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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

someone save me from this living hell!!! i cant stand staying at home all day. its the holidays and i have no freedom! NO FREEDOM! i wish someone can bring me happiness... someone to take me away from this living hell... someone.. anyone...=(

<|10:05 PM|>

today in maple, so many things happened. first, a mage called bluespirit drove everyone in the party mad. the cleric had to potion, he demanded she leave. so i donated my potions to her as we needed her. when the cleric did not heal us, he scolded her. can keep asking her to leave and say that he will get his whole guild to mass defame her. she had 87 fame and he say will make it -87 fame. i asked for peace but they refused. we were at stage 8 when she left the party, sending the whole party to leave the party quest area. he then went around asking people to mass defame her. HE THINKS HE'S GOD! so i kicked him and defamed him... one by one the people left so i joined another party. the leader and the other assasin were also 13 years old. the sin insist i was his girlfriend. he also told me his handphone number and he ask me call him. the leader and the sin were discussing something and would not tell me. so i was going F5 a lot and was shouting at them. then the sin suddenly say "dont u love her attitute?" and the leader agreed. i kept going F7 and they started calling me cute. the cleric went "lol! ugly" then i say ya! cause cute equals to ugly but adorable. dont care that le. went to train my cleric, decided to find my godbro at the zombie map 4. go there a ks war was going on. dont know what was happening. then at top of screen, got a message saying: see u all at victoria. my godbro was saying why not maple island? then got another message saying: no map is owned by anyone. then a few people were sent to ellinia. then my bro say "i want free ride" and he disappears. then got one more message saying: i will surely send all of you away. i went down the rope and poof! i am in ellinia!!! AHHH! i did nothing at all. only to watch what was going on. lesson learnt lor... never get involved in 'illegal gatherings' when you have no idea what is going on. you never know what will happen... but i thank the GM. i always wanted to go back to victoria but i always miss the ship so dont want go back. then GM send me back i can go hunt jr balrog le!!! YEA! what a crazy day...

<|7:26 PM|>

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

something lame...
Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head...Ready, 123 GO!
*1 Dawn
*2 Andrea
*3 Yu Le
*4 Joseline
*5 Samantha
*6 Jilyn
*7 Sherri
*8 Sara
*9 Manfred Lim
*10 Ryan Lee Wen
*11 Teresa
*12 Yun Fan
*13 Hua Zhou
*14 Darren Wang
*15 Yu Xuan
*16 Li Ming
*17 Xiu Hui
*18 Clara
*19 Ryan Tan
*20 Joel Ng
Complete the following questions]
1. How did you meet 14? on maple
2. What would you do if you will never meet 1 again? that would be such a pity...
3. What if 2 and 9 were together? that would be a miracle as they dont know each other
4. Did you ever like 19? nah... i would never like him. never EVER!
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? how would i know? 2 gals leh...
6. Describe 3. weird?(dunno what to say)
7. Do you think 8 is attractive? well... she's chio
8. Tell me about 7. she is from 1LY this year and in bowling.
9.Do you know any of 12's family? Nah
10. What's 8's favourite person? how would i know?
11.What will you do if 18 just confessed that he/ she likes you? that would shock me...
12.What language does 15 speak? dinosuar language?!?
13.Who is 9 going out with? his girlfriend of cause(does he have a gf?)
14. How old is 16? 12+ not 13 yet.
15. When was the last time you talked to 13? i forgot le. quite a while since he talked to me.
16. Who is 2's favourite band/ singer? i dont think got a paticular one...
17. Would you ever date 4? nah. she would drive me mad.
18. Would you ever date 7? never...
19. Is 15 single? i dont think so. he's 19 if i am not wrong
20. Whats 10's last name? his last name ar... i dunno la. should be Lee.
21. Ever have a serious relationship with 11? *coughs* she is my sis
22. What school does 3 go to? cchms la!
23. Where does 6 live? Haig road? somewhere there.
24. Whats your favourite thing about 5? she is always bubbly!
25. have you ever seen 1 naked? WHAT! NO WAY! that would never happen or i will jump off the building...

<|4:02 PM|>

Monday, May 29, 2006

today nothing much happened. only yun fan irritating me... he kept asking me to watch x-men with him. why would i want to watch movie with him? i would want to watch x-men but sian. my parents dont let me go out with boys. let alone yun fan. they got good impression of him but they dont really like china people. and they also disapprove of BGR at my age. zzz... makes me more bored.

<|9:40 PM|>

Sunday, May 28, 2006

today i woke up too early. then left for my outdoor painting earlier. so reach there early lor. first to arrive in my class. so early until lift also not operating yet. we reached the botanical gardens. actually it is the orchid gardens. so we were drawing orchids. saw a boy walk like ryan, his classmates says that boy is a penguin. i also saw a boy from the secondary 2 class that looks like joel. weird la. so many tourist today... got tourist from china, japan, india and america. then got one stand and see me draw and say good good! a japanese lady said it. one of them even took photo of my drawing. it started to rain heavily. so everyone rush to a pavillion. i painted finish my art work under the pavillion. so many people under one pavillion. rain was getting in. we waited for the rain to get lighter so we could rush to the air conditioned shelther where all the kindergarden kids were at. the rain got heavier and it was soon time to leave. then my one small and pathetic umbrella had 4 people under it. we ran to the exit. i got drenched from head to toe. i had and umbrella and i was still soaking... then at the exit, got a souveniour shop. then hanging a few keychains. i looked at the names and the direct chinese translations on them. i spotted my name. could not read the first chinese character. the second one was a an(ping an the an) so weird la. we made the floor all black and slippery with all the puddles of water. we rushed up the bus and had to endure the strong air con in the bus for about 15 minutes. so cold lor! reached back at NAFA and i quickly rushed out to take bus 14 home. at least bus 14 was not so cold. came home to take a warm bath. then come online le. my mother said that my grandfather will be undergoing a very risky operation on the 5th of june, a monday. then i remember the weird email... errrr... just some coincidences right?

<|9:59 PM|>

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i miss joseline already... 1 month till i can see her online again. today, i declined going to the movies with yun fan. boring la... who would want to watch movie with him. whole afternoon no one talk to me. so bored... so many things to do. i better start making a plan on how i will spend my holiday. tomorrow i will be going the botanical gardens for my outdoor painting. hot weather lor... wonder where joseline is now. indonesia had a 6.2 degree earthquake near java-jakata not so long ago. received this weird email saying how my life will change by 18th june. not sure weather to believed sia. the link is: http://www.sara-freder.com/code2/index.asp?CClient=06511/1405255 if u believe it then tell me. seems so, not possible to believe la. i better remember to wake up early tomorrow cause i need to be at my art class at 8am tomorrow. time to sleep~

<|9:57 PM|>

Friday, May 26, 2006

i did predict our class the parent-child camp item wont be chosen right? and well, yup, we did not get selected. 1BN, 1CR, 1DL and 1EP got selected. did spring cleaning in the class. we pushed the tables all the way to the back of the class so some people can sweep the floor then can mop it. took newspaper to clean the windows again. at least today we had some cloths to wipe the windows. we cleared the rest of the things from our lockers but some people did not take everything home. i wonder if it will really be cleared and it would be byebye to the books. had a 10minutes recess where i met tian qing as usual. we all rushed to the grand auditorium before it was 9am. we were chased by some teacher to assemble in our classes on the parade square. those late comers were made to do 100 squats. joseline and yu le were late but they managed to get off without being punished. we sat down and waited for instructions under the blazing hot sun. mr soon was holding a cover of a cardboard box and 3 canes. a group of boys stood behind him. we wondered if it was public caning. then i saw nicola among the group of boys. he in bowling right? i cant remember... sec ones were told to go in first and we were trying to squeeze through the crowd as the sec 3s and 4s were trying to get out. while waiting to be able to get in, i recognised how chantelle looks like now. i also definite that joel wears contacts lenses. i did not pay attention to mr loh's boring talk. lucky it was not very long. we then went back to class to get our report books then go home. i got the 10th position in class, and the 190th position in the level. seems so pathetic... 2A1, 3B3, 2B4, 1C5, 1C6. overall pecentage of 66.4. zzz... was prepared to die. left for the TKGS bus stop. joseline did not wait for me again... i walked as fast as i could to the bus stop as i wanted to get home earlier. got on bus 40. then at the next stop, tian qing got on the bus and i was like WTH! i pretend he not there lor. i suppose he lives somewhere in bedok as he can take 40 and 30 home. i got off the bus, waited to cross the road as the bus left the bus bay. tian qing looked out from the window from the back where he was seated at. lame... got home and played maple. disconnect numerous times in the middle of ludi pq. got angry and then my parents came home. surprisingly i was not scolded and was only told to read more books during the holiday. i hate reading so i wont read much. continued being disconnected from server. then disconnect until i did not have the chance to say good bye to joseline as she had to go to indonesia le. she waited so long for ryan to come online yet he did not come online. the last thing she said was that she will miss ryan. i guess ryan will miss her too. cause joseline always talks to him. fufilled joseline's wish to say good bye to ryan by telling him what she wanted to tell him. heard ryan wants stop playing RPG games to learn to skateboard. hope we wont start hurting himself... did finish part of the holiday homework already. i hope to finish them by next week. then i start compiling my notes for term 3. holidays have started and i will sleep early, wake up late and slack around but still do my work!

<|7:26 PM|>

Thursday, May 25, 2006

today had beach cleaning and a class picnic. in the morning so many announcements and somemore some announcements were repeated! we stand there so long in the hot sun. we left for east coast beach at 8.15am. we boarded the wrong bus but they let us stay on cause it would be troublesome to get off and get on the correct bus. reached the beach and we got off the bus. joseline was the first to get off but last to get acrosss a small little drain. she seemed so afraid of crossing the drain. joseline really need to build up her courage. she scared of quite a number of things already... at first, mr khoo made us go pass a place where its clearly blocked with ropes cause it is not safe... i wonder why mr khoo made us do that. cleaned so much rubbish off the beach even though there would be a machine that would come to clean the beach. our class saw our president. we also took photographs at the amber beacon. and also went over to the jetty to take photographs. class not enthu at all. i stand at the jetty look into the water then legs become jelly le... must be my fear. the only fear i have yet to get rid off. this is the reason i dont like going to swim. sigh... we went back to the beacon to form 1HM and take another photo of it. squat there so long before the letters were settled. after that walked back to the pavillion. mr khoo made us tap the shoulder of the person in front every time he blows his whistle. nearing the pavillion, he made us run. rest a while before paying $4 each to buy our 'picnic' and its like to go mcdonals to buy the food lor... some picnic indeed. played frisbee and i keep hitting my poor finger... doesnt seem like it was getting better. ate our 'picnic' then part of the class played frisbee with mr khoo and volleyball too. the others went taking photos... boarded the bus and returned to school. mr khoo made us all clear our lockers by tomorrow. he expects nothing to be left behind. that is a lot of things to bring home. on the way to class a teacher called me to tuck in my shirt. i remembered tucking in when i boarded the bus. aiya... the shirt too easy to come out le lor... a lot of people went office to get boxes to put their books inside so they can carry home. i took a box and put in all the books leaving all the files in the locker. tomorrow then take home. i rushed out of school as the box was so heavy. then reach the bus stop that time, just nice the bus come. so got on. i was using 2 hands to carry the box and my wallet was in my bag. took my left hand away from the box to take my wallet. then the box was on my poor finger... ouch sia... make it hurt again. cursed... i am cursed. came home and weighed the box and it weighs 7kg... so sian lor. my internet keep on disconnecting. then i wait so long then get into ludibrium pq, reach stage 8, i dc. my party then left 4 people, so cannot continue, can also no sin or bowman also cannot get past last stage. make me so bored. hope my finger heals, my internet stops disconnecting anymore and get rid of my freaking fear!

<|9:26 PM|>

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

today quite fun being able to walk around so much and watch people play soccor and basketball. my class the basketball boys play until so violent. play until get champion or something, not so sure cause never pay attention to the match. the parent-child camp item was quite okay... yu han and yun fan talk until very weird... the bus for bowling was late. then sherri, yuping, liming and i played 'truth, dare, truth, dare'. lame game la. instead of spinning a bottle we spin a pen. spin until go into the drain. then sherri, yuping and i went lift the drain cover to let liming take the pen out. when want put back the drain cover, i never take me finger away properly then, smash! the 15kg drain cover(not sure) smash on my little finger! SO PAIN! pain until my face instantly turn red. tears were also about to roll out. but i beared with the pain. we went general office to dunno do what to my poor finger. sherri so extra la. go say my finger nail broke into two... then bandage my make it more painful. in the end cannot bowl lor. i sit there nothing to do, then i become so sian. i was looking forward to choinging home after bowling lor. the bowling shirt was given to us free by the school. mr davamoni and coach keep saying that we must not hurt our hands. i ran home to be able to play maple as soon as possible. my finger hurts so much. red and swollen lor! i cant even straighten my finger. sigh... tomorrow got beach cleaning cum class picnic. then we playing frisbee and eat some ordered food. i really hope my finger will recover faster. the pain is so unbearable. what happened made me feel that someone around me is a jinx. chantelle? jing yi? joel? i see them today then something happen. never like that before. or is it when i see all 3 together i get cursed? or was someone cursing me and using some 'black magic'. sian la...

<|9:30 PM|>

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

this morning we were made to sing national anthem and school song again cause we could not be heard. blame the school for making the band play on tuesdays. can barely get the tune so i sing dully. retarded lah. then sec 3 were made to stay back cause mr soon want to catch those that brought their bags to FRC with them. most of the secondary 1s all blur blur de. go back to class when got concert. i kept saying go grand audi. some people wont listen... so went class first and sit next to april. i feel like scolding liming and xiuhui. liming allow xiuhui to sit on my seat without permission! and make me sit with that irritating april! thank goodness dont need sit there whole day cause of the activities. i sit down then suddenly kingsley turn around and said: 'ey what are you doing here?' then i say:' who ask xiuhui go sit at my seat!' so then the whole class go down to grand audi. outside grand audi there, i was trying to spot all the secondary 3s that i know. one person, and only one person was spotted. joel ng lor... he also wearing contacts now i think, cause he never where spectacles. the secondary 3s did sit-ups, then do the 'hand exercise'. sit-ups should be easy for someone that is so fit and does push-ups to vent his anger... laugh so much today lor. then the whole time in the auditorium i keep turning to the right... yaya... i sit nice angle, can see ryan without being blocked... he hor, sit alone. yule then comment about his limits of friends, it must be 0. hahas! recess got 1 hour so very bored. then yule and i went to walk around chung cheng lake. we walked down the stairs then see ryan walk past, after that saw him running. yule and i went see if got ladybirds on the few trees. yule went around stepping on the mimosas. we walked towards the volleyball court. then suddenly a volleyball came rolling towards the lake at full speed. a boy chased but still did not catch it. the ball landed in the lake and was slowing drifting to the other side. while waiting to capture the moment when the boys get the volleyball, i listened to yule's mp3 and watch some people play soccer. i was thinking about what will happen when the soccer ball goes into the lake. about after waiting for 5 minutes, the ball was finally retrieved! so exciting! like real... then went back to class. saw sherri and decided to go and talk to her. i promised to let her put her bowling ball in my bag cause her school bag broke. siao la. school bag where can carry a 12 pounds ball? leave her class that time saw chen rui and he made it seem like it was a crime to go to his class... after recess was the discussion of the parent-child camp item. i was suppose to be an actress but then the story is 'the emperor's seed' and so most of the characters are boys. so they make me a 'maid' to fan the emperor who is yun fan. but in the end i no need act le cause instead of 'maids' he had 4 guards. no way will i serve yun fan anyway. after all these, i rushed down to 1LY, suppose meet sherri there. but her class was made to stay till 1.15pm for the camp item. so i just walk in and take my bowling bag out. 22+pounds! so heavy... went to eat lunch and soon jilyn and sherri came to the canteen. but very soon they went back to class cause their form teacher taking attendance. since so bored, yuping and i went kaypo their class. see richie in the front there dunno doing what. but their form teacher also there so i dont dare stand there and watch them. go back class to clear my locker but found that i did not have any books to take home as all the textbooks were at home. LY was released and jilyn ate her noodles then bought a drink go concourse drink. she drink finish le then started writing names of people we dont like on the can. then use rubberband go hit it. for me i wrote ryan's and yun fan's names on it. then take rubberband and hit. i was just fooling around and ask sherri to hit the rubberband on my hand. she did it but it did not hurt. instead, it started to bleed a little. then a long red line remain without fading. jilyn hit the can till it started to have dents. we made it like black magic. hope tomorrow none of the people who we 'hit' will have red lines on them. mrs yeo the school counsellor, gave us some sweets. we still were hitting the poor can. then jilyn spotted ryan. i took the can, and started pressing the part his name was at. press till... cannot describe. he left in a car drove by his mother, and his sister was on the front seat.(if never see wrongly) the carplate is 2895. go buy 4-D! hahas. i have this feeling i saw wrongly. bowling was lame lah. coach talk about the 3-6-9 sparing system. then he make us learn how to adjust our strike line. i go gutter so many times lor. a pile of crap lor. today's post so long cause so many things happened. then i want remember a lot of these events. my cca schedule also out le. so many days la.

<|7:09 PM|>

Monday, May 22, 2006

today so warm. we had the ippt exercise at 8am. my form teacher came in earlier and told us to fill our bottles. i was thinking why mr khoo so weird today? then the continuous ringing of the bell was heard. and the anouncment said to carry out ippt. we slammed the windows and closed the doors. switched off the fans and lights. bee leng went to get the ippt kit but came back only with a few sheets of papers as we were not going to really do the ippt exercise. the class was so hot and everyone were resting on the table. mr khoo said it will last for 1hour but it only lasted for 30mins. lucky sia... after it the class decided on the roles for the parent-child camp item. i have no idea what happened but i ended up as an actress! I DONT WANT TO ACT! but i predict our item will not be choosen. i dont wish to act at all lor... recess time, met sherri and went all over the canteen with her. met tian qing along the way to her class to see the big board. smiled at him and he smiled back. hahas... her class the big board is so... errrr... plain. then went to my class to see my class the big board. helped in folding cranes. then after recess, we had a talk by NKF. about kidney failure...duh. then i kept folding the cranes, looked around to make sure mr peck dont see us folding cranes. i heard that 1IT copied our idea for the board and when ashley(from 1IT) see us so hardworking and folding cranes, she said some feng liang hua. as though is we copy them de. is their irritating class monitor steal our idea de! we sat and listened to the NKF talk and then continue sitting there to listen about the read singapore thing. we were made to read a short part of the story book 'Holes'. *yawn* it was boring cause i hate reading. then watch some parts of the movie. sit until get backache and headache. ehhh... it reminds me of the symptoms of kidney failure... surely it was just the weather or the ippt thing. aiya... barely ate anything then go back class to finish the board. fine... i ate a burger but then so hungry also... then we went for algebra bridging. boring as usual... sit there do all those maths questions and hear some boys in 1GR make farting sounds. then part of the class went back to class to write down their shirt size for the class-T. tomorrow the people in bowling dont want wear the red shirt le. and yippie! my parents dont have to see our form teacher or HODs. but i surely will get loads of scoldings. hope it wont interfere with my plans with my guildmates to do ludi partyquest. cant wait le... 1 more day!!! AHHHH!!! time to go mad!

<|4:42 PM|>

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i gone mad already. this wednesday which is 24th may, ludibrium will be released! BUT, since it is a wednesday, i got bowling... sigh... cannot rush home and prepare myself for ludibrium. after bowling come home will be 6pm+ le. i have this feeling the patch will be from 8 in the morning till abt 4+ in the afternoon. i will be busy on maple after ludibrium is released as i want to reach a higher level much faster since got new and not boring maps to train at. 1st july is the last day i can get my free level up and time will surely pass so quickly that it will be over soon. in a blink of the eye... hahas! who knows what could happen in just a blink of the eye?

<|4:35 PM|>

Friday, May 19, 2006

today, sherri was so absent-minded. first she left her file in the canteen but luckily sam took it. we still ran for nothing though. after bowling she left the bowling alley without her files and the bowling shirts. sam and i had a fun time fooling with her. we also stayed at coach's shop and looked at the bowling balls. so nice lor... i feel so weak when i could not even carry the 12 pound ball with 2 hands. i am so lousy. better go lift weights during the holidays.=) i took sherri's things and left the bowling alley. walked with sam to the bus stop on the other side of concourse. walk until i so tired, cause of my heavy sling bag. muscles aching... sigh... the donation thing each card need collect at least $20. jilyn got $100 from alan's mom. so good lor! that also means i dont really have to collect a total of $40. the whole team need collect at least $800. $100 down so $700 left and it still seems like a lot for such a small group of people. i only got $12 lor. no one wants to donate. somemore rui si dont want to donate and even go ask people dont donate! next time i wont donate to her le. even if she goes down to her knees to beg. my family donated to her quite a number of times. she cant even donate $1 meh? so evil lor she!

<|8:12 PM|>

Thursday, May 18, 2006

today there was no teacher coming in for chinese. so i did my maths workbook as i still had a lot more to complete. after chinese was art and mdm tham came to our class and let us do what we want to do. so i continued my maths. english was after recess and miss low let us watch a movie. i have no idea what movie it is as i was still doing my maths... so the whole morning i have been doing maths. during english drama, there was a relief teacher as mr jow was not able to come today. sian... the teacher was called miss chalotte(no idea how to spell). she was boring. she made us do some stupid things. we had to act some story theatre thing where my groupmates were joel, yu han, louise and zuo hong. we rehersed the story we were going to perform. it was the 3 little pigs. lame lor... rehersed finish and then i was sitting on the chair resting. guang zheng was acting gay(or is he?) then he pull joel that was sitting on the chair infront of him. joel kept saying stop it but guang zheng would not stop. i just suddenly say dont bully joel lah(in chinese). then guang zheng was saying why i so good to joel. so i say cause he my classmate what. weird ar? we then had literature and i got 39/75! AHHHH!!! i got less than joseline and yule again... but then the whole lvl also nvr do well so... still considered good as i passed. yu le so smart. bryan also. i wonder who would top the class at the end of the year? after school, i walked out with cherie and joseline. she was waiting in the canteen to get a glimpes of her idol, ryan. i saw ryan's classmates walked past me and out of the side gate. i heard them say wait for ryan lah. then i started to hurry joseline to leave. she refused. finally she walk out and ryan was catching up with his classmates. he was slow at first and his friend ask him walk faster. then he walked faster than us and some of his classmates that time, his friend tell him dont walk so fast. he was right in the front of the group of boys. where he went i had no idea. the group of boys walked so slowed that we decided to overtake them. we walked much faster than normal. i saw the common some boys playing soccer and i think it is the RAP. when nearing the traffic light, i spotted joel and a girl at the bus stop. i pulled joseline back and made her promise she wont do anything dumb. so heng that the bus that came first was not 31 or 10 or i would be taking the same bus as joel. we got on 135 and joseline looked opposite the road to see ryan. she waved like a mad person in the bus. she got off at parkway and the bus 135 reached my house bus stop really fast. i was walking to the side alley when i saw a 31 speed by. i was thinking: heng arh. if joseline decided to walk slow and walk at the same speed as ryan, i would have taken bus 31. was this considered fate? i still think it is my misfortune to meet 2 of them almost at the same time today.

<|2:09 PM|>

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i got 2 donation cards as i am the vice chair of bowling. dots... i not sure need collect how much but i am sure i wont be able to collect a lot of money. the card says: bowl for humanity 2006. and the contribution goes to red cross. i hope my friends can help donate to the red cross. only got $2 from li ming so far. please help me! =p

<|8:22 PM|>

today i got back my science and found out i did terribly badly! at that moment i cried... why on earth did i score a 55/100? i was sure i knew a lot of answers. i looked through the paper and realise that there was many circles on every page. i must be mad! 27 marks to carelessness. that costed me my A1. how am i suppose to tell my parents? i am so doomed. there was 2 marking errors in my paper and gladly i can gain 2 more marks but it makes no difference. at least i had my tests to pull my marks up. the highest was 91 and bee leng kept saying surely its me. i got so low! what on earth was i doing? all those errors like not correcting the answers to 3 significant figures. feel like ending my life but... over such mistakes? i should not. looks like i need to work doublely hard during the holidays as i need to get really high marks for end of the year to get good marks. i dont wish to be so much like a paikia anymore. that doesnt mean i will be a nerd either. so happy that today we did not have line dance for PE. instead, we ran 1050m around the school and got to play what we liked. play basketball! i must be mad. i dont have the stamina i had in primary school now. run abit only i get tired le. but i must remain determine and continue on. for filing today, i forgot to bring my files... i must be really blur. then during maths i was scolded with the rest of the class that did not bring the maths workbook to do it in class. he lecture us and i was like felt irritated. he somemore say that our socks must be his length, cannot fold skirt and its totally sucky! wear my socks at the same length as his socks, i will die. his socks are like really high up! this totally sucks. today for bowling. i manage to bowl well. the lane is now to my advantage. since the last 3 boards on both sides are not oiled. my ball hooks a lot at that part. so i just need to let my ball go there and then the ball will hook back in. so nice since the competition place, the lanes conditions are the same. that means i can perform well for the competition. only thing is, will i be part of the team or will i be a reserve? after bowling, jilyn and i went back to school to leave our bowling bags there. lucky we met a teacher who let us in and leave our bags inside. after that i followed jilyn to her class and waited for her to collect her books to bring home. i went around looking at all the things under her classmate's tables. someone left his some worksheets behind. someone left his english drama book behind and on it there was words on it, i read it and it states: like i care... hahas a few people left the shao nian wen zhai behind. 1LY is the class i seem to go to often other than my class. i feel really sad now. i landed in this pile of shit cause i am really lazy. i hope later i will remember to cut my nails cause tomorrow got spot check and i have this feeling it will be for the secondary 1s.

<|7:37 PM|>

Monday, May 15, 2006

today i got back my comprehension, maths and geography. i got 17.5/30 for comprehension. not very high marks but among the people i know, it is the highest.o_o for maths, the paper 1 i got 43.5 marks out of 50 marks. not bad right? for paper 2 i got 44/50... 6 marks lost to careless mistakes. it was unexpected to get 32.5/50 for geography as i remembered scribbling for it. i await my science marks. today for CME, we watched la bi xiao xin. its so funny, we laughed a lot. april seems like a very jealous person. first THAT issue, now follow joseline fold skirt, fold socks. and i just heard the chikopek issue is actually fake and was made up by april cause she wants to attract attention(correct me if i am wrong). after i saw april with the short skirt, i felt like puking. april really extra leh. busybody and always complain so much. and the class event, bee leng was thinking of bowling and i kept going i will 100% support! i am obsessed with bowling thats why. the boys disagree cause they dont know how to bowl. i suppose they dont want to lose face if they bowl badly. i wont be any better though. my god bro(sec 2) introduced me to a new game called water margin. it is fun! i was repairing tthe other computer just now and i got a few fingers got pricked as the chipboard were pricky. so happy that tomorrow is a school holiday for my school but i need to do finish my maths, which i delayed from before the exam. it is suppose to be holiday homework but then mr khoo say we do le... sigh... cannot slack tomorrow.

<|5:34 PM|>

Sunday, May 14, 2006

i somehow cant get rid of this bad habit of going 'good lor'... maybe its the influence of ryan. in the past, long long ago, ryan always say good lor when i told him something. could tell he was not pleased when i told him many different things. today the weather was very warm. then dont know why at my art class, the air con in the room seems like it was not working. i really disapprove the chalet thing. its really costly and there is no need of such an expensive event. and i repeat, it is seriously useless. come on, not many parents will also agree for their 13 year old child to stay overnight in a place for 2 nights with boys... okay, it seems like the people-in-charge have nowhere to spend their money when they could just spend maybe about $10 for a different and much cheaper event to 'bond'. if we were to go to the beach have picnic, cycle or even go bowling, more people will be happier. i was actually planning to go for the chalet thing but now i no longer want to support this. this has actually brought disharmony in the class. we are suppose to be harmonious. its such a pity. well, its not to late to change the idea to a better one right? well i hope.

<|9:03 PM|>

Saturday, May 13, 2006

my english is improving really fast. thanks to joel that is. i know it sounds weird but his chim words make me want to check it up. now i know the meaning of the words and i can use them in my compos! words like bereaved, a nice word to use indeed. joseline's problems with the chikopeks seems to be ending soon. i am hired as a bodyguard. like am i of use? maybe i am. maybe i might be a hindrance. i really have no idea what to do. ryan came up with the plan and joseline is so glad. she thinks ryan will do the same thing if it was me, but i doubt it. when joseline calls me niang niang it makes me weird. i am not her idol's wife, and i heard from her that her idol dont know he is her idol. her idol is ____! yup! its the 4 underlines i have been using some time ago. i suppose its the easiest person to guess. hope the chikopek problem will be solved and wont end like in my dream. i dont want to have a chikopek holding a knife at my neck. it most likely wont happen. i wonder what will happen after this issue is solved. glad that my mother wont be coming for the parent child camp. afterall, not many parents would go. i am so looking forward to the last week of school, where all the exitement begins! who would not look forward to the holidays?

<|10:15 PM|>

Friday, May 12, 2006

today i went bowling and it sucks. first, sherri reached the ssc late. then we had to climb over a pile of bags to get our bowling bags. reached planet bowl at katong shopping centre in a taxi. we bowled 3 games and i got the lowest out of the 3 of us. wei ming could not come cause he go temple. so it was li ming, sherri and i bowling. i suck!!! y must my finger always hurt when i go bowling. after the 3 games, sherri and i took a taxi to my house to leave our bowling bags there before we went parkway to shop. first we had some ice cream. i had peach ice cream and she had rum and raisin ice cream. i wonder if she got drunk. then walk all over and look at the shops. we stopped by one shop to by a bracelet each. we agreed to wear it everytime we went out together. bought a tupperware from some shop outside parkway before we went back in to have dinner. went back to my house to take her bowling bag before walking down to siglap centre to wait for her parents to pick her up. freaky that no one knows where i live when i tell them the address but i blame no one. my house is in some place that is so uncommon. when we were nearing siglap centre, we stopped by the 7-eleven to buy a large slurpee to share. i better remember to go down to her class on monday to collect the money she owed me. we sat down leaning on a pillar outside siglap centre and we discussed about our problems out to each other while waiting. i told myself to accept what is happening now. maybe it is not true but its better than denying that that fact exist. now, instead of curiosity kills the cat, it is jealousy kills me! haix i wonder if it is real. i dont mind if it was real or fake, but i hope i will get an explaination. joseline just keep making me have the feeling of crying by using the crying emoticon on msn in this crisis. unyielding wish... i will wait patiently for a response from you know who. i will really wait for the time he will speak to me again.

<|8:10 PM|>

Thursday, May 11, 2006

today i got back my higher chinese paper 1 and paper 2. for my si han i only got 13. so terrible. then for the compo i got 49.5 when i could have gotten 53 if i did not make those stupid errors. i had a dictionary and i was lazy to check when i was not sure of the words. for the main paper, i got 75/110. quite lousy but i still think i did well this time. now for my higher chinese i improved a lot. the debrief for higher chinese ate into our recess and left us with only 15mins. after it was the history debrief... i got 18/40!!! argh! i failed!!!!! i will die for sure. but afterall, history cant be totally studied. we were told about the post exam activities and the parent child camp thing. joseline is prepared to become mad. for the post exam activity, there is the part about going to do CIP cum class picnic at east coast beach or pasir ris beach. i hope my class gets to go to east coast beach. the parent child thing... it will be really freaky... the campfire should be nice. but go back so late, next morning need come so early. cant rest well. LUCKILY, no need stay overnight, or i will die for sure...

<|2:31 PM|>

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

yesterday's geog was horrible... i could barely remember my facts. sure i wont do well this time. when leaving the school gate, joseline and i saw both ryans at the foyer! how interesting... it was also joseline's birthday yesterday. her idol so innovative. came out with such a nice way to say happy birthday. so nice lor... kkk... i do sound like i am jealous but then... dont talk about it. i had this weird vision of ____ stabbing me in my heart last night. freaky... today's maths was easy. just that i am sure i made some errors. oral was not bad after all. i thought i would stammer like i always do, but i spoke so fluently that i cannot believe it myself. maybe cause of this new environment that helped me boost my courage. the topic for the conversation was... do u like going to school? when i heard it i was like WHAT! its time to lie. and so half the time i was lying to miss yee, the invigilator. i was relieved that the exams were finally over and smiled as i walked out of the grand audi. then as i reached the foyer, the first person i saw was ____. ok... was all that just coincidences? who cares...

<|12:16 PM|>

Monday, May 08, 2006

today's science was great. i m confident of getting good marks. pity i cant do well for my geography tomorrow. my neighbour borrowed my geography textbook but has not returned yet! ****... i cant wait anymore. i will die... DIE! why must my favourite subject be screwed? joseline was listening to my 'fairytale' just now. i was watching the magic knight rayearth and was imagining some wonderful things to happen. all wont come true cause how to have real magical powers? cant lor... looks like i must go prepare to die. looks like i will be doing my maths later and not geog. hope tomorrow morning i can rush. if only i had my textbook and could start writing notes right now? praying hard...

<|9:07 PM|>

Friday, May 05, 2006

i TOTALLY screwed my history yesterday and i screwed my maths and literature. chinese was not so bad afterall. its like disasterous... science on monday and i cant screw it. i got to buck up and study hard for it. getting those formulas into my brian aint going to be easy. lets not talk about the exams. recently i seem so much like a stalker. i have been fishing as much information i can get about certain people. oh and on thursday, i went to 1LY and after a while i got chased out by some boy that to me is gay... he can hug another guy so tightly but i still think its common for guys to have such behaviours. just now i was messing up the internet setting trying to allow my internet to show the cbox tagboard thingie. so maddening when people ask me tag their tagboard and i cant see it at all. now i can see it le. i really wonder what i did to fix the problem. and now what... i cant see it again... it can really drive me crazy! if anyone knows how to solve this problem, do tell me.

<|9:27 PM|>

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

this morning when we were waiting for mr ang to come so we can go into the science lab, joel walked past alone and holding the class diary. why was he holding the class diary? i immediately turned around and pretend i did not see him. turned back to peep and joseline suddenly went JOEL NG! but lucky no one else heard her. on the way to the basketball court, vice-chair and xue wen got caught by mr soon... for PE, we are lucky that we still got to basketball and not line dance. i wonder what will happen if we did line dance. yun fan like showing off his strength. he throw the ball from one end to the other in one throw, then out of court! hahas!!!during recess, i went 1LY planning to return the $10 to sherri for the bowling last friday. but she was absent today... aiyo... jilyn and her classmates were throwing crushed paper around the class. today there was no self-study so i went down to canteen to have a miserable lunch as i my teeth hurts. i was walking and i nearly walk straight to ryan... luckily i saw him abt 2metres away and so i quickly turn and walk a table away from him. ate sandwiches for lunch and yf wanted to borrow $1 from me but i only had 30cents... eating finish that time, joel walked into the canteen with his friend and stood next to his dear. they talked for quite some time before they intended to leave. i was also eating food from my friends. XD ryan was with his friend and he was smsing with his handphone if i was not wrong. soon he left the canteen and headed for somewhere that doesnt seem like he was going home. i was planning to leave when i saw joel and his dear ready to go off. the direction i was going... so i decided to wait on. the counselor called him and he sat down to talk to her. he was nodding his head while she talked to him. i suppose when he was depressed, he went to find the counselor. he left with his dear and soon after i left. at the TKGS bus stop, i met more ex-kcpians there. so nice... maybe some other day i will go there again. hope can see more of them.^.^ and i found out that renee,catherine,nicole and jac. bong were in the same class. hahas! they are lucky to be together. i still wonder if i should study or not. either way, i know i will definitely fail my chinese and my history will get really bad grades. i want to slack but got no time! i still got A LOT of maths and science to do... stress.... i better start on them now.

<|2:40 PM|>

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

its been a while since my last post. very stressful and boring for the past few days. today i went to make my braces. teeth aching right now. tomorrow there is no bowling. so lucky me, i can stay home and study my history and chinese for the papers on thursday. hope i wont flunk these subjects. today i got back my maths and i got 13.5! i could have gotten 17 but the highest was only 15... life science lesson was fun! we had a stroll around chung cheng lake. hahas! we were happy life science ate into english but for the front part of the english lesson, we missed part of the PCK show. no more life science le... so sad.T_T hope got more interesting lessons next time.

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