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Monday, February 26, 2007

lawls... thinking of the word lawl makes me want to laugh. been having an overdose of laughter recently. wahahahaha ^_^
today, i screwed my maths test once again... 100% below 15/20 T_T maths aint my best subject now, confusion... haix. i HAVE to buck up for common test next week, then i can go on a peaceful camp. maybe i could relax then, doing the things i enjoy but never got much chance to do so.
my class was discussing about the assembly programme. we are going to be doing on INTEGRITY. wooo... somehow i did not want to do anything backstage. i decided to volunteer to be the actor. xD i do love to act, but no i dont have the chance once again. after all, how hard can it get?
long day tomorrow in school. i wonder about the water pump for IPW. hmmm... how come i cannot remember that there is a aquarium shop near our school!!! so weird... =\

<|8:50 PM|>

Friday, February 23, 2007

long time since i posted. totally boring birthday. 2 presents and about 10 people that wished me happy birthday on the day itself. love 2hm for the half half party eh? i still remember...
1)shalin (12midnight sms...)
2)christy (sms/tagboard i cant remember)
3)joseline (early morning on msn)
4)yu le (sms)
5)jilyn (sms)
6)andrea (she welcomed me to the world of 14s lol)
7)mei xuan (slightly delayed cause of her malaysia trip)
8)ason (the darling arsonist only remembered when i asked for his birthday)
9)alicia (continued to wish me even on wednesday morning)
10)??? cannot remember leh...
but well, my birthday often falls on weekends, which are very sickening...

i was part right about the bad feeling i had for the camp. argh, not a single close friend with me, whats more, i feel that it will be good to make new friends, maybe or so... i feel like hitting the wall or something.
group 11... so wrong(?!) bunk is G3, with half of 2hm girls =) no joseline to suddenly hug yu le and me in the middle of the night, heng la =X
today is very terrifying, but i felt i was a little on the lucky side. during history, we had to design a poster to "recruit people", then they got one point under the benifits: free condom + girl (or something) then we kept laughing, attracted a lot of the boys, lawl.
a girl calling me joanie - still okay... can ignore
a boy calling me joanie - er xin... sounds so... wrong. like dearie sounds like joanie >_<
~~sigh, ignoring feels better, i wish to make it seem like i never saw that person, even though i did. i wish i can look like i dont worry. how i wish it stayed the same from the start...~~

<|3:47 PM|>

Thursday, February 15, 2007

=D haha first about yesterday.
met my distant aunt and her parents-in-law. france people... bonjour >_< french style bbq! WAY better then the last bbq i had. i mean it. next time ar, must half cook the food first, then go for bbq, if not food half cook de... good food without going to high class place to eat. =) but so heaty i got sore throat after that.
today,
ipp cum EE, food rationing and febuary birthday celebration. how interesting things can get?
hot + hot + hungry + suprise which i already found out from the start. i part of welfare leh, how can i not know what you all are doing for the birthdays? silly, i love to ruin the fun ^^ and i got a worst sore throat thanks to the super sweet chocolate cake... >_< but i really appreciate lor. =) pity the boys dont care, what is 2hm without the boys? i wonder.
i still hope someone goes out with me either tomorrow, next tuesday or wednesday. but i doubt so, i will be a sad person who failed to enjoy herself fully. awww... i dare not ask sia...

<|4:37 PM|>

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

product of remainder = remainder of product (??) ~_~ chimology...
argh... maths olympiad training is making me all confused. sec 2 very dui lian cause sec 1 know so many things and we DONT! argh... so chim i think so long also cannot understand. chuck aside the maths la, i am screwing my sec 2 maths by learning 2 different maths topics on the same day... crap
today's charisma lesson, suddenly everyone seem more energized. maybe cause the topic is about crush vs love, puppy love and first love. man... i learned it through somethings my expert consultant said. as in i just gave the very 'highly' experience person that name. he told me many valuable information. thanks han wei ^^
ha, enough of all that... i better buck up in my studies la, or i am going to do badly in the tests. up next is history on thursday and i dont know what the chapter is about... oh well.
i am attending a bbq tomorrow, for my distant aunt who is coming back from overseas after some further studies tomorrow. and i have never seen her before ._.
leaving home at 6.30am tomorrow. argh...

<|9:15 PM|>

Sunday, February 11, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!=D
haha, she is always 1 week older than me... oh well, 1 more week to my birthday and finally i got a day i can go out with my friends! BUT, who will be with me? who will be the one to spend a belated birthday with me? i really wonder...

<|6:19 PM|>

Friday, February 09, 2007

i stayed in school till 3.15pm to finish my homework before going for my dental. ha... just 2 hours and loads of things can happen. =yea... went back to class with dillian after lunch. then she went to find mr ahmad to learn some drawing skills or something. then yun fan was trying to be funny in the classroom. then some of the boys came back from playing soccer and i think they went for cca. i was happily doing my maths, it seems so easy, i did not get stuck lor... then suddenly, ryan lee and his friend came to my class. for the moment, it was like they scared of me or something, or maybe never expect me to be there, they were about to walk in then suddenly step out but came back in again. then i stare lor, his friend said "hi girl, can we change in the class?" or something, but i dao them... i dont give a damn la, want change then change lor, no one stopping you, just that would you do so? doubt so. i stared at them and he was like "what?" dots... ncc change shirt in open why cannot do so with a girl around, but not looking at them. i aint like some people who love to look at some guy's body.
dillian came back and did her maths. some noisy people kept walking past the classroom, disturbing me. then i go close the door. the 3 ncc boys of 2hm changed in the classroom, not sure what they did la, who cares...
everyone left one by one and i finally finished my maths! so i packed up and left. slowly strolled out of school. see the last year sec 4, saw ncc de people, sjab, girl guides. haha, sylvia waved at me. =) i also saw the bowling bus and how freddy stared out of the window...
better buck up guys, time goes by real fast, my last birthday felt like only 1 month ago... now its 1 week more. i wonder who will be the first to wish my happy birthday. i expect no presents k...

<|5:58 PM|>

Thursday, February 08, 2007

ha, my brilliant ideas will be going to waste soon. all because i am not daring enough... oh well, enough of it.
today i had 5hours of science!!! OMG THAT IS MAD! but i like it! XD 2 hours of life science, 2 hours of physics in the lab, 1 hour of watching movie for movie review and 1 hour++ for project work (science again duh..) it is so nice la, so slack so exciting.
i love to play with the pippette(?) and i of course enjoyed the air con during life science. it was fun to shake the glass balls on the agar plate. did so many experiments today. all in one go! its more than 5. i feel a bit bad like stealing the job to do the experiments. mr chia was a good teacher, he was our relief teacher for 2 weeks cause mr ang went for reservice. both of them like the same character de, wont really flare up easily, yet wont let the students bully them. we even took a 2hm picture with mr chia on the table, or more of almost full 2hm. first in this year eh?
joseline got so excited at the kissing scene in the movie "singapore dreaming" weird plot.
during project work we did a lot of washing and i got my uniform soaked. aww... then we went to see the fishes in the bio lab. rather fun day.
i also went to parkway after school with some friends. i went to see what tian qing once discribed to me. $10.90 x_X just like what i heard about. maybe, that was what he wishes to get as a present... talking about birthdays, i feel sad and lonely again... of all days, why chinese new year... T_T

<|7:48 PM|>

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

fuxx... i hate the things that are happening now. history has just ~~REPEATED~~ itself... damn it, there it goes again...
i hoped for something special this year... but i think i will get a terrible birthday. if only someone would ask me out... but its NEVER going to happen...

<|7:37 PM|>

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

sigh, i feel rather down...
firstly, i got my middle and ring finger got bruised by the netball which bounced off kalvin's leg... or so he said, he was more of kicking the ball upwards when i fell towards his leg. so bruised and it hurts bending it too long... pe is always tiring and high casualty rate.
lessons were fine... just that what to do when i got 2 different lessons to attend at the same time? effective learning and MO training... headache again.
from 1.15 to 2.40 i was with qh, sylvia and mx. we had lunch then they were doing their homework at the concourse. i stared blankly at them and looked around. saw someone...
today's training was funny, the sec 1 was so enthu and hyper, i managed to understand what was taught. i got the first 5 questions correct in 5mins. the teacher asked who is my maths teacher and i was like... this got nothing to do with my maths teacher, i learnt all these in primary school. =)
walked home from school and i twisted my left ankle twice where the grass area was uneven and...
suay sia...
i not sure why some people can turn very cold (not cold jokes that one) to others over one night. but i suspect its love... >_<

<|5:33 PM|>

Monday, February 05, 2007

desicions i hard to make, as always... as long as i set my mind to something, i will never stop working to it...
haha... since they gave us our streaming criteria, everyone is deciding on it now... and yes, i have decided long long time ago. who said someone who likes and does well in maths will definitely take physics? i, as the exception, does not want to take physics. instead i want chemistry and biology. they are really something i like... i also want geography mah... so the best thing i should go for is 8CB? just that i was being told to work for triple science, not that i want. ahh... sounds so lousy hor? and certain teachers will be so disappointed with my choice, since i can go for a better stream like 8triple. i choose what i want and i wont regret it. freedom of choice.
sigh, i feel so ignored... i dont expect anything but... i suppose getting my mind off the matter is still the best. i havent the idea what that person is thinking or feel. i seriously think it is still better to wait till later for such things. its still better to "fool" around instead of being serious now. that is the tradition, right? i am bent on doing well, and is remorseful for being foolish for the past half month. diverted my attention as usual...
i should SHOULD forget all that happened and be a good student. i shall not let myself and my parents down... i have to break free from my waiting attitude. empty waiting will get me no where.
oh great, tomorrow is the day my MO training starts... and i also have to quickly discuss about the materials needed for my project work. expensive sia... dang x_X
i swear i give up...T_T

<|7:31 PM|>