asking some icecream vendors if they would like to participate. but so many need check first... >_< bleah this sux, wait till monday i settle in class ba...

<|7:47 PM|>


Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i cant believe i was so dumb and blind...
took me 30 mins to solve a A maths question when i was only 1 step away from the answer--- to solve simultanuously...
ya, only to make 49-49=49?!
silly...
so ya, i guess A maths has not killed me YET!

LETS OPT FOR NEW CHAIRPERSON!!!
leave yijue as vice-chairperson.
but vote for who?
can i vote for myself? xD
haha =D

<|8:31 PM|>

aiyaya... veron our chairperson made it to 3CR >_< sigh...
i guess when you are persistant, you will succeed in the end?
nah but i still prefer 3DL =D

3DL is back to 35 people, and it is fated, one comes someone goes...
its the forth week in school and some of my classmates dont know my name!!! arh... and maybe some friends of mine still dont know my class.
havent gotten yun qing's present ready because i really have no idea what she wants. no intentions to give jia hao since not very shou... i very stingy de, only give people close to me presents. provided they give me too =x

i finally handed the reply slips to mr kek(sounds like cake) and it felt quite weird...

with chairperson gone, our vice-chairperson yijue has to take over the role for the rest of the week until we can settle it. hmmm, i'm very tempted to pass the bazaar-by-the-lake thing to him. how to work with the icecream idea i have now? tell me how???

<|4:39 PM|>


Saturday, January 19, 2008

after 10 hours in school,
the 3 of us--- yule, sing hui and i finally completed the powerpoint of about 70 slides?!!!!
woah...
but they are mainly pictures... and fiona did not come lor...
>_< we really took a long long long long time.
guess what, some parts still missing because we did not bring every thing.
and and, we were crapping and playing around in the computer lab 1.
wu lao shi bought lunch for us, and it was cai fan. =D i ate everything up, too hungry le.
i played icy towers at one point, drank finish a bottle of green tea, surfed blogs and blah blah.
school was really quiet by the time we left.
but there was like some malay people filming in the school compound.

PHEW, we wont be presenting this monday, but we havent found out which monday... but it is definitely in this term! talk about the food pictures we were fiddling around with...

<|6:28 PM|>


Friday, January 18, 2008

we had a fun day today ^^
spot check? meh, what on earth was that... mr mcdonagh barely checked and when we were told to stand, and adjust attire again, we ended up walking off without the teacher permitting us xD

today during english, we didnt do a single thing related to english. o_O shocked la, whole hour we were watching videos and discussing about some irrelevant things.
chinese was boring, and i was still fiddling with the cube... tsk tsk
ss lecture was also boring and i spent most of the time stoning other than telling my classmates about the reason why there is no other student from 2HM in 3DL. i am still shock that my average was considered high in my class o.o
charisma was another slack slack period since our teacher was quite funny. talking about different topics that didnt seem related to charisma? what is charisma anyway... how mr zaid mentioned about handsome boys pick pretty girls, ugly boys also pick pretty girls... then ugly boys pick ugly girls?? then... like so sad leh. boys most of the time with smart girl. it is a vicious cycle.
and the reason we started talking about these? everyone wanted to grow taller...
didnt expect yi jue to be taller than his parents... can you?
maths, WAHAHAHA! the polynomial thing was like so easy since mr khoo previewed it to us last year. thus i finished it really fast and jia hao refused to collect!!! bad a maths rep...
hehe, we had some sort of remedial which i was not included xD seriously, our teacher made calls for them and issued letters only to know that he was living in 2007 STILL. >_<
*zip* i refused to say the reasons why some of them had to go for remedial. yea

maths olympiad, the bowling teachers in charge have approved it. so i will be going for training 2.45pm to 4.15pm on:
30 jan
13 feb
20 feb
27 feb
26 mar
9 apr
16 apr
23 apr
14 may
21 may
and the actual competition day is so nice to remember: 27 may! LOL familiar?
=D
missing about 4 training for bowling? and maybe 1 or 2 maths olympiad training due to competition.
damn, b div seems tooooo soon!
and i really cant fix my swing T_T guess i need to relax?

by the way, i still do not understand what mr soon was talking about. what surprise today and then revealed on monday? errrr... anyone know??

tomorrow 8am need to be in school. wth...

hmmm... dont say i never remind you hor, my birthday is in 31 days time, so do the math ^^

<|6:38 PM|>


Thursday, January 17, 2008

yada yada...
i'm nearly done with fine tuning the computer to suit my usage.
chinese, programmes... blah blah, even games =D
gees, today i was very energetic at first. but after a while i got sleepy *yawns*
woke up before my alarm rang for i dunno what reason. then took bus 10 to school again, this time no qianhui or sylvia T_T
stuck with a PILE of maths, and my brain is malfunctioning. loads of brain cells are dying here...

i have decided i wont go for bowling tomorrow, or maybe i will leh... i always make last minute decisions. since i only know the math olympiad briefing starts at 2.30pm, dunno end when.

aiyo, i took so long to type finish cause i was busy with other stuff!!! ^^
haha!

*i'm serious about you* XD

<|5:45 PM|>


Wednesday, January 16, 2008

>_<
for 10minutes, 3DL had 4 full marks for the recent maths quiz, until it became 3 because of me.
T_T
there goes 1 mark to my careless mistake. yikes...
hoho
my mind was totally blank today, i dont know why. took 4 times the usual speed to complete 1 maths question.

finally, the new computer is in, everything is being settled or somewhat.
sadly, internet explorer is screwed... and i still dont have the time to settle it...
weekends, i shall fix it.
using firefox now, which is really bad when it comes to viewing blogs. and that stupid cannot-see-tagboard problem is back. need to analyse again...

haha, tomorrow is a day of some certain happy memory. but i doubt i will be very happy and hyper, since i cant concentrate and i am very tired. i am sick ok.
he is still as blur as ever...

<|9:59 PM|>


Monday, January 14, 2008

i'm fully booked all the way up to sunday.
tomorrow-english test after school
wednesday-bowling
thursday-taiwan presentation meeting
friday-bowling
saturday-doing of taiwan presentation
sunday-myself

lol
i've resulted in copying homework during lessons now. bad me...
but i really have no idea how to do some work what, so i copy...

>_< today we were 10 minutes late for assembly, and we(sec 3 and 4) were punished with 50 squats(?!)
we didnt do 50, sec 4 didnt even do a single one.
zzz, with the other exchange groups presented, i am sad to announce it is my turn next week. speak chinese!!!

it rained really heavily after school but it gradually became a drizzle by the time i left school.
>_< sylvia they all forgot about me!!! sigh

<|6:47 PM|>


Saturday, January 12, 2008

my computer's down, due to some faulty part(suspected motherboard). and i so have no time to attempt to "revive" it. did not want to send for troubleshooting at mag's house since it is at woodland!!!

bleah, so i shall just go on and study for the coming tests and settle the greatly increased weekend homework.
i have understood the valuable "skill" of completing work immediately. beats waiting for a later to do something and that later may never come!!

5 test tubes, how to keep them and bring them to school safely? trying to find a box suitable but failed to.

mr mcdonagh is so going to kill me after he reads the rushed proposal. and the projected profit was $14!!! and and i left the motivational quotes in his locker. hmmm... i sure got loads of responsibility here-- taiwan trip project and the poster designing... pending datelines...
gees.. how to complete them on time?
i hope during the taiwan trip presentation, i wont sound so silly. speaking chinese.. i bet some people will be interested in hearing it. =\

die la T_T

<|6:44 PM|>


Wednesday, January 09, 2008

T_T tired sia!!!
my brain is dying...
aside from the slight headache today, we had almost 2 hours of bio... lessons today was chinese, english, maths, ss, physics and bio. almost brain dead le leh...

and it was darn slow and boring to walk to ssc with seniors... =X
we took almost an hour lor!!! NOT MY FAULT!

nothing much to blog. luckily tomorrow more slack >_<

<|6:42 PM|>


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

today it rained when we were suppose to go for e hist lecture, so some of us in 3DL took our umbrellas with us. smart idea, but still get wet la...
*sings umbrella followed by "i'm waiting for u~~"*<- not my idea
and it was like broken umbrellas here and there... mine was kinda spoilt due to my rough handling.
i dont quite like the floor where u can start sliding and slipping around, i nearly fell lor! how i actually went sliding down the gentle slope the minute i stepped onto the wet part.

i'm still slacking around here, since there is nothing i can do...
already finished homework that needs to be handed in tomorrow and thursday. 2 pieces ONLY!!!
=D
bad thing is, i dont have a clue wad the timetable is except for the 1.5 hours of bio...
trust my memory ^^

the only thing i can do now is read on chemistry? for i dunno what? or watch the tv, slack, sleep early, blah blah...

bowling tomorrow, who can eat lunch with me? =\ and i have no idea what time the bus leaves, it has been a really long time since i took the bus there. or should i do any homework first before going there on my own?

i've got some ideas for the i&e thing, and now i want to ask the class for more ideas...
oh yay, got the timetable le =D

<|8:59 PM|>


Monday, January 07, 2008

i cant believe i was so suay...

one of the fivefour to be presenting the taiwan thing...
first thing that comes to mind: WHY ME!!!

oh well, its kinda screwed to think of it... speaking chinese...


to think i forgot about mr mcdonagh's favourite number...
13, my register number.
so i became the i&e rep when i was like joking about me volunteering... >_<
nevermind, i really have no idea what we can sell...
lets brainstorm, 3DL shall be doing something out of the ordinary(maybe) =D

<|5:32 PM|>

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<|5:25 PM|>


Friday, January 04, 2008

3 times straight(what i know of) it rained, or more like drizzle during the cca day thing...
argh, bowling is hopeless!
BOWLING IS HOPELESS!
i think its going to die off...
and i had to start shouting before the boys would start.
that was not me, really not me... i'm not the kind that shouts first...

ar well, not really happy around here.
T_T save me, it hurts bottling things up in here...

<|5:04 PM|>


Thursday, January 03, 2008

i'm so guai ^^
completed homework in school before going home.
was at 3MD with qian hui. ---> keep forgeting i'm in 3DL
3DL

haha, i'm starting to detest the maths teacher, treating us as though we dont know anything and changing the way we should answer questions in the middle of teaching...

bio was fun today, had to watch a documentary on dwarfs which was really very interesting. (that kind of shows i like de)

i'm getting really confused over the 2 mr chias, physics and chemistry, both chia.

english was boring, this time i think my english will still die. english die, everything die... argh...

chinese? yang yan luh~ i still dont like the fact i need to bring dictionary to school, so big and heavy T_T cant help it, my chinese suxs when it comes to writing, dictionary is like a must.

today was just as cold, so we resulted to offing the fan, and one of the mr chia said, he easily feel hot so if we feeling cold, please bring a jacket.

test tomorrow, study le. yet again, i've got nothing to do!!!
ARGH so boring!

<|4:07 PM|>


Wednesday, January 02, 2008

the day started of average.
3DL, 4th floor, next to the last year's 3DL classroom.

2HM '06 gathering!
during flag raising, i sat all the way at the back cause i was along >_<
then a girl name jye ning came by and sat behind me. so we started talking (yea~ made new friends le).
walao la, mr mcdonagh was marking attendance and suddenly called my name. -_-" he still remembers me!!! bleah, since he remembers me, why doesnt he mark it off himself?
i'm number 13! =D

mr loh had a relatively long speech, which i have no idea what it was about, kept moving cause i was tired... dunno why, now 3BN, 3CR and 3DL will be seated upstairs during combined assembly and 3LY, 3MD and 3RP sits in our place.

so its back to class for interection with the teacher. jye ning sat beside me. ended up, she was register 14 which is my partner o_O
mr mcdonagh made us sit in register order!!! like rejoice? makes no difference, there isnt a lot to mix around. we have 34 or 35 people. of which 28 are girls? 1 was absent and 1 didnt have her name in the class list.
i ended up under the fan, cold wind was blowing through the window. i was pratically shivering... the teachers we had made things worst for today. i think i need a jacket tomorrow...

form teacher says lame things. choosing class commitee by picking a name from a pencil case ._. i dont have a roll lo~
during chem the atmosphere was so cold! i mean really silent la, only when the teacher walked out did we start talking. mr chia seemed to have memorised his speech...
our assistant form teacher is mr han weiding! waiting ar? zzz ~_~ shou bu liao la, write question on board and do on his own.
suddenly, left handers became common around here.

friday got test wor, chemistry test -_-"
today we had maths homework but completed in class le ^^
so now i am slacking!

YEA!
the time i spent after school was really... ~_~ retarded. some of us ended up helping the sjab people even though we were not part of it!

<|4:36 PM|>


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