so its a fact and i have to accept that my marks for that geography test is 18/25 until we return to school, whereby i hope to earn more marks? it seems to be terrible when my answers are all short and simple, end up cannot get full marks for that question...
end of year is coming and i do hope to do well, but to do well, i must really get on to my work. my hopes are on:
maths and science as usual...
least hopes on:
english and lit
die also must improve:
higher chinese, history, geography, lit...
art and homec should be fine to help pull up my average...
i have finally decided i will put 100% effort in the subjects to improve and 80% on maths and science. english is hopeless but i still giving it 60% effort -_-"
i shall not play maple until after exam. yay!
my goal at the end of this is to get top 5 in the class... which is quite hard unless...
so ya, have you made your sacrifices? =\
<|2:35 PM|>
T_T bloody hell, i want my science results... so need wait till next term!?!?
WALAO!!! always like that...
we got back our progress report and it's kind of terrible, but of course, i missed quite a few due to competition and only sort of came back for the test. missed the lessons, so self study?! unfair comparision okay...
subject: test 1, test 2, average(grade)
english: 60, VR, 60(B4)
HCL: 76, no test 2, 76(A1)
maths: 95, 100, 97.5(A1)
science: 71.1, 75, 73.1(A2)
geography: 70, no test 2, 70(A2)
history: 77.5, got test 2 but never include o.o, 77.5(A1)
overall average: 75.7
total:
3 A1
2 A2
1 B4
yuck, so what if get all A1 or all As? i'm still contented with what i got la w/e
tsk tsk... can pull up le lor, this time round, all those recent test could help pull up, EXCEPT HCL!!!
the only fun thing about today was the quiz thing that they were asking around. if you want to know the meaning behind the answers then tell me your answers first ^_^
you are in a jungle, what are the 2 animals you see?
you came across a river, would you go straight across and get wet or find an alternative route to stay dry?
then you walked towards a house, there is a table, is it round or square?
on the table there is a glass, what is it made of?
how many chairs was around the table?
there is 20 candles in the room, how many are lighted up?
after the house you walk to a pasture, and the sun was setting, what do you feel?
after the pasture you come across a lake, how many swans are there?
after that you come to a waterfall, rate the flow rate from 1-10...
besides the waterfall there is a staircase, on the top you shout something, what did you shout?
~the end~
1 dumb quiz, and it is really funny the answers...
hehe, i really want to hear some answers =)
<|6:36 PM|>
OMFG TODAY SUX!!!
*coughs*
bad day, bad day...
i wish something will happen, it doesnt happen; i wish something wont happen, it really happens...
chinese test.... oh my god it was terrible and i wished it was easy... the teacher came late and thought it was revision... then never give us full 1hour. so much crap was written and i completely didnt understand what i was writing.. rubbish for the questions from the second page onwards... so i only can 100% get 30 and above. dont expect much >_<
lit was done by my group, and i am really sorry i didnt help. and really, i hoped my group would not get chosen but argh...
no geog! means no paper to make me "rest in peace" so it takes another long time till i see my paper again.
19/20, 20/20 for the 2 maths test ^_^ great achievement and i shall work harder to be on par with bryan who got 20/20 for both test -_-" walao?
chinese oral was fine, only that my voice was shaky at the middle as i just could make it smooth talking. the topic for the convo was about the recent news on the 2 boys who made a prank report on a bomb in somewhere... i knew what i wanted to say, but the words could not come out right. oh sigh, i hope i did well as the teacher made it seem like it was very obvious i dont practise reciting chinese passages at home. =\
BOWLING!
so what if i was so enthu? would they even bother? i guess its just dumb. dava once again asked me to go train my muscles again. zzzz
so fine, after 1 whole month of not bowling, i managed to still bowl well! o_O 141, and...
204
yay! i finally beat my high score of 196 by getting a 204 and no one seemed happy about it, all i knew was coach was watching. and i was proud of the achievement, that matters most.
seriously, things never changed...
<|6:52 PM|>
i still dont believe i got 18/25 for the geog test on pollution. i just cant believe i got that kind of score... yule and ruishan got full marks lor! and ruishan and i start to believe the teacher got a mixup... oh well...
i'm very irritated by all the group projects leh... tsk tsk
u keep complaining about him complaining so much, and u called him a wimp. doesnt it make u one too?
<|7:34 PM|>
what was wrong of me to refuse to talk about the matter?
what was wrong of me to speak my thoughts?
what was wrong for my thoughts to seem bias?
aiya
why did i even bother?
that was because they are my friends!
either way... someone will feel insulted and wrongly accused...
so i went on what i felt about it, but i was not really involved, I WAS NOT PRESENT
so i made assumptions that certain things happen, based on reliability(coughs, history)
its some trust, trust between friends. i failed to feel the trust.
standing on both sides- headache and confusion
standing on either side- accused as being bias
standing on neither side, from my point of view- ?!?! also wrong and more problems start
2 matters, 3 different groups of people... 1 me.
i already tried not to make things worst, but sometimes... we have to know our limits
i'm human too
<|2:13 PM|>
ok fine, i am really going taiwan...
$1380 for the trip, does not include lunch and dinner leh!
i heard still got $100 subsidy, but i still feel the pinch...
-3.5 days wear school uniform
-20 nov to 26 nov
-afternoon flight at 2.30 on 20nov
-morning flight at 9.15 on 26 nov
-4.5hours flight
-4 star hotel at taipei
-5 star hotel at taizhong(?!)
uhhh... fine, it's very early to talk and plan for the trip...
like streaming havent even come, and november is like 3 months from now?
we will have all the time after streaming to plan =D
i promise i will buy presents ok? name it, i owe a lot of people presents... =x
i'm considered prepared for this friday's science test ^^ but next week's chinese test must start learning le.
counting down to first paper... 34 days? OMG!~
<|7:36 PM|>
today first lesson health check, sian... should have been during art instead of science can.
i need to revise for the science test on friday on transport in the human body and acids and alkaline...
so my eyesight and backbone is still perfect despite my bad habits and long hours on the computer. =)
my art work still looks like some kindergarten work, because of the crayons... mixed media... got crayons, colour pencils, maybe acrylic and others?
we had maths test and it was darn easy... i hope i didnt screw it though, i would be very pissed with myself, slacking away...
liming and i had an surprise history retest... then it was chapter 7, the exact same one the class did and he went through. base on my memory i got 15/20!!! 75% weee~ lucky got chance pull up my grades... but liming settled for a VR... =\
the rest of the day was BORING!!!
off to chiong hw? x_X
<|7:21 PM|>
so it was not 37/45, its 32/45... big diff... but still an A!
heh, lost like 6 marks due to careless, i mean i made dumb mistakes...
then my spa was like 7.5/10 which i feel is quite okay for screwing up...
today's geog test felt okay and i feel i can do well.
...
..
.
haix
i felt that it was my fault tianqing got disturbed by my neighbour and my friend. some things really cannot force people de... i dont agree $10 for those cookies are worth, i feel if it was $5 i would buy it. i rather make my own, cheaper and much nicer =\
she said she didnt want to accept so many orders, yet she forces tian qing to buy... contradictor? well, the best way now is i will NOT help her carry the cookies home...
yea? a test of friendship hmmm...
<|7:43 PM|>
omg, cchms was such a failureexpected
yea, out of 11 prizes and 70~ teams, we won nothing, 0/8 teams won..
so it was slacking time and i was wondering about on my own...
there was also some chance to play audition, but i was suppose to study geog
which i would study later
goodness, i considering the pile of homework, but apparantly, the boys want to hand in only on monday, which is good ba.
hope i do well for this test, all hopes to pulling up my grades...
<|7:23 PM|>
some unknown force is making me want to study...
jkjk...
bleah, i kinda screwed up a bit this week...
but i say i'm in for surprises... o.o
ok, i still failed to improve on my 2.4 run, but mr sequira gave me pass =D
so its a 22points bronze
still, i got to find out and fix the prob...
had loads of fun at the singapore science centre aka SSC, not ssc again... feel quite relax now, and it also made me forget about my tests...
10/20 for that thrashy geog test which i wrote crap. its nonsense leh... luckily i didnt make it big as there was only 1 failure. phew~
i'm a little tired though, stayed up till 12am to finish maths, then i woke up at 5am this morning to memorise my script. and now, i cant really remember much of it -_-" mainly because i removed the description of the results, leaving only the discussion...
heh, the judges asked a weird question like how to increase the max limit of the nitrate test... >_< what kind of question is that, we were all stuck and he said something like dilute something... ?!? dont understand...
i shall bring my geog along to study for friday's test during the time we are there. dunno how many hours, it can become boring if we have to stay at our booth most of the time.
=) i feel like i found a lucky star?
<|8:52 PM|>
>_< i will survive a week filled with tests!
and tomorrow... i hope i can run...
wednesday, thursday, friday, all got test leh!
then tomorrow i going science centre set up the booth, i hope it wont be very cold... leave after a short lunch break... aww man, no time to catch up with my homework...
first piority homework: maths wb, chp 9, 10, 13, 14...
*takes deep breath*
and i need hand in on wednesday or thursday at the latest...
then its to study for geog test and maths test, so i should start chionging now!
wish myself luck!~
off for chionging!
<|6:10 PM|>
i recieved this email:
Hi all,
sorry for the late notice. Attached are the details for the biotech fair. Mrs Tan is sick, not sure if she will be able to join us next week, so I am doing a one man show, badly need your cooperation. I will be asking for all of you to meet me on Monday after flag-raising. Bring your thumbdrive with all project work materials on Monday (already have your report so only the rest like powerpoint, photos etc)
These are the things that need to be completed before the actual competition (Group leaders, pls help to coordinate):
1) poster - about 4 slides with school & members' name ,abstract, brief details about how the experiment was carried out, survey result (if any), results/findings, conclusion. (can just copy and paste from your presentation slides. (I need it if possible by Sunday, 12 August, so I can edict for print on Monday, 1 poster takes 45mins - 1hr for print!!!)
2) prepare for a 8 mins presentation + 2min Q & A- can be powerpoint presentation (must let me know if you are bringing your laptop or I have to bring mine)or just use the poster.
3) prepare any materials for display - if need materials from life-sc lab, must write down and tell me on Monday.
Schedule:
14/8 (Tue) - setting up booth: leave school at 1345 (release from class for lunch at 1315), back in school about 1730 (no need the whole group)
15/8(Wed) - competition day: leave school about 0800, back in school about 1700hrs (all to be present)
16/8(Thu) - prize presentation: leave school about 0800, back in school about 1800hrs (all to be present)
17/8 (Fri) - open to public: leave school about 1315 (release from class for lunch at 1245), back in school about 1800hrs (no need the whole group)
Note: you can split the group so some will set up on Tue and the rest will remove the materials on Fri, but must let me know who is going when so I can write excuse slips.
If any of you is a vegetarian or have other special food requirement, let me know so I can inform the organiser.
Two way transport will be provided on all four days.
Any problem, I can be contacted at this email or Hp no.:90103132 (sms preferred)
Regards,
Ms Teo Choon Mei
so its set, i will be in a mess this week? x_X
like who is doing the work? the poster things... UHHH! i dont know!!! lets just hope everything will be fine =x
<|10:38 AM|>
see la, i knew this kind of thing will happen...
the more i dont want to run, the better i run...
56... oh i so dont believe it...
somehow the atmosphere today was fun!
i reached the beach at around 7.40 as there was an unknown jam along that turning (says 97.2fm). that made me a bit unsure... yea, but suprisingly i was not considered late ^^
tian qing told me i was not considered late yet la, but i a bit dai dai de, so never really respond. paiseh, i was lost in my own world... hem hem
the sec 2s had war, by throwing the seed of the tree around. i got hit by it a few times... earlier on, 2hm were throwing paper aeroplanes, grass rings and grass clumps around... messy and noisy. then they were teasing bryan xD
for once, i was invited to some part class outing. girls and boys, cool? to watch rush hour 3 on friday, but then i need to do art with my groupmates... a next term then need present de project, which i would just use my sis de... so i really not sure.
ate lunch with ruishan, tingxin, liming, cherie and yule. i spend $8 and i really cannot eat finish after laughing so much... all because of tingxin la, i should not have sat opposite her... $36.90 for 6 people. cheap hor?
besides, we all spent some money to by rings at parkway, and i took 2! hehe... expected to see more people i know, especially those i heard wanted to go parkway, but i didnt see leh!
<|3:39 PM|>
i'm such a failure, i really am...
the more hopeful i am, the more pathetic the results will be...
i should start working things from the other side. maybe things would be better...
this is like a real painful experience that i feel like reconsidering anything related to running distances. inclusive of tomorrow's crosscounty.
this time it was worse... first round, it was quite normal just for a while, until my heart started to feel pain, but i didnt want to give up lor since i managed 8+mins instead of 10+mins. so i went the second round. bad choice, again it was a bad choice... end up i wasted my time. couldnt take it as the back gate there... was all giddy, and i wanted to cry la, so i was squatting there hoping i would feel better. wasted like 1-2mins???
that resulted in a 19+mins run. screw myself, why must this always happen. first the 1 second... now this crap.
forget it, maybe i should change my mind...
<|4:32 PM|>
2.4 retest for me tomorrow... i dont really want to run but i must get at least a D... C is better la!
... not like i have a choice
today's assembly was boring but the talk during interection period was funny. there was the part of the right thumb over left thumb or the other way round... rather accurate personality analysis.
so mine is right over left:
-mainly the ones that bully people
-born leader
the ones with left over right:
-victims of bully
-compassionate and will do things without having to be asked
^^ what great analysis it is... does anyone agree with me? do i really bully people? >_<"
<|5:26 PM|>
18/35...
1st for SMO in the sec2s in cchms?!?!
and it was the highest score?!?!
HEH!
so i was just freaking out when i saw the results...
coughs...
the yellow paper first caught my attention. on top i saw:
team score: 53
rank: 10 out of 109
kon wen yu 1jt
clarence low wei min 2fg
joan ng pin yuan 2hm
...
...
...
i was kinda shock at first. so i looked at the white paper at the side. i saw my name at the second place, then i also had the same score as the sec1 boy.
i'm amazed by myself... and i also got a silver from SMO! a silver!
SILVER!
yea and it just made me require to represent the school and go NUS on 8th september to receive the prize or something. hmm...
-_-" yea right, i dont really know what the teacher expects us to do. but very soon the teacher will come find me to remind me the details.
grats myself! =D
<|9:48 PM|>
so yea... did my 5 items today. this is the results:
sit up-22 (d) >_< cannot cheat
standing broad jump- 191 (a) ^^
sit and reach-58 (a) ^^
incline pull-up- 20 (a) ^^
shuttle run- 11.6 (b) =\
2.4- 18.21min (fail) wth... T_T
conclusion= 21points no medal.
>_< if mr sequira allow me pass, then is 22 points bronze. not as sad as last year's 25 points bronze. but still sad
there is always next year
yea thats really comforting... and i mean it...
so i asked yf to force me to run a complete 1 round. then i brisk walk a bit, and jog a while, brisk walk again. then sprint back...
I WISH!
but surely, i can make it. just a lot of pushing and motivation.
i run shuttle run until dunno what happen to my right ankle. my back also stretch dao, then suddenly sit and reach so easy... cant feel any pain. i cheated a bit though... for stupid reasons.
cannot cheat for sit ups but uhhh... i only die at speed, who ask me force at the front... but still...
can i really make it?
<|8:06 PM|>
i really hate today...
ting xie was still fine, everything was. until geog...
the stupid geog test... i was like getting a bad headache and i just could not think straight. i studied air pollution. i know the facts, but i just could not recall anything. so i 100% fail this geog test.
detention here i come
i mean if i really can pass, then my crap could actually help me score? screw up... i could not stand it and i cried immediately after handing in the paper.
i was fine until zh kept insisting fail le fail le... then i cried again. geog is one of the subjects i like a lot, and i actually could do badly for it... T_T
i was trying to calm down. but mr khoo had to make me cry again. of all things, he asked me for fomula of cylinder. dammit la, i still could not think straight so i said dunno. and mr khoo went. dunno? with the disappointed look. i know what it is, i knew it since primary school. and now? T_T this time i cried even more terribly...
let me have some peace, at least some peace...
2.4 run... i really was in no mood to run. as long as i pass, i would not run again. number 44 and yea, i did my best. but i kept choking on my phlegm... till 1 point i actually could not breathe because of it. everytime also like that. run only get phlegm. haix, i'm weak la... but i was hopeful, until i saw the timings...
18:21... the moment i saw it, i felt.
NOOO~ tell me i didnt fail by 1 sec... such things are more painful... and all the bowlers were feeling happy that they passed. some were sad that they did not get their A. like wth... most told me retest then retest lor! so discouraging... i really felt like crying at that moment...
1 sec to pass... 1 sec... please let me pass...
then they told me zhen yu likes 4 girls. shirlyn, tze yeng, sherri and me. ?!?! and they want us to agitate him until he burst blood vessel. find a real guy and act like very close... UHHHH!
i never felt so depressed in ages though....
<|5:35 PM|>
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