*The future awaits us~*

Monday, July 31, 2006

today joseline came to school with a sprained ankle. i am so kind so i helped her to get around. time for PE. it was raining so go concourse... as april and i helped joseline to the concourse, joseline insisted we go first but we just did not want to leave her behind. so we reached late and sissy tay scolded us and made us do 20 push ups(exclude joseline duh). fine! so i did and april did not know how to do... i finished the 20 push ups and went back to my place. april followed without even doing the push ups. grrr... no fair la! i got a D for 2.4km! happy but still not satisfied. my sit and reach can go past 50cm! standing broad jump is still around 180cm. sit-ups 12 only?!?! not counted la, i was like laughing like mad, how to do? inclined pull ups around 14-18, lost track. shuttle run? fail for sure la. it will be terrible this year. my straight golds gone liao. oh well... work harder bah. must learn ryan to target get 30 then work for it!
joseline left for home at lunch time, as usual i helped her, carry her 'light' bag. it was really heavy... went to 1LY to spend the rest of my lunch time. i noticed: who darren wong was, ryan has a new bag and it is a sling bag, many people have huge pencil cases, and the people in the class during lunch time were not as guai as i thought. jilyn came and we went to walk around the lake. hem hem, my classmates, the boys were playing soccer, i thought they never did... joel and chantelle were so loving at the lake. so lovey dovey... i pretended i did not see them when i walked past them.
assembly was a bit boring, at least did not have to stand up and sit down so many times. cross country run---
11th august, friday
12.15pm release from sch
2.45pm assemble at assembly area
girls run 3.2km
boys run 4.8km
venue: east coast park
bring as little things as possible
rest i not sure le.
i know i can go home first, leave my things then go for the cross country! anyone not sure how to get there can follow me as i know this place really well. so tell me if u joining me, u can leave ur bags at my house then going to the place. i dont look forward to this cause i am lazy to run.
btw some people, i dont 'turtle talk' with ryan... i dont understand, i talk about a big turtle for about 1 minute can become turtle talk?!

<|5:40 PM|>

Saturday, July 29, 2006

meixuan made me do this:

Seven random facts about me;
1. i love to drink tea[mostly green tea]
2. my favourite colour is green
3. i get cold easily
4. normal mint is not spicy enough for me
5. i got perfect eyesight
6. i play maple
7. i am from cchms

Seven things that scare me;
1. MRT train[like crap la]
2. failing my tests
3. cannot use the computer
4. losing my friends
5. being verbally insulted
6. death of anyone i am close to
7. accidents

Seven songs at the moment;
1. Li Xiang Qing Ren- Yang Cheng Lin
2. Shao Nian- Guang Liang
3. Tian Tang- Guang Liang
4. Graduation(Friends Forever)- Vitamin C
5. Fly Away- F.I.R.
6. Xia Yi Ci Wei Xiao- Yang Cheng Lin
7. Ru Guo You Yi Tian- Liang Jing Ru

Seven things i like;
1. computer
2. bowling
3. cycling
4. friends
5. cats/kittens
6. talking to someone
7. my dogs

Seven bad habits;
1. spitting saliva while talking[not so much now]
2. daydreaming
3. last minute do homework
4. lazy
5. hitting people hard[even though i only seemed to tap their back]
6. lying
7. leaking out secrets[rarely now]

Seven victims;
1. Joseline
2. Clara
3. Sherri
4. Andrea
5. Christy
6. Fiona
7. Rui Shan

<|2:40 PM|>

Friday, July 28, 2006

i am in the pink of health! MUAHAHAHAHA.... i mean, i got perfect eyesight and my backbone is normal! ok... dont sound normal cause i use the computer for many hours everyday. wonder how it managed to maintain like this for so long.
science test was not so bad, i found it quite easy though i sure i wont get high marks. all i did for last minute revision was to take my notes down for recess and talking at 1LY banging the book on my head... dont say i am just so smart, i pay attention during lesson and most of the things sink into my head immediately. now its time for me to work hard for my history and geography.
2.4km run was tragic? not sure... i dont know what my timing is. before start run i felt like puking... ran the whole first round without stopping to walk. yesterday's last minute running did help. i used the sound of footsteps to regulate my breathing. second round near the street soccer court, someone was like asking if we wanted his drink. -_- i was walking at that time, i mean like i walk faster than most other people. i walk like jogging de, just wont get tired. ahhh... i giggled then, i wanted to sprint back to the ending point but at the last turn to the gate, some sec 3 or 4 boys were clapping their hands and asking us to jia you. i could not resist laughing... then i could not run... damn those boys! was nearing the gate and i was walking so fast, mr khoo was shouting "Joan! bowling nationals 4th! can run! GO!" then i started running lor. diaos... when did bowling got to do with running? ran all the way to the ending point. hope i passed... stopped to rest, then got a bad headache, was all dizzy i could not stand straight. drank some water and went back to the concourse. 1LY was going to run soon, i wished jilyn and sherri good luck then took my bag to the canteen to buy something cold to drink. lent xue wen $0.60 cents. my wallet now empty...T_T 1LY was at starting line, they started running and i was drinking my drink. half the bottle finish le i left by the side gate. watched the people run. 2 boys were very fast, the shorter ones, i forgot which one already. walking out, ryan run past, then soon sherri past. i waited for jilyn, then she was like the last girl!? maybe not. go bus stop ryan tan was there... saw renee and catherine at the TKGS bus stop but they did not see me.

<|5:23 PM|>

Thursday, July 27, 2006

not blogging about today. its sucky.
i was JUST told that there is a science test tmr after school. damn people! i dont care if they were told yesterday or the day before, i did ask as my part. but which person told me about it? NO ONE! i can ask everyone i know, all dont tell me. now, i come home resting, planning to do some last minute practice for 2.4km run tmr, i get told there is a test for chapter 6. how the hell am i supposed to study? i dont have any notes or textbooks to study. so if i fail, do i have the rights to blame others? oh well, i think i can make it.
i ran 2 rounds around my neighbourhood in 9mins. did not walk at all, jogged the whole way! WOO HOO! i wonder how far did i run. i hope tmr can run finish in 13mins. thats the least i expect. i not tired leh!!! i must stick next to someone that runs far distance very well. maybe liming? i will push myself for a gold. at least a silver, i will be satisfied. i can do it!!!

<|5:34 PM|>

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

today went to support victorine, left school so late lor. finished first game then come... we got the time wrong eh. we screamed like mad!!! victorine did her best and we can tell. got one game she even did better than that oriana. she played 9 games straight! she actually had so much energy and strength.
maths test--- SCREWED
there was an error in the paper and mr khoo did not tell the class. so they wasted their time doing that qn... i pity them.
i did not eat lunch... drank so much water then no more in my bottle. weather was so warm i kept using jilyn's bottle to cool myself. the was some mass detention in the foyer. so many people lor. was with jilyn's friends talked and talked as i was not willing to go home yet. accompanied xuewen to return the class diary... ryan nearby lalala... they somemore say my 'lao gong' is nearby.
went to buy bubble tea. *green tea addict at work again* walked to jilyn's house to have fun?! ransacked our files and i was looking at her chinese drama script. i read it and... quite nice... jilyn told me about the roles. they split into 2 groups, each group got every character, the better actor will act in the end. *coughs* ryan the waiter eh? i was reading and the customer said 'xiao jie' which made it sound like the waiter is supposed to be a girl, or maybe it is supposed to be a girl. whatever it is, i will really laugh! chen rui as the lady?!?! EEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
walked out to the bus stop with mysteriously disappearing socks(MDS). then walk till my right ankle pain... my shoe still so new ar...
came home and found out health check up tmr. then the 2.4km run on friday afternoon. hope wont be so hot lor. tmr morning, the bowling trophy will be presented to mr low i think. the whole girls team will be going up. byebye boys! hehe... meeting davamoni outside his staffroom tmr at 7.20am. good! no need to be so warm with the squeezing at the parade square!!! happy sia! sore throat again... zzzzzz

<|6:04 PM|>

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

today my games were like some piece of shit.
93,135,92
first game the team lowest, second the team highest, third the team lowest again. what shit?=_=
my knee was weak at first, i could do a strike without even going to 1-3 or 1-2 pocket! so nice!!! then got sharp screams i knee weak. call me joanie i also knee weak... then dunno at which game, xin yi say the acs(i) people when i was bowling say 'its that chung cheng girl again.' then got a 'awwww' sound following up. very errr.... talk about me for what? cheered so much, scream so much, drank green tea and finished my water, ate mint and the others complain the mint to spicy... got sore throat le.

*news flash*

CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN WON 4TH FOR THE OVERALL C DIV GIRLS!

*end news flash*

we won! first time chung cheng won!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! i am so happy!!! victorine also got into the masters. individual overall she got the 9th place! congratulation to her!!! we all think it is not fair for singapore sports school to take part. of course they will win top lor. tomorrow going to support victorine!
then the problem of my maths test came in and i had to call mr khoo to tell him i want to do with clara and sara at 2pm after school tomorrow.
the trouble is my drama performance is very terrible. i will not be able to attend the lesson tomorrow. how? how? how??? sigh... dunno what happen to the animania thing already. i dont care anyway.
i hope my throat wont be so sore tomorrow and i can go on and shout like mad cheering victorine!
victorine=victory!!!
she is just so amazing. when will be my turn?

<|7:52 PM|>

Monday, July 24, 2006

i guess i cant do anything anymore.
tomorrow will suck.
no mood,
no motivation,
not even interested in doing my best anymore!
too bad i cant get that particular person to come.
would it be more unlucky...
heaven is not on my side,
how i wish things could be better...
~~i really want him to come~~

<|8:47 PM|>

today left in a rush... then on the bus we were all talking about our supporters tomorrow... too bad many have detention for the stupid animania thing. i surely go detention also. i wonder when lor... maybe wednesday? or thursday? aiya... forget about it! we dumped our bags at mrs davilia lee's table. her table had alot of home ec files... ryan's was on the top... walao la! his hand writing is neater than mine!!! grrr...
the trip was fun!!! see edward getting stuck in the mud, ant crawling up ryan's neck, flinging the ants around, playing with the spiders, planting the mangrove seedlings, and posing for the camera! so fun lor! then when we leaving the muddy place we had to climb up the steep steps of stones, people thought i needed help. i just jump up so fast lor... my shoes had a bit of mud at first. when going into the softer mud, my feet did not sink in as much as edward! walked a long way back to the bus, my feet were aching. bought a can of green tea for $1.70, i felt the pinch. now these people owe me money:
sara:$1.60
jilyn:$4.60
i wonder why i seem to be a money tree... dunno why the nail on my thumb chipped. felt so tired but happy. my shoes looks like it never went into mud before. walk out to take 12 with ferlin. ryan was playing bball with his dad!!! still in school uniform somemore! so good lor!!! we stopped for quite some time, crossed the road, stopped a while more, see how the sole of my shoe was coming off, then continued walking. ran to catch bus 12, i think if i dont wear school shoes, i can run much faster!!!
tomorrow got maths test that would take 30mins, have to take it during recess cause i had to leave for the competition at 11.30am and maths lesson starts at 11.15am! i dont want to rush for it lor. sigh... i wont be able to eat much during lunch and no recess! i surely wont have the energy to bowl tomorrow.
one person would surely give me energy...

<|6:45 PM|>

Saturday, July 22, 2006

today left for training damn early. training at 11.30am i leave house at 9.45am. reason is because my dad was busy... lame la. then i reached the bowling ally at 10am! even lamer... coach james was there! like duh! with the acs(int) boys. erm only that benjamin and ang jun hong la. we talked about my primary school getting the 3rd place this year. he also asked me to join his training group on saturdays to train for bowling. i want to join la, but who will be there? what time? where? plus, the way james coach is different from leslie... clara came at 10.30am and we played 2 games before training started. training started and we were having fun before coach came. by then my shoulder was hurting and my fingers were hurting too. leslie told us that if we wrath the ball, it will hook less than when we lift the ball and push it forward... no wonder my ball hooks! i kind of figured it out during the competition. we did strike line and i got a turkey! sigh... could not get the 4th strike lor. how i wish i did this during the competition... my fingers were all red and my thumb became swollen le. my middle finger the skin was peeling... TOO MUCH FRICTION! argh...
monday is the CIP at sungei buloh wetland reserve! YEA!!! i am so excited!!! leaving school at 2pm and then come back at 6pm... -_-" oh well... jeans, pe shirt, sports shoes, clean clothes, and insect repellant(i dont care). did they say long jeans? nope! but i think i better bring that long jeans that my sister gave me years ago... i dont want to wear like that la. lucky monday slack day. hehe... i will look really weird. but i really look forward to it!!!

<|7:43 PM|>

Friday, July 21, 2006

today bowling sucked. our moods were gone when we were almost late(actually late le, everyone go lane liao). the darn bus driver was suppose to send us to yishun safra, but he went to pasir ris! siao la! go one big round! then at yishun we lost our way... the driver scolded dava somemore... we were climbing the stairs when i saw coach james. he asked if i needed help. i dont need la... 1 pathetic 10pound ball only... we were bowling next to singapore sports school, so AHH the pressure comes in. my scores were, 93, 125, 103. it made a perfect 321! but not nice la, average 107 only... the ssp were so good la. i hurt my little finger when a scorching inferno rolled over it. i really wonder how heavy their ball was. the whole nail went white. OUCH. reach the last game, they lazy remove their ball from the ball return. they had about 15 balls for 4 people... then overcrowded, we removed our balls and put on the floor. they still did not remove the balls they were not going to use. then we bowl and bowl, the balls were coming back. BOOM! a scorching inferno flew off the ball return and landed on the floor. awww... so sad lor! serve them right! haha...
victorine, sabrina, samantha and sherri are suppose to find 5 supporters each. came back to school and was suppose to eat lunch first then go watch concert. we(jilyn,sara and i) went to 1LY to leave our bags behind. mr ang was there... when i met my classmates, they will always ask 'did u win?' then i got sick of that sentance le. we went back to the canteen but an announcement said to go to the grand audi... so skip lunch lor. my, my, i was so hungry. watch performance halfway get gastric... so i eat sweet... people offered their flat buns for me to eat, but i see it also dont wan to eat it. stand, sit, stand, sit, so tiring. finally it ended and i left for lunch. went to get my ball and saw phinsiew... we were leaving school and the sky was so dark. took taxi with jilyn which costed $6.20, but the driver only charge $6. third time like this le lor...
i am so tired. zzz... i want to sleep. tomorrow still got training at safra yishun. i can survive with having lunch at 2+pm i suppose. i hope on tuesday i can bowl my highest... sigh. sugei buloh thing, i got no long pants. looks like i have to dig out the horrible jeans from my closet. i dont like long pants!!! at least i can wear sports shoe and any socks i like... i so love nature!

<|3:36 PM|>

Thursday, July 20, 2006

today for science, 1LY was next door in the physics lab... lalala... could see what was happening lor. we did heating of salt water to get salt. our water was boiling and hot water was kind of splattering around. ting xin broke the evaporating dish.
skipped recess to hand in the drama script for selection and it took us quite some time. i handed in my script, and now i have no script. but i memorised my lines le! hehe...
i was doing last minute revision while miss low was talking. during the chinese test, people were looking around and kind of copying. that includes me *shh* people also got copy my answer so i last minute changed an answer...
i dunno why but at the end of the day then i knew there was ncc lor... i always dont want to go home so early now a days, too bad i got nothing to do. went visiting the classes to see what was the decorations were going to be like.
too bad i did badly for the doubles lor. blame me i also dont care... i did my best and i have no regrets. so what can you say about it? tomorrow is racial harmony day celebrations. i not sure coming back to school what time. but we come back will go eat lunch, then go grand auditorium to join the rest and watch the concert. shhh.... i suppose we will attract unwanted attention again...

<|4:19 PM|>

~~i m so sorry for changing the blog address. i also got problem telling everyone...~~
looks like i decided to have back the old blog address... afterall, not many have changed the links in their blog le. again, i say sorry.

<|3:53 PM|>

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

looks like i added music and it just had to be li xiang qing ren! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
... that was very extra... i just so love this song thats why i add it to my blog. if too noisy u can tell me. =D

<|4:48 PM|>

this morning left for school looking like an idiot. went to class to say hi to those in class already. i look weird was what i heard and so many people were staring... too much unwanted attraction... met joseline on the way down to the foyer. got up the same bus, waiting for everyone to be present. saw ryan come to school. duh, in a car. lalala.
bowled really badly today. my scores were, 93, 136, 87, 106, 110, 113. yuping's scores were, 108, 127, 157, 143, 124, 113. i suck! bowled until my middle finger was hurting, but i did not know why.
this saturday i will be going to yishun safra to bowl, from 11.30am till 2pm. as a team, we will be bowling! hope coach will help me adjust for my spares. next monday the team will be going to a nature reserve! wear PE shirt, long pants and sports shoe! yea! i got PE on that day but... NOOOOO PFT! oh well... i have no long pants!!!! walao la, i dont like long pants anyway. my pants are at my knee or 3 quarter lor... wonder what to do.
reached back in school, we did not have to attend lessons! so happy! went to find my classmates and i realised i got no homework to do! first i went to find those at the chinese drama. met 1LY! *thunder* i still think i looked freaky. my classmates were glad to see me and i went back to class then left to eat lunch. the english drama group were coming back and i went to talk to them. and then again i felt weird... i found out the reason my finger hurts, it was because it was bleeding under the nail! sobs... hope it recovers by friday. its only a small part anyway. it does not hurt so much either.
chinese test tomorrow and i am not prepared... i better do some studying today or i will fail the test. one problem, i dont think my hand will have enough energy to write fast and a lot of words. sigh...

<|1:46 PM|>

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

today laughed a lot. my hand was also kind of vandelised as liming wrote ' Good Luck' on my arm with a glitter pen and it cant be washed off. lalala...
lessons ended earlier as the teacher had to go prepare for the o-levels english oral exam. i went to find jilyn and sherri at their class to ask what time they were coming to school tomorrow. i am afraid... went back to class to rehearse for the english drama before everyone went home at 3.30pm.
xue wen and i were not going home so soon. xue wen went to the canteen to eat carrot cake. then went walking all over the school. watched the people playing soccer and we also practised stand broad jump. we could jump quite well. some sec 3s were having lecture at lecture hall 2. yea, chantelle and joel were around. stayed till like 5pm looking at xue wen banging her phone as the screen seemed to be spoilt, and she was also introducing boys to me(?!) weird eh. we talked about some personal things and a volleyball was rolling to the lake. jac was chasing after it but it still rolled into the lake. so tired, i wanted to sleep. volleyball practice ended and xue wen decided to go home with her friend. we walked slowly to the main gate, i saw joel with his textbook(physics or maths). he picked it from the floor and the back page fell off! WAH! how come his books are in a terrible state... xue wen's friend walked so fast that i tried to catch up but only making my feet more painful.
i'd better get some rest and i must buck up for tomorrow's competition. leaving my house at 6.10am. reaching school at about 6.45am. make a quick trip to my class and then i go find the other girls. i scared i oversleep sia>.< had so much fun yesterday, now i feel bored.

<|6:10 PM|>

Monday, July 17, 2006

today considered erm... unlucky or what? someone thinks its lucky...
maths no one was listening lor. PE was a trail 2.4km run again... i regret running today. i ran and i told 21.12mins!!! WTF!!! how come i take so long? must be cause i eat the sour sweet in class and then started drinking water, then felt like vomiting. then cough so much also, windpipe like choked... then knees also weak and pain, a bit dizzy too. must be the fever i had on friday... like i did have an excuse for not running but i still ran! ran finish is 35th place... damn. i was soaking as usual. lalala... i just had a bath... walked back to class to get my wallet, joseline and i could see ryan from afar as the way he walks is very 'special'. drank a can of lemon barley before going to find the gang of bowling people.
met ptq but he did not see me-_- he like very blur. we were talking about fatty and ryan... then when talking about ryan that time i was like, speak of the devil la! he is always adjusting his watch somehow. i also think some of my bad habits is learn from him... or maybe not... went for Crush and then went coming down, ting xin dropped one of the worksheet. i ran to pick it with her... i was running on uneven grass and somehow, my leg started to hurt. met jilyn and sherri on the way to D & T. i was kind of limping there... ryan was there, again.
after 12.15pm, i went to change and then go down to LY to find the bowling people. he was STILL in the class... i hope he did not see me... went to the bus and waited for jilyn to come. she was rushing some work in class... she finally arrived and ryan was behind! grrr... if he was as blur as ptq, he would not have seen me. the bus soon left and when i looked out of the window on the left, there was ryan planning to go home. lalala... see him too many times i suppose... cause me to guessed the number correctly 3 times straight. luckily i was not punished to do anything. saw him like 6 times if i was not wrong...
for bowling, a bit weird la. i listened to the coach and i realised i was a bit too influenced by the boys... hurt my knee and ankle again. damn! why am i hurting myself now? i could feel abit of pain in my wrist when i bowled. i suppose it has not fully recovered yet. freddy throws his little temper again... not so nervous about wednesday at all. just only thinking about how to dress on that day. i will not go up to class on that morning. maybe i would, but i will surely leave as soon as i can. must confirm the time we need to be there by. i left bowling in a hurry as i thought i got lots of work to do. i waited for jilyn downstairs for about 5 mins before leaving thinking she was going to be down after she eats.
i decided to forgive xuewen for not helping with the drama. everyone should be given a chance right? tomorrow and friday the group will be rehearsing for the drama. i hope the whole group will be present. i will be printing the edited script for everyone in the group later. now we only left planning the set and the music we would be playing.

<|4:50 PM|>

Sunday, July 16, 2006

i got the 86 position for the singles last week. sobs... was just right behind jilyn with 1 less pinfall than her. am i so terrible? i must buck up! anyway, this anonymous person that has been tagging my tagboard is making me want to guess who he/she is. but apparently this person wont give me much clues... how to guess leh? so i went to check his IP address. so useless. all i know is he is a starhub user... lame la... somehow i will find out one day. i suspect someone but the most recent reply he made dont seem to fit the bill... i will keep on guessing.

<|9:51 AM|>

Friday, July 14, 2006

today during pe it rained. actually i was allowed to not do pe but i attended it in the end. what a regret. mr tay said it will only start to rain after 25 mins but by 13-15mins it was raining already. before we ran the 2.4km, it was drizzling. mr tay thinks he can predict when it will start to rain. halfway through the second round, at about somewhere behind the block of classrooms, it started to rain. qian hui was pulling me along. i was running back to the school gate with joel while qian hui went ahead to the innosphere. joel wanted to stop at the guard house cause the rain was getting heavier, but i insisted to run back to the innosphere so he followed. we were all soaking from head to toe and stuck at the innosphere. waited for the rain to be less heavier before going for recess. saw yuping and she was looking for the class diary. her class so absent-minded to forget the class diary. 1HM's class diary was also missing. we wonder where the diaries went. met up with the bowling people in the canteen and i was complaining about us running in the rain. my history books and worksheets were wet, luckily my skirt covered it and it was not so soaking wet. we were leaving for not sure which class when clara walked backwards and ended up bumping into tian qing. funny la... went past 1LY and so many people were inside. we played the number guessing game at the back door and i was suppose to do a double dare. so heng no one insist me to do, or else... imagine what would happen if i did a dare... ryan was there lor... for chinese we were swapping seats cause we were made to. sat between kingsley and han ren. then reis forgot i was behind and leaned his head back and hit my bottle. -_- the teacher for IT enrichment was on leave so we stayed in class. english lesson we were listening to miss low talk long story. it was about yesterday the netball people left the place with paper on the floor and never wear back their skirts. we, the girls in bowling were not any better. the timetable changed again and pe is back to monday! rejoice!!! this time monday is the slackest day in every week. hehe =)

<|6:10 PM|>

Thursday, July 13, 2006

today go for the competition so weird. ran past 1LY for no good reason... they were having a chinese test lor. i was all nervous and exicted. on the way there, the girls played some weird game where i stayed out from it jilyn also said something about ryan admitting that he likes xue wen. got to the bowling alley and saw coach james! i was so surprised. he was coaching ACS(i). seems like he forgot i went to chung cheng... but nevermind. first 4 games were: 139,118,101,126. and then reach the last 2 games, i was at lane 13/14. dunno why i had to accidentally hit the chair. then my last 2 games became 84 each... my wrist was hurting like crap. hurt so much that i could not turn my wrist to hook the ball. if i turn will end up overdoing as i pulled my hand in. my scored sucked and i felt like crying. last few frames of the last game i put in all my strength and regardless how pain my hand was, i tried my best. i was quite pleased with myself. but after evaluating what happened today. i realised that hitting the chair did not totally cause the problem. i did not spread my strength out evenly throughout the whole competition. i used to much strength on the first game and everything when down, down and down as i continued. i will not make the same mistake next time. i will not! on the way back to school i cried. tears overwhelmed me. i cant hold back my tears. i must be stronger, i really must be. bowling on next monday as school ends at 12.15pm that day, and they want a day rest. for the morning competition, i have to be in school by 7am. so i will leave house at 6.15am! so darn early sia... reach back in school the netball people were still having cca. after get off bus then i realise sam left le... -_- i am so slow. beeleng and xue wen were having cca. watched awhile before leaving for home. i hope my hand will recover faster. and now i worry about my homework and the tests next week. sigh.

<|6:25 PM|>

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

today was erm, quite okay. ryan seem to love to walk in the rain. we photocopied the new script for drama today. still thinking about fighting with xue wen... hmmmm... during drama, we were given back our scripts and mr jow said the script i wrote was good and had good moments but too much singlish. well, i did it in a hurry and i didnt know i was overloading singlish into the script. mr jow is better than the other people who said it was weird. i hope the new script is still alright.

detention... fun actually. we were at the concourse and i was the only 1HM person around.-_- 1MD and 1RP were having detention also. someone's maths worksheet flew to the lake and i kept watching the wushu people having their cca. some of them seem to have a lot of potential. we were let off about 4pm.

tomorrow is the first day of my competition. i will be wearing the bowling skirt underneath the school skirt to save time. i not sure if i can bring some snacks. i am quite nervous now. i finally decided not to do pe tomorrow as i dont wish to hurt myself. i very clumsy lor. hope it rains for the next few days so no need go for morning assembly. wish me luck for tomorrow bah!

161 161 161! i can beat this score!!!

<|5:46 PM|>

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

of all things, i had to be sent for detention for not going for the camp in the morning then go for the competition. mrs lau say she asked davamoni and he said competition in the afternoon. she dont seem to know anything about bowling... sigh... i heard tomorrow will be mass detention day cause 1LY and 1RP also get detention for not doing their english purple book. dots. i heard ryan also will got detention. NOOOOO!!! carry my desk and chair to grand audi?!?! WAHLAO! 2hours haix...

for bowling today, i managed to break my horrible luck of getting a turkey! AT LAST AFTER SO LONG, MY TURKEY ARRIVED!!! i am so mad la... got a new high score of 161! much better!!! improve by 3 pinfalls but its still improvement! now my new target is 170! i must try to get it in during the competition. i can, I CAN! i am getting more nervous about thursday but i glad at that time i having music so no one will see me in the skirt yet. phew...

enjoying now while i also worry about something else...

<|6:20 PM|>

Monday, July 10, 2006

i changed the skin after damn long time finding a good skin. i got this weird taste la. so picky and also fickle-minded.

<|9:43 PM|>

today boring day. only fun part came when i was at 1LY. duh... i always go there cause 1HM no fun de!
we(sherri,clara,yuping,ching peng, and i) played heart attack. got bored and started playing 'truth truth dare dare'. remember i got hurt the last time... i tio dare and then... my dare at first was to write 'I love ryan' and sign my name on the whiteboard. they say dont want to clean it off till tomorrow morning. but no marker so i said NO! then they say shout 'Ryan i love you!' of cause i will say no again. then do the writing on the board but erase it after 5seconds. no again. then after quite a long time thinking of something i would dare to do. i had to say 'melvin chicken little' to melvin. its like errrrr...-____- i said it and melvin asked me did i say chicken little? i went ya. and he went what de. thanking that ryan was absent from school today if not i dunno what they would make me do to him.
assembly lame! got scolded cause sec 1 and 2 made so much noise when the some people were having their CL oral exam. released at 4.45pm!!!! so late la. quickly left from the main gate. saw joel and chantelle with another 3 unknown girls. i think one of them was shu hua. walked past ryan's house and saw a maid open the door and look outside. watched chantelle and joel happy chatting. ruisi stopped to buy ice cream and i just carried on walking. walked almost behind joel and the 4 girls. joel turned a few times and i stared at him. walked slower and saw chantelle poking joel. so eek... walked ahead of them as i think i heard something close to my name. heard the 3 girls saying they so loving. too bad not (unknown name) and joel kissing. the name was not so clear la. reached the overhead bridge and melvin was there. i was like SHIT! heard him saying what 'aiya a friend' and then i purposely say i was being dared to call him chicken little de. not my idea. waited for the bus. a few passed and 10 and 32 were reaching the bus stop. bent on making ruisi take 10 as i know joel and the girls will take 32 to chantelle's house. and i also saw them walking towards 32 which was just behind. ruisi wanted to wait at the bus stop of our house to see how loving they were. awwwww... did not manage to see as all i managed to see was a guy at the back seats. and a bunch of girls nearby. so interesting...
and ya. sylvia crazy la. what i like tian qing, tian qing fickle-minded... blah blah blah. i dont suppose i like tian qing leh. i hope i dont... but what if??? its like no way!!! but maybe, just MAYBE i like him.

<|5:58 PM|>

Sunday, July 09, 2006

third post of the day! woots!!! i very hyper today lor.
first... i was at the national library, and i saw someone from 1LY! i dont remember the name though. i have this impression of that guy as a book worm. and he looked taller than in sch... i wonder why.
then during my art class lesson, i was talking to a girl from cedar girls. my short-term memory problem acting again... i forgot the girl's name. that girl knew sherilyn tan, eunice cheng and lau jia yee from my primary school... o_O eunice so hardworking, always the top few in the class during the exams. i am surprised. jia yee now in band, no longer bowling. sherilyn? i dunno what is new about her. next thing i knew was that she was xue wen's classmate last year. so many interesting things are unfolding to me one by one...
i was viewing blogs again and pressing almost every single link. then somehow i can connect back to my blog. it from my classmate it will go to my friend's classmate and back to me lor. all this connections make me even hyper!!! dont know if will even make a 4th post today.

<|5:10 PM|>

last night i got so bored i went blog jumping. was looking at christy's blog and decided to click on the link 'cybelle' cause that name was tooo familiar to me. as i looked at the profile of cybelle, one thing stunned me big time! ---'cybelle quek' i was like OMGOMGOMG!!! CHANTELLE'S SISTER!!! would it be too coincidental? i looked again. P6. i thought she wad older as how chantelle and joel described her, she sounded very matured. then look a bit down, CAP(coolasspunks), it originally came from RAP(richasspunks). the influence from her sister. then CPG(coolpunkgals), i remember christy and the park gang... then more OMG came out from my mouth. these means i met cybelle last year at christy's birthday party. and chantelle lives near christy!!! i went crazy. called her to ask to check. had problems pronouncing cybelle. it is c-belle.

i also plan to change my blogskin but i cant figure out what i want. i think it will take ages before i will change it.

<|10:32 AM|>

i got tagged so blah... i do rmb doing this.
Instructions: Name 20 ppl u can tink of at de top of ur head. Don read de qns b4 u rite n tag 5 ppl to do de survey..

1.JOSELINE
2.RUI SHAN
3.YU LE
4.JILYN
5.SHERRI
6.RYAN TAN
7.LI MING
8.CLARA
9.SARA
10.YU PING
11.RYAN LEE WEN
12.ANDREA
13.CHRISTY
14.TIAN QING
15.CHERIE
16.SAMANTHA
17.JOEL NG
18.CHANTELLE
19.VICTORINE
20.YUN FAN

1) How did u meet #14?
-- met him on maple last december
2) wad would u d0 if u nvr meet #1?
-- i would not have all the freaky ideas
3) wad wuld u d0 if #20 n #9 dated?
-- that would be the end of the world
4) wuld #6 n #7 make a gud couple?
-- ryan & liming?!?! no way will they make a gud couple
5) describe #3
-- smart
6) do u tink #8 is attractive?
-- NO! puke...
7) tell me sth bout #17
-- he loves chantelle
8) do u noe aniting bout #12's family?
-- yes! i been to her house before.
9) wad is #8's fav.
-- i dont know...
10)wad wuld u do if #11 confess to u tt he/she lyks u?
-- i would faint... most of you will know why.
11) wad language does #15 speaks?
-- english and chinese lor
12)who is #9 going out with now?
-- how would i know?
13) how old is #16 now?
-- 13 already
14) when is de last tym u t0k to #13?
-- last night over the phone
15) hu is #2's fav. singer?
-- dont know...
16) wuld u date #4?
-- date a girl? i think she already dating someone.
17) wuld u date #7?
-- date a girl again? i must be mad if i did.
18) is #15 single?
-- 100% yes!
19) wad is #10's last name?
-- dang. yeo if i not wrong.
20) wuld u even consider being in relationship wif #19?
-- NO! she is a girl!
21) wad sku does #3 go to?
-- CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN. my school what...
22) whr does #6 live?
-- kembangan that side.
23) wad is ur fav. ting bout #5?
-- errr... i not sure leh.
24) wad u tink of #18?
-- errr... she is a good match with joel.
25) wad do #4 n #19 hav in common?
-- they are both in the bowling school team.
26) wad special qualities does #12 hold in ur life?
-- i not sure.
the 5 ppl tt i wan dem to do is.. nah. i am kind. not passing this around. but since i was told to tag, i tag joseline only. she most bored person la...

<|10:08 AM|>

Friday, July 07, 2006

i said it thought i did not say it personally. now, i feel so much relaxed now...
~~my love for someone will be history~~

<|7:39 PM|>

Thursday, July 06, 2006

this morning got called to the level 2 staffroom for err... the money again! i dont get why they take it as i never pay lor. the weather was very nice and cooling. the teachers all said its the best weather to fall asleep. tomorrow lesson end at 12.15pm for everyone! but too bad got bowling la. i think this gives me more time to slack and not rush for bowling. geography that time, got the m&m that someone's dirty hand went in! we were suppose to bite it. i first bite the peanut come out le lor so i heck care and ate finish. i picked those right from the bottom of the container. a lot of them wanted more... recess time i went to 1LY to take back my science notes and it was empty except for 3 people. alan, aloysius and dunno i cannot remember who. i have no idea what is going on between alan and jilyn. alan ask me be messager to tell jilyn that he will hate her? huh??? i dont know what is going on and so i ignored and never tell lor. lit teacher always talk stories. we rather listen to stories lor... history copy so much till hand pain. ate lunch and hanged around till errr... 2.25pm! left and made detours. went to find sherri's brother to give him letters... then crossed the road and waited for a bus to go bedok interchange. chee kong walked on the opposite direction going to dunno where. saw mrs tan and miss soh together and they boarded the same bus. then chee kong disappeared! i wonder where he lives la... how come can vanish so fast... waited somemore and then tian qing walked out to the main road from goodman road. i stare then tian qing saw me laughed, smiled and waved at me. i waved back! so happy and i was thinking: if he comes to the bus stop i am at, we would take the same bus as we were going to take the bus that is going bedok. but he did not cross the overhead bridge. he went to the bubble tea shop eh... boarded 40 and at katong shopping centre the bus stop, the ad there, i forgot talking about what la. but i saw someone's name! RYAN TAN! then we laughed so much la. so interesting and common name. you type the name out on the handphone hor, the number sounded so familiar lor! funny... then we also said whoever ryan likes is lucky. ryan is a rich guy blah blah blah... i plan to tell the truth and i cant wait to do so. -___- i sound sadistic la. but i am really itching to do so... we will see if i will have the chance today to do so. and about my tagboard... i wish people leave their names there cause i hate nameless people. i dont care who you are. as long as i know who it is tagging can le.

<|4:00 PM|>

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

last night, i stayed till 12midnight to do finish the drama project! so tired until blur blur then accidentally hit the table till it was bruised. now i forgot what happened yesterday le... oh but nevermind. i shall talk about today! did not want to wake up. left for school and saw my cca notice board for about 6/7 times today. first lesson was chinese, talked about terrorism. then crush programme, i became some person in a real life story -_-" got this story about a 13 year old girl called joanne. which is my 'other' name as people often call me jo-an... then the descriptions are abit like me... ya... and that story shows the reason why i rejected going to the movies with ryan. i suppose ryan forgot about it le la... during recess, saw tian qing then sylvia will always say she saw tian qing. she was doing duty outside of the bookshop and she was talking about clara... so i say that one ar? and point in. then i say, she everyday like that de... science lesson, we did burning to break down this green powder thing to its simplest form. i so love chemistry!!!! i am seriously going mad. then drama abit siao siao la. yu han is still talking his super speedy and hard to understand chinese. next was calligraphy. i so dont enjoy it like i did last time. the teacher see my paper, then say its premium quality so dont want me to use. so i buy everything lor... i writing like got some 'qing gong' write finish the cloth is so clean... i keep finding it so weird. i apply strength like never apply... then my strokes are like the same. so simple and shaky. lousy me. for english we went to the library and did a quiz where everyone were copying answers. then cheng chong was covering this picture from da vinci code when i was reading the words. and say i should not see it. like i never see it before lor. i see so many times lor. ran back to class to change to my red bowling shirt. then come in like stranger. everyone in white, i in red. odd one out la. liming's skirt dunno how come get ink on it. and not a bit but a lot. dunno what will happen. on the bus for bowling, collect money la. dig for the $1 coin and then hold it out. reached there. we bowled quite a while before playing games. my sparing got much better but i scared is a bit too late lor. first game 120+ and second game was 158! so accurate, i still cant beat the 158 record... why my highest so low... very saddening la. bowl until got bruises and the lump on my finger is always getting pain when i bowl. jilyn came later cause she was suppose to go for the volleyball thing but she reserve so go ryan's house to do the english drama project. according to jilyn, his house is damn big. and he doesnt seem to stay there as the beds no bedsheets... they ended up playing billard and computer games but not do the work. his fridge got wine. hmm... i think thats why he thinks alcholic drinks are good. maybe if he talk weird weird on msn, he must be drunk. jkjkjk. but maybe is true la... he reach home only unbutton the first metal button. its like errrrr... ryan is ever so innocent. his friends were see pron then when he and the girls see le very paiseh la... he is just too innocent la. want be paikia also so hard. he also said ryan tan was chio, that is weird la... i am envious... jilyn said something about she was having a science test tomorrow and so i lent her my notebook where i copied quite a lot of things into it. it makes me feel that my class is very fast for science. i hope i remember to take back my notebook tomorrow. i am not very tired at all but i just feel like crashing into the bed to sleep. i worked so hard but no one seems to appreciate it. my imaginations are weird, i admit. who asked some people to not be willing to do the drama project lor. if no good get scolded is not my fault. i wont blame rui shan as she helped quite a lot. i just wished i did not do the project and maybe we are made to go for detention. if you dont like my script, i give you two options. leave it alone as it is not your script or complain about how it is not nice and get scolded by me. i will no bother to redo it even though it is not nice. you dont like it and want it to change, do it yourself!

<|6:57 PM|>

Saturday, July 01, 2006

today was very warm and boring. kept feeling like sleeping. just now on maple, i was talking to tauhui and suddenly someone logged in. i went OMG! it was ryan!!! scare me sia. i thought joseline said he quit maple le but i dunno why he came online. talked to him after calming down. when i logged in i went 'ryan?' and he asked how come i never delete him after such a long time. reason i told him was that i never delete anyone... but the real reason is that... i dont wish to delete him... i must be mad. anyway i also forgot his accounts exist in maple le. he came just to look around. he stayed for the whole 2x exp part then went off while i was thinking so hard for a new guild name. the whole 0wNaG3 is going to be remade but cant think of a new guild name. i am so not creative, so anyone can think of a name please leave message on my tagboard. i no longer feel like a stranger to ryan. i also heard the rumour thing and he was talking about what yf did, spend money on a gf and then get scammed. haha!! tomorrow got art class and i dont feel like going. sian... wish to stay at home and slack. monday my sister say want to go beach to practise for pft. run run run!!! i hope i can do well with the running part. wish me luck!

<|10:10 PM|>