*The future awaits us~*

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

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must i do that?
dunno, but i really not in the mood of getting any more homework,
ESPECIALLY LIT HOMEWORK.
ARGH, dava really expects too much from us. all bowlers will understand...
today was exceptional, first i come into ssc, the sercurity guard stop me and tell me non-members cannot come in. -_-" walao... must be new la, dunno this kind of things...
next, the coaches are never on time!!! late de lor! always... dava is even earlier than them.
dava is so not happy with our scores... so what? we did our best and we aint complaining as much as he is! nvm, but his holiday assignment for sara and me was totally riduculous.
he is not our english teacher, or lit teacher. and why should we do his work? themes: dysfuntional family, blah, blah... write some essay-like thing, by 3rd week of holiday. !!! this is so not helping me, it will just make me hate lit more!
sian...
friday, going back to school after bowling. eee~ but still, i have plans for something not so important. =X

<|1:03 PM|>

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

the school portal is buggy... why got 2 maths subjects and how could i rank 455 when there is only 432 students. so wrong... then also yule and i got only 7/8(hcl/cl)SP for course selection... i bet everyone else also the same! LOL~

SMO was srewed, i can only be sure of getting at least 11/35 correct? 5 careless mistakes already! sian la, some random answers like 2007. i somehow found some familiar questions... sigh, yet i didnt know how to do 1 or 2 of them. heres a question for you guys, lets see if you know how to do it:

1)Find the smallest positive integer N such that N(N+1)(N+2) is divisible by 247.

2)Find the largest integer N such that both N+496 and N+224 are perfect squares.

>_<

<|5:17 PM|>

Monday, May 28, 2007

^^ weeee~ iceskating is fun~
but the $14.70 for the unlimited time was a bit costly har...
2nd time iceskating and i can sort of skate backwards and spin a little. o_o
eeee~ my feet so small lor... the skates were small compared to yule's one.
i'm such a lousy teacher since i was not taught how to skate but i could do it NATURALLY. but of course, i am a good support as i rarely fall. and again, i DIDNT fall... yule fell dunno how many million times, seriously i cannot remember... its just too many times. she kept insisting to support the wall then in the end keep "hugging" the wall. bang, bang, bang, her whole right arm ended up all bruised. -_-" how can like that...
the cold air blowing into my face, how carefree...
dillian's brother came too and somehow, they started having a ice war and i got hit by accident. >_<
her brother thought i in dance lor... o_O i really got that look meh? i thought i have the rough, tomboyish image that makes me never graceful? but still... its a compliment. -_-"
even with the fun, there comes the pain. SORE FEET! as usual... haix, luckily i not going bowling tomorrow.
SMO TOMORROW! shit, never go revise finish.. later at night i chiong. tomorrow 7am i wake up, 8.20am i leave home. reach by 8.45~8.55, go stare at fish but not feed, then go innosphere 4th floor. hmmm, good plan. i dont wanna wear full uniform but since competition so i will. haix~

<|6:03 PM|>

Sunday, May 27, 2007

wahahaha, in such a good mood! =D despite the nightmare? i dont know why, but in that nightmare, i could only remember the part where i got shot in the heart from behind and i woke up feeling pain in the heart. o_O strange...
today is 27th may! tian qing's birthday! he drew a cake for himself and it looks horrible to me. 1 big candle=10 years old. he is 15th for goodness sake!

*sensored*

=D tomorrow going iceskating. the day after is SMO. then 30th may got bowling. 1st june also got bowling... first week of holiday is freakish packed, the other weeks are SLACK!
damn, need to go revise for smo le. then i finish up all my homework by the end of this week... hmmm, can de la. ^_^

<|6:40 PM|>

Friday, May 25, 2007

6th position in class!!! 85th in the level!!! ^_^ OMG I SO HAPPY!!! but still, the thing that makes me mad is that bryan got 1st in class and level! WALAO LA! haix... man, i need to buck up and move up the rank by another 2 positions! zzz

ok i was bored and decided to loot a quiz off someone's blog. lalala~

*You're supposed to get below 30 points in total to be considered a GOOD kid; anything OVER & your BAD. *

[ ] smoked

[ ] drink alcohol

[ ] slept with someone of the opposite sex

[ ] slept with someone of the same sex

[ ] gotten into any fights

[ ] kissed someone of the opposite sex (sadly i cant rmb kissing anyone)

[ ] kissed someone of the same sex

[x] had someone in your room of the opposite sex

[x] scold vulgarities

[ ] bought porn

[ ] taken drugs

[ ] hate going to the doctors

[x]lied to your parents

[x] lied to a friend

[ ] sneak out of the house

[ ] done something illegal

[x] cut yourself (paper cut lmao)

[x] hurt someone (i violent mah)

[x] wished someone to die

[ ]seen someone die

[ ] missed curfew

[ ] stayed out all night

[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself

[ ] been to a therapist

[ ] been to rehab

[ ] dyed your hair

[ ] received a ticket

[ ] been in a wreck

[ ] been to a club

[ ] been to a bar

[ ] been to a wild party

[ ] seen the Mardi Gras

[ ] had a fight

[ ] had a spring break in Florida

[x] sniffed anything (stupid bloodworms)

[ ] wore black nail polish before

[ ] worn wrist bands

[ ] wore t-shirts with band names

[ ] wore black eyeliner

[ ] own a 50 cent CD

[ ] hugged someone of the opposite sex (i dont rmb hugging anyone either)

[ ] hugged someone of the same sex

[x] gone out with someone of the opposite sex (uh...)

[x] gone out with someone of the same sex (friends)

[x] stole something

[ ] been too drunk to remember anything

[ ] blacked out

[ ] fainted

[ ] had a crush on your neighbour

[ ] had someone else snuck into your room

[ ] snuck into someone else's room

[ ] had a crush on someone of the same sex

[x] had gone and watched movies with friends

[ ] dry humped someone

[x] been called a slut (that siying!!)

[ ] called someone a slut

[ ] installed speakers in your car

[ ] broke a mirror

[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house

[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

[ ] consider Mac,Dr Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper

[ ] seen an R rated movie

[x] going out with friends to the mall

[ ]skipped school

[ ] had an eating disorder

[x] had hurt yourself

[ ] gone to court

[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying

[x] caught something on fire (lab accident^^)

[x]lied about your age

[ ] owned an apartment

[ ] cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] cheated with someone

[ ] got in trouble with the police

[x] talked to a stranger

[ ] hugged a stranger

[ ] kissed a stranger

[x] rode in the car with a stranger (taxi lmao)

[x] been sexually harassed

[x] been verbally harassed

[x] met face to face with someone you met online (tianqing, ryan, joel ng all considered eh?)

[x] stayed online for 12 hours straight (mapling!)

[ ] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours

[ ] watched TV for 12 hours straight

[x] been to a fair

[ ] been called a bad influence

[x] been cursed (vulgaritied)

[ ]prank called someone

[ ] laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex

[x] cheated on a test

[x] cheated on homework

[ ] held hands with someone of the same sex

[x] wants to be dead

[x] cuts yourself (same qn?)

[x] hate yourself

[ ] had a crush on someone 10 years older than you

[ ] had a crush on someone younger than you

[ ] worn eyeliner

[ ] worn contact lens

[ ] laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

*GRAND TOTAL: 31!*
WHAT! i was nearly GOOD, but for now, i am BAD! =D

<|8:51 PM|>

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i'm feeling so much better now! ^_^
the fishes are saved! thanks to the saviour tian qing =D LOL!~
he agreed to feed the fishes during the holiday, that kind of saved our trouble having to bring the fish home and everywhere... just hope they wont lock up the tissue culture lab or else the fishes will die.
hope so...
managed to get some _______ time... ~_~ if you get what i am talking about... it was really funny lor. fish food, how long can they last? are those bloodworms for our fish??? =X i really dont know! all i know was those bloodworms dont look like worms to me. no blood, they are dried(when the bottle said "FRESH"), so flakey that they dont look like worms. o.o all i know was they STINK! i could smell it from a distance. when up close, you can cough, just like what happened to tian qing...
urgh, i was a bit hyper and forgetful. left my cookies in the pocket and i forgot it. ended up getting it crushed up that i could feel it in my pocket. xD
its been ages since the last time i was so happy that i felt like jumping around x_X its cool alright, i bet its gonna stay in my memory for quite a while...

<|6:52 PM|>

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

>_< whats with me???
the remorse for spoiling simple friendships... yea, sometimes i dont even know what went wrong.
i cant figure out what to say to those people... >_>
i also feel some friendships that are not close can crumble anything. the base was weak... -_-"
urgh...
today was BAD, complete waste of time. i could have done more useful things. right, even when we were in class, the teachers did not come.
gambling- hopeless freaks, those boys... 1 word, CHILDISH! pulling off people's shirt, that is NOT funny at all! grow up.

maple hates me, cant get to play it. IT CRASHED ON ME! looks like i only got me to survive on since most of the outings or activities i am not included or even told. yea, whatever...

<|9:56 PM|>

Sunday, May 20, 2007

i remember ~~17/01/07~~20/01/07. yes, the audition battle groove...
i do remember clara asking me if i recognise some guy. then i said yes, he looks like from my art class... did clara say he was from cchms too? i cant remember... but i felt i must have recalled wrongly and he was not from my art class... as it seems like he is from cchms
TODAY, i was going to the lift, met THAT same guy at the lift... -_-" i was thinking i must dreaming... i was not wrong, he is sec 3(goes to the sec 3 class which is next door only), same height(...dunno la, he is short =X), aiya, it was splitting resemblance to that day and the guy in cchms. so i felt i was not wrong at all... it was true...

yesterday i was playing with my audition buddy that is from my school. he asked me to add his email. when he told me, he said it was no joke... ______@Hellokitty.com i blanked the front part to avoid people spamming his email. i good girl okay. x_X hellokitty... uh, really got such thing lor! MrMeep is from 4HM and NCC. his name is jun wei. hmm... oh please, not more ncc people. WEIRD~ sometimes things can get more coincidental.

~~i'm getting over the incident~~

<|9:42 PM|>

Friday, May 18, 2007

got back my SA1 results, rather comforting...
english-57.3(C5)
hcl-69.7(B3)
maths-82.8(A1)
science-89.4(A1)
geography-72.1(A2)
history-63.8(B4)
literature-58.3(C5)
D&T-80.7(A1)
art-79.2(A1)
AVG-72.6(A2)
^_^ OMG SO NICE LA~ really satisfied though i have 2Bs and 2Cs... my hcl improved, but it made me angry as i nearly got my 6th A... 0.3 marks... walao la! i even got back my oral marks: 11/24 ~_~ BRILLIANT LA! i know its my fault... but it happens most of the time. a fail for oral was expected, with those loads of prompts that i cant even remember how many there was...

today got spot check then i got caught for long finger nails. yesterday wanted to cut but was thinking got bowling today so i cut after bowling... -_-" really short nails hurt my finger >_< sigh, but whatever la...
had the ipw presentation today. anping was absent again... >_> walao lor... really can kill myself with all those misreading, it felt very much like oral, first few paragraphs were fine, then i start saying the words that is not the exact one on the paper. like 16may i dont know why i went 19may. -_-" hope i did well.
slacked a while with yilin, did not want to go bowling so soon, but also dont want to go late. i was really in the mood of stopping to have a look at someone... i went for training after clearing up our mess. at least i missed the drills and managed to play 3 games... =X
~~hoping for the best for you...~~

<|6:22 PM|>

Thursday, May 17, 2007

uh, finally blogger is FINE~
i never had a chance to get back my geography... but i compared with the correct answers of my classmates, i got about 51/52 depending... i still cant believe i got higher than junrui... -_-" remember the fact i was baking cookies and junrui was looting the whole afternoon? so weird... ok so it was almost what i predicted. SO close...
results... sometimes i cant help but to blame myself for the average results, but still, i will always remember the one that failed all subject... tian qing... -_-" how pro can he get. sec 3 le leh... looks like he might end being retained... OK, there is some complications here... but still i shall wish him luck in NOT having to be retained... x_X
man, project work presentation to complete when i dont know the heck i am supposed to do...
looks like i got to skip bowling tomorrow somehow... my back kind of got hurt during training yesterday and the presentation is tomorrow afternoon...
sigh... things are getting complicated these days...

<|8:49 PM|>

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

39/50 for maths paper 2, totally dumb of me for 7 marks of carelessness...
42/75 for literature, i cant be bothered to care about how insensible they were while getting 50+. =X
29/50 for history. that 3+4+9+13=28 crap by the teacher. i knew it would be worst than junrui...
-_-" tell me about the "so lan ar" parts... so helpful you know!
mid year is never good... i guess, the trial stream for mid year results will send me off to 8sp. geography wont be any better... >_<

~~i feel i am slowly letting go...~~

<|6:41 PM|>

Sunday, May 13, 2007

uh... what a long weekend.
i went for that wedding last night... -_-" the wedding of mark and silvia, aka mr and mrs yeo. then i was like... o_O so coincidental eh?
had a hair cut for the occasion... now it looks something like jilyn's de? right. heels, skirt and a blouse, a little mismatched leh.
i still rmb my maple bro saying something about "tomorrow you attend someone's wedding, the next wedding will be yours..." somehow... not quite possible eh?
cant really remember much, just the part where there was 10 dishes on the menu? 10 DISHES!
1)cold platter
2)shark fin
3)sweet and sour pork
4)fish
5)sesame chicken
6)prawns with peas
7)brocolli and mushroom
8)seafood fried rice
9)honeydew sago dessert
10)jasmine tea
right, it ended at 11pm and i was freaking BORED! stoning for 3 whole hours...

ah yes, today i didnt want to go for art class, wanted to slack at home and maple! ^^ played almost 10hours up to now... almost half of it was with jr pqing... i am still crapping around =\
let me be serious and start revising for SMO!!!

<|7:19 PM|>

Thursday, May 10, 2007

oh yea, i got 77/100 for dnt SA1 i think i remembered it that way... and full marks for the wire man thing for art. =D

<|1:48 PM|>

that damn blogger... where is that middle finger pen to poke this stupid blogger!
i dont want to predict my marks, now after getting the marks i expected.
29/50 for compre, 49/50 for maths (that idiotic mistake while not reading the question properly)
when will i learn?
oh well, i will still predict xD
lit->39.5/75 (i wishing very hard)
maths paper 2- 43/50 (if below 30 i will strangle myself)
science- 90/100 (that will make up for my low marks for other subjects)
history- 35/50 (i suppose i will get lesser than i expect)
geography- 53/80 (did i mention that i screwed it?)

let me shut up and not be so excited getting higher than junrui, cause i am sure he is going to get better than me for : lit, history and geog. somehow i think so... -_-"

<|1:33 PM|>

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

its still screwed for goodness sake. -_-"
i'm a screwed person who cant control my own feelings and affected my mental state during the final paper-the subject that i like the second most, geography.
T_T can cry la! why did i do that!!! WHY! >_< stupid me... firstly, i nvr got any sleep last night. i was recalling geography lying in bed, then stare into space so long until 12+... then i turned around in my bed, still not able to get to sleep. walked around the house, listened to my music-some depressing love songs -_-, listen until no more battery. then tried to sleep again, still cannot. 5am, i got out of bed and started memorising land supply. right... bad for the mind...
i did geography, slowly and my mind was kind of not at the paper. section B, question 1... please tell me i am an idiot to actually lose 7 marks just like that. i stoned there for 10+mins and nothing was getting to me. i completely did not read the question properly, can go die? yes... i am a complete idiot, tell me that. nvm, what is done is done...
i am rather not in the mood for anything, even 54/90 for hcl paper 1 and 86.5 for hcl paper 2 never really cheered me up. what makes things worst is that i was once again forgotten. yes, i could have done meaner things, somehow you actually found it funny and was smiling away. just because i am not there, i am forgotten. its like, once again, you complain that we always ditch you, but you actually ditch us for someone else. i have no want to join a group that i dont belong, in the first place, i aint a group person. 2 people is boring and rather scary. 3 people is just nice. 4 is a crowd and i hate it.
to me, its just not nice. it hurts me to not be able to say hi or even smile that guy even though he is near me. it so disturbs me, and i MUST control la.
the birthday celebration was fine, but i was wondering why there was an extra packet of cookies. i still dont like 9may. after what happened today, i need to relax, cool down and not think so much.
hoping to score 49/50 for maths paper 1, so that i can pull up the low score of paper 2. another screw up wont do me good...

<|3:57 PM|>

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

screwed, all screwed...

<|12:14 PM|>

blogger=still screwed
oh man, it sucks very badly...
i screwed up today, 3rd paper i screwed up? and that was for studying geog yesterday in a very noisy air con room. it was a small room, quite a weird air con... VERY NOISY LA! "grmm~ chuck~ shhhhssss~ eee~ GRMMMM~" non stop for that 2 hours... urgh >_<
dang, last paper and i am so not prepared.
i meant prepared to get back my hcl papers... T_T I SCARED I SEE LIAO WILL CRY!~
and it seems like i wont get to attend history debrief? uhhh... not sure yet.
*munching nesi lemak* LOL
haha, 1 more fish died and i made it have a horrible funeral by squeezing its stomach... until it was empty and erm... it stinks! very strong fish market smell... evil~
ha, i hope got no more dying fish... -_-"

<|11:40 AM|>

Monday, May 07, 2007

uhh... blogger rather screwed today =\
science was easy, but i was checking carefully as i was scared i end up getting 56/100 like last year mid year. 10 marks worth of questions that i am not sure, 90 marks worth of questions i truely understood, and will be able to score unless for careless. ~_~ i shall not be too sure of it... so i should make the possible score to be ~80... i did questions 2,3,4,5 for section C as they were easier than question 1... my concept a bit screwed... oh well...
was planning to go home and leave the project work to the group, then those 3 of them, very happy happy, run off when i was packing my things... SO NICE HOR! -_-"
heck la, so i went to the tissue culture room.
2 fishes died!!! AHHH! reason: natural death, most likely due to too much stress or some "new tank syndrome"? apparently 1 fish since friday? i think so...
so fun to play with the dead fish. tomorrow i bring a stick to poke the fish bah, seems fun... =x
had some "sweet" apple ice blend. nice to drink ^^ especially on such a hot day =D
kk, i better start finishing my maths wb, and start and finish geography today. then tomorrow i can do baking the whole day!~ wahahaha~
i shall have some music plugged in my ear while downloading =x my second hand mp3 -_-"

<|12:44 PM|>

Friday, May 04, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!~
die la, i seriously die le... >_< both lit and oral also die le... T_T
i hope at least can pass lit and i am sure i can since last time i write lesser also can pass... wa seh, everyone write so much la... but still, the handwriting makes a lot of difference. >_<
oral was disasterous, i was like shivering cause very cold, then i dont know why i ate so many of the words and added a lot of words... the passage was really badly read by me. almost every sentance also got error or get tongue tied and blabber something i cannot remember. the picture discussion i totally stuck la... she prompt me 6 times, i didnt answer 1 of the questions. -_-" how terrible is that. whenever she asked me a question, i seem to give 1 sentance answers, only once i elaborated a bit... shit can?
haix... very worried... the last 3 papers are like no big deal... ever ready for it ~_~

ha, i am going to spend some time doing my pw, every day go school i got to record ammonia and nitrate level of the 3 filters. meh, every time do 1 i will need to wash the container.
hmmm... dont know la, 9th may is like damn soon... >_< tomorrow i shall try the muffins and start searching for the recipe to make the cookies.

focus my friends, just a few more days. =

<|8:06 PM|>

Thursday, May 03, 2007

%#*&#%^$
shit! i think i screwed a bit of history...
i screwed 1 question for maths... i hope no other question was wrong. >_< it was "if 15 soldiers left..." i read it as "if 15 soldiers were left..." !!!! 2 different answers... at least method marks i think can get =\ argh...
i never knew the wall was that rough, my finger accidentally hit the wall and my finger started to bleed! uh...
i hope my literature tomorrow will be fine. i hope i wont get nervous during oral...
someone seems troubled over love... so distracting la. though i never felt the TRUE one. not those "you love me so i also love you" kind of crap...
arh well, not like i will get to enjoy it any sooner, i still cannot forget my total screw up last year...
still, always look at the bright side of life =D
i dont know how long it will take, but i will still wait.

<|3:36 PM|>

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

prepare green tea for me! i just hope i dont screw up my maths la. i suppose green tea can wake me up and make sure my brain wont suddenly shut down. if it does, then dooms day for me. i would hope i score the highest for maths la... or at least when i compare with my friends =\
that 18/20 recent maths test showed that i CAN do it!
tomorrow history lor... 9/10 for the recent history test on judgement question. urgh i hope i can do well tomorrow. but i am still a bit confused with the huge chunk of information... pray...
ha... 1 sentence of concern and i will be happy!
lame: my fishy just died! RIP FISHY! =X
right and i have not started looking for the freaking recipe for the muffins and cookies~ uh no... 9th may... i starting to dislike it... >_<

<|6:36 PM|>

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

happy mugging/looting/whatever my friends!! -_-"
bad news is i am far from it... its like 40% complete only... <-- sounds so much like downloading so my way of studying is downloading? x_X
i need some reminder that the next paper is thursday...

<|8:46 PM|>